ForeverMissed
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This memorial website was created in loving memory of our shining light, Nicole Guilliams who left us way too soon on March 3rd, 2020. May we all gather here in this space to feel her energy, to dance to her favorite music, to honor her incredibly special life, and to share stories about her so that those who loved her can grieve together and feel support.

Nicole had recently moved to the property of her dreams in Fulton, MO where she could watch each sunset from her swing that hung from a beautiful old oak tree in her front yard, listen to birds sing, find peace in her meditation room, and take space from the world to fall in love with herself all over again.

She was a loving and thoughtful daughter, born to Dennis and Marsha Guilliams August 25th, 1975 and was the sister to her loving brothers, Chad and Kurt. There is no doubt that her brother Ryan (who passed in Feb, 1991) met her with open, loving arms, with her dogs River and Sampson trotting close behind when she arrived in heaven! She was deeply in love with her son Druie, and she is the main reason his heart is so big and resilient. She was the one in the family who was always finding ways for us to gather, she was the collector of treasured family furniture and heirlooms, and she was the friend you always wanted to call first when you needed support. She was deeply loved by her Aunts, Uncles, Cousins who are scattered all over the country, and was adored by her sweet niece, Samantha who shares her love of sweets and non-stop dance parties. Nicole's laugh was full and proud, her sense of humor was dry and sarcastic, she was stubborn, self-assured, spoke her truth always, and she was passionate about music and spending quality time outdoors.

When she passed, her heart and both kidneys were donated to three separate individuals drastically improving their quality of life. What a gift!! Even in death she continues to help others, and just knowing that her heart is still beating somewhere on this planet helps bring us solace. While there aren't enough words to describe our loss, please leave a tribute here to honor all the many ways Nicole has touched our lives.
March 7
March 7
I'm reminded of you in so many ways every day. I hate that we lost touch with each other for so many years.  Sitting here listening to John Denver wishing so many things could be different. You were my very first friend ever and I loved you so much. So many songs will put me right back on Teakwood growing up together, getting in trouble, and laughing!! Always laughing! We drove our parents crazy. I will miss the special friendship we had. I miss us so much ❤️
March 5
March 5
I cannot believe the world has been missing your smile and laughter for 4 years now. I miss you girl!!
March 5
March 5
Realizing my sweet Nicole's untimely passing this week four years ago and my heart is feeling strong with all the memories. Miss you dear niece so very much! Aunt Sherry
March 3
March 3
My dear cousin,
Four years today since you left us and yet I can still hear your laugh, I can describe the wrinkle in your nose that happened when you smiled, and most of all I can remember the way that we loved each other.

Sisters since the start,
never to part (in spirit).

Missing you today and always, Nickles
Love,
Karen
April 2, 2021
April 2, 2021
NIcole...it seemed like we were life long friends as soon as I met you in 2019. I met you at work as you were covering me for when I would be out on leave for heart surgery...soon after I came back we discussed on how to keep you here full time and so happy when you got signed on.

Even though we did not know each other long it seemed we were kindred souls. Hugs sent to heaven my friend.
September 12, 2020
September 12, 2020
Allison and I watched Bridesmaids tonight and of course I cried at the end. It brings back so many memories of us. I would never have wanted anyone else to be my maid of honor.
August 20, 2020
August 20, 2020
We met the first day of 7th grade and were friends ever since. For 6 straight years we spent more time than not, together, and got into all sorts of trouble and had so much fun doing it all! Then big girl life started and we soared thru our seperate adventures, always ready to reconnect when the time was right or needed. You were Sam's first babysitter for his first year then moved to Columbia. Then you came back and we picked up where we left off, now with more kids! I'm so sorry I didn't get to your house in Fulton while you were there but I'm so glad you came to sing kareoke with me at tuners the Tuesday before you left. I haven't been to a karaoke since and I imagine there will be a couple songs I'm longing to hear only my friend sing once I finally get back. Fly high, nicole, come talk to me in my dreams please. I'll see you again when the time is right. I love your face and your soul.
August 12, 2020
August 12, 2020
I am here although I am gone.                                           My body nor soul not tethered,                                            but rather transcended and reborn.                                        Remember me,                                                          please do not mourn.                                                     For my freedom is great,                                                  without these schackles of pain.                                            Eternally grateful,                                                        for my resilience,                                                         and my time spent on this ball of rain.                                      For there is nothing wrong,                                                I just have to move on,                                                    and groove to the tune of a different song.                                  Although our time may have been short here,                                 I will always be near.                                                                           -Eternally grateful for the short time, experiences, and music enjoyed with my best friend. Miss you, wish you were here, and wait patiently to see you again. Leaving a purple flower for you Nicole.-
August 6, 2020
August 6, 2020
Dear Nicole,

