Happy New Year, Nichole,
Another year without you , and it breaks my heart. I am gonna really try hard to live my life without you, but it ain't easy. I still think about you all day every day. People say that the pain gets better with time but maybe my body is not allowing that to happen. I try to think about the good times we had and that helps sometimes. People can't tell me how to grieve because I was with you at the end. I watched you take your last breath and I still have nightmares about that Whatever you tried to tell me at the end, I guess it was not meant for me to know at this time. Save it, so when we meet again you can tell me, until then, continue to rest well, love you and miss you