nicoles best friend had a baby boy and i am sad because this is something nicole will not get to experience, so sad that she cant share this even with jen her bf, its been almost two years and it has not gotten easier, people have moved on as they should events have happened and i am so missing her, i cant remember her voice and its breaking my heart, i dont know how she is and that is so unsettling, i need to know she is ok, all of my love nicole amber cooper rest peacefully