This memorial website was created in memory of Nithin Elijah Naidu. Though he was with us for only 8 short days, our lives are forever changed. We will love him always.
Ramu, Veronica, and Isabella are so thankful for the loving support of their community. They thank you for your love, friendship, prayers, meals, and all the other incredible ways you care for their family. Many of you have asked how you can help, and in response to that, we have set up a memorial fund for the Naidus. We have already been surprised and blessed by the generosity of almost everyone who has heard Nithin's story. It is this generosity that has already covered the unanticipated expenses that come with a funeral. We have yet to hear what medical expenses will amount to, so if you are considering sending flowers, we ask that you consider making a contribution to the Naidu Memorial fund instead. You can do so via Paypal, referencing the email address, NaiduMemorialFund@gmail.com.
To help Ramu and Veronica manage the outpouring of love through email and text communications, we invite you to leave a note to share any thoughts, prayers, and/or expressions of condolences below.
Tributes
Leave a tributeOur mutual friends, Justin & Anna, let us know about your son and passed along prayer requests to us. We are so sorry for your loss, and we grieve with hope alongside you. We were also able to share a bit of your story with Brett & Liz Wiley, so that we could all love and pray from afar. May God's Spirit truly be near to all of you in the coming days. 1 Thessalonians 4:13-18 "We will always be with the Lord"
Take good care, David & Mia Stancil
My heart is so heavy because of your suffering. I was really touched to read what you both wrote. Honest, real, loving, and hopeful. I know these next few weeks, months, and even years will be hard. Harder than you possibly thought you could handle. With God's love, mercy, and grace; He will be there with you through this lonely valley you have entered. One day at a time. And sometimes maybe only one moment at a time. I am praying for you fervently. I wish Benjamin and I could be there with you and walk beside you as you did for us during our darkest time. You were both the hands and feet of Christ to us and we have come out of our lonely valley to green pastures. Glory be to God! We miss you guys very much. I pray one day our paths will cross again soon here on earth.
You have all been in my prayers since sweet Nithin's birth and passing and you will remain in my prayers for a long time to come. I pray that you will find comfort in each other, in all your caring friends and family and in Christ's love for you. i know that He walks with you as you face each day. Love, Judy
Hugs from afar, friends. - the Weavers
Words cannot heal the pain of losing someone so precious...but can perhaps provide comfort during this difficult time. I pray that God gives you the strength to overcome the pain. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Please know how deeply your loss is felt by all.
We are saddened by the news of Nithin and want you to know that you four are in our prayers today and tomorrow. We hope to one day meet your precious Bella and reconnect. Please take care and know we are all thinking of you! - Chris & Betsy
We've never met, but we feel that we've known you all through Gina and Stellan. We are Stellan's grandparents. You've taken such good care of him and he loves you all. Please accept our heartfelt sorrow for the loss of your beautiful baby boy. May God bless you all and give you strength and peace in this most difficult of times.
Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
There are so few words to express our love and support for you during this time. Our comfort, as we've fervently prayed for Nithin and each of you, is the knowledge that God is firmly holding you and faithfully working. We pray peace and comfort be poured out on you. Love, The Kamb Family
Our family is keeping you all daily in our prayers and thoughts. Thankful for the precious time you had with your darling son. Nithin is blessed to have been a part of your family, to be so incredibly loved and treasured. May God comfort your hearts with His love. Love from the Seest family
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Veronica's Eulogy
My son.
Nithin Elijah Naidu.
We were overjoyed when we found out we were pregnant, and we were very surprised we were having a boy.
I cherished every moment of my pregnancy. Nithin was a very active baby - he was constantly moving. I loved playing with him as he moved inside me. I loved my child deeply, and couldn’t wait to meet him.
The day came, and it was very different from what we had planned. We couldn’t have imagined that we would only have 8 days with our son.
I don’t understand why God chose us, why He chose Nithin. I felt abandoned by The Lord during these 8 days. I prayed for a miracle for my son, but my prayer wasn’t answered. That's when Ramu and I were faced with the hardest decision we had ever made, and all I could ask for was God's mercy.
The day came, and Ramu and I spent the whole night holding our son's hand -praying, singing praise songs and telling Nithin that it was ok for him to go because Jesus would be waiting for him.
Our son is now free.
He is in Heaven.
There is no more pain.
He was made whole.
My prayer was answered. God was merciful and allowed Ramu and I to deeply love our son and "walk" him to heaven to be with The Father.
We miss our beautiful son, We miss the future we will never have. But we rejoice knowing that Nithin Elijah is in the arms of JESUS.
-Veronica
Ramu's Eulogy
At first, I wasn't sure I was going to say anything, but last night, my thoughts were more clear than they have been in the last few days. I didn't want to miss an opportunity to cherish my son’s short life.
Many of you may know his story, but for those who do not, I would like to explain it as it also helps me move through this process.
Veronica and I were thrilled to be pregnant again, especially after having gone through the pain of a miscarriage and the surgical procedure that followed it. We found out he was a he, and for some reason, we struggled to come up with a name. But we landed on Nithin, which means moral or ethical in Sanskrit. Elijah was chosen because we wanted something representative of the God we worship in all of our children's names. Yahweh is God. It was a strong name.
At 38 weeks, our strong, very active child wasn't moving in the womb. Our OB wanted to see Veronica immediately and then thought it best to do an "urgent" C-section.
He was beautiful…weighing 7lbs and 11oz, measuring 23inches in length. He became so real. My love for him became so real. My hopes and dreams for him became so real. And so did my desire to protect him. Because from the moment they took Nithin from the womb, I suspected something was wrong -- I just didn't know to what extent. He was pale, not crying and not breathing on his own.
In a matter of hours Nithin was packed up, transferred to another hospital, and admitted to the NICU. His little body was depleted of blood by what we later learned was a fetomaternal hemorrhage. He required significant blood transfusions, he struggled to clot his blood, and because of a fear of injury to his vital organs, he was treated with a hypothermic protocol. They cooled his body for 72 hours then re-warmed him over the course of 6 hours. Everything looked good and most everyone was very optimistic.
Per protocol, the next day Nithin had an MRI of his brain done. It revealed the damage was severe. Very severe. Further testing revealed that his little body was consistently seizing. His prognosis was poor. Everyone, including his medical team, was very disappointed. Veronica, myself, and all those who had walked so closely with us were heartbroken.
After many tears and numerous discussions, we made the most difficult decision we had ever had to make up to this point in our lives. And just 8 days after he was born, I found myself with the medical team, taking off EKG leads, removing tubes --- basically removing the technology that was keeping my son alive up to this point.
Veronica and I spent the next 9 hours cradling, praying over, and loving our little Nithin. We were able to have a dedication ceremony with some of our closest family and friends and had photos taken of his last moments with us.
At 5:20am on May 2nd he breathed his last breath.
The events of his birth and death just seem wrong. In fact, they point to something deeper.
Evil.
In my world, I think about and struggle with the problem of evil. The problem of pain. It is real and is most evident in things like this.
But something else emerged for which we are very grateful. I called it the virtue amidst the evil. The medical care Nithin received was outstanding. They cared for and protected him as if he were a part of their family.
People literally dropped what they were doing to be with us. They stopped work and drove for hours to be at our side. They paid exorbitant amounts to fly in to sit up all night with us in the NICU waiting area as we waited for updates. Some put their lives on hold to basically orchestrate our lives: buying groceries; making breakfast, lunch and dinner; running interference as needed; helping keep life for our beautiful Isabella as normal as could be with mommy and daddy in a distant frame of mind. All to give Veronica and me a chance to try to think clearly. This is the Christian community we have been blessed with.
For the entirety of my son’s life, he was prayed for. The prayer net went out all over the country and even into other countries. We prayed for the miraculous, and ultimately, the answer was "not this time." Yes, that was heartbreaking. His eight days were short in some ways and really long in some ways. But the love our family, including little Nithin, experienced was overwhelming. For this we will always be grateful.
-Ramu