Your birthday is coming up on April 13th and we are throwing you a huge party!!!  Since I know you don't want others to be sad for you, Caren and I decided to wait until then to have your memorial service as well.  Instead of mourning your passing, we hope to celebrate your wonderful life.  Some family and friends from California and other places are planning on traveling all the way here to celebrate with us.         
     To make sure that you are never forgotten, I purchased the Forever Missed Lifetime Sponsorship today.  Now, this web-page is yours forever and I/we can share unlimited photos and memories of you, your family and your life.  I just finished posting a few new pictures on here to remind everyone how beautiful you are.  There will soon be a ton more- I am going through the dozens and dozens of photos that Aunt Alice has sent over the years and I also found a bag full of used, disposable cameras in your bedroom.  I can't wait to see what's on them! 
But right now, I have to go buy 67 candles and then order a cake big enough to fit them all!  (Yes, seriously)!
 
      I love you sweetheart and you will never know how much I miss you and how different my life is with out you.  Some days are unbearable still, even after 38 of them.  But I talk about you (and to you) everyday.  I spend a lot of time thinking of ways to honor your memory and that helps cheer me up.  But what helps the most is thinking about your smile and remembering your laugh.  Eventually, it always makes me smile too.