A number of decades ago the stork dropped off a smiling child that her parents named, Nicole. She was a beautiful and free young girl, who grew to be a beautiful and free-spirited woman. At times she threw caution to the wind, chased rainbows, dreams, and lived a life filled with adventure.

She has discovered many things on her journey through the years; that life is not about how much “stuff” you accumulate or titles you acquire, but that life is about being with people that love you and that you love.(It took her father a long time to learn that lesson, and he is grateful she has earned it earlier than he.)

Nic, I am proud of the person you have become. You are a loving mother, an independent thinker and someone who is not afraid to take on challenges. My hope is that your son grows up to be just like his mother.

Love You Forever,

Dad

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August 5, 2020
August 5, 2020
I can see her sitting in that swing!! Perfect!!
August 3, 2020
August 3, 2020
Nicole brought a spirit of energy and fun when she was with her family. Her laugh was loud, strong and embodied the joy she experienced. Since her death there have been many times where I have thought.... this would be fun to do but underneath that thought was the memory that Nicole would not be around to fully partake of the activity. Having her physical absence is sad for me but I look for signs that she is around, sprinkling sunshine and fun, like the butterfly that came from no where recently. I have not seen butterflies around her before a night a week ago and have not seen one since. There was a gathering of her family around a fire pit and Nicole, I believe, was not going to be left out. My thoughts and prayers continue for Nicole, Druie and the entire family. A special thanks to Karen for putting this together.
August 3, 2020
August 3, 2020
Nicole...I will always miss your smile and infectious laugh. You always brought sunshine and laughter wherever you went. There has not been a day that you haven't been in my thoughts ❤️ I will always love you despite our arguments. There will never be another person on this planet with the same amazing soul that you shared with all of us ❤️

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March 7
March 7
I'm reminded of you in so many ways every day. I hate that we lost touch with each other for so many years.  Sitting here listening to John Denver wishing so many things could be different. You were my very first friend ever and I loved you so much. So many songs will put me right back on Teakwood growing up together, getting in trouble, and laughing!! Always laughing! We drove our parents crazy. I will miss the special friendship we had. I miss us so much ❤️
March 5
March 5
I cannot believe the world has been missing your smile and laughter for 4 years now. I miss you girl!!
March 5
March 5
Realizing my sweet Nicole's untimely passing this week four years ago and my heart is feeling strong with all the memories. Miss you dear niece so very much! Aunt Sherry
Recent stories

Short Memories.....

July 8, 2021
"My name is Spunky the Monkey, and I have a strange tale to tell, of jungle land where I began, I remember it so well........

Mosquito netting around her water bed...

Summers at Burr Oak...

Trips to Destin, Pensacola and Siesta Key!

The Dog Food Can incident, complete with stitches.

Christmas Kareoke!

To be continued....

Photo album

March 19, 2021
I just received this photo album that Nicole had put together thru the years.  It truly has been a walk down memory lane.  Some photos from junior high, some from high school, there are even a couple from a 40th bday party snuck in there!  I so love her and miss her  every day.  Thank you for sharing this album with me, Marsha.  Here's to the rest of you to enjoy these photos as well.

Still Missed Dearly

February 24, 2021
It's been nearly a year since Nicole was taken from us and I still think of her every day. I miss her smile, her cackle (even she called it that), her brutal honesty, her advice, her friendship, and her love.

We had our good times and our bad times. The good definitely outweighed the bad. I wouldn't trade in any of the moments I had time with her. I loved her with all of my heart. She was my soulmate.

In all the photos I have with her I am smiling and it is a genuine smile. I'm not one to fake smile in photos. I couldn't help but smile when I was with her.

She was instrumental in me becoming a better person. She pushed me to do things that were uncomfortable for me but were the right thing to do. I am so grateful for her persistence and love.

I will always have her with me.

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