I love you dad ill make you proud

All I had was yesterday... Happy bday son..My heart .., I ache ...I know you are in a better place ...

My Nicky I miss you so ..

IN MY HEART , I COME TO YOU EVEY DAY ... MISSING YOU SO ....THE PAIN NEVER ENDS...ALL MY LOVE YR MOM...

I MISS U SO MUCH NICK SO MUCH … MY SON MY CHILD MY BABY …

my heart … it aches … idk how or if I can ever really learn how to live with this …. my son was murdered for no reason on nov 21 2011 why ….

I just want you to come home and you cant and I hate it...

could you please put yr arms around me one more time …. can I just hear yr voice one more time .. can u have just one more child for me ,,, no u cant … and ull never know what I'm feeling … your not here . and itell myself I can take it but deep down inside I cant. and no one knows this but me …

mijo forever i think of u ....

THE YEARS HAVE PASSED ME AS IF I WERE IN A RACE TO GET SOMEWHERE YET GOING NO WHERE !!! MY GOD I MISS U SON EVERY SECOND OF EVERY HOUR EVERY DAY !!!! WHAT DO I DO WHERE DO I GO …. WHERE DO I PUT THIS PAIN ??? IM RUNNING AND IT FOLLOWS … I WISH I COULD JUST TOUCH YR HAND AGAIN MY LIL BOY MY LIL NICK..... ILL BE SEEING YOU ...

Wow son its been so long it seems because of the years that have passed yet at times it feelz like yesterday ... Everyday i miss you... N everydau i wonder how your life woudve been ... Just like that no good byes no nothing ... Left here alone in my Silence... My cries ... The years that drive me insane ... Praying for just one more day... One more hug one more time to hold yr hand in mine... But Nothing. .. How i miss you..

Another bday a reminder of your birth ... And now your your gone .. you would've been 30 ... My heart aches .. more than ever ... I miss you son ...all I had was yr baby n now she's gone too ... Just like that my whole world was taken ... I guess it is what it is huh... N we go on ... Or so we are suppose to go on .. trying hard so hard ...

NOTHING IS FOREVER... YET I HOLD YOU STILL IN MY ARMS EVERY NITE ,,, HOPING THAT IT WAS JUST ALL A BAD DREAM .. BUT STILL I OPEN MY EYEZ AND REALIZE ITS BEEN A LONG SIX YEARS... I BEEN ROBBED OF EVERYTHING EXCEPT LIFE ITSELF AND ON MOTHER'S DAY ITS MORE REAL THAN EVER ... YR GONE AND NEVER COMING HOME .... I MISS U SO.....

My NICKY ... I MISS U...

I woke up this morning missing you... Like i do each and every day .. I wish you. Were here... My life is gone with you... I feel like im here with no purpose ... What do i do where do i go ... Wheres my NICKY ...I MISS U MY HEART GOES ON WITHOUT YOU ... MY BIGGEST HEATACHE...

When i cant cry anymore ... N my hope has run short and death is in my lap taking my child from my armz ... And im left with ?s. Of why and what can i do n what can i say... My heart and my soul goes with you son ...
Wishing on a star ... To follow where u r... Love always yr mom ....

Ull always always b my baby ... I miss u son ... But i understand now.. N even though my heart aches ... I get it ... Oh how i miss you SO...
LOVE ALWAYS YR MOM ...

You are always in my heart and my mind I miss u so much papi!! Besides my kids you were the best thing to ever happen to me.. I love and miss you so much babe!!

In my heart I carry u always... Yr always with me ... I miss you son ...

How do i go on ...

I thought of u today like i do every day thats nothing new .. But the sadness that i keep within me ... I never know how im going to face my day knowing yr not there... The sorrow the pain... How do i go on ...

No one knows why ... I only. Know my pain ...

My hearf can only wonder what kind of man u wouldve been....

Missing. My son ... And wishing on a star .... Remembering yr laugh yr smile ... In my heart in my mind ...
Love always yr mom .... Yr with me always ....