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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Noah Ferrer, 11 years old, born on April 1, 2000, and passed away on January 30, 2012. We will remember him forever.
April 1
April 1
Happy 24th birthday Noah , your dad and I miss celebrating special days with you. We miss your presence here on earth,I never would’ve thought we would lose our only son. it’s been 12 years time goes by so fast I keep the memories of you close to my heart. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you. I miss everything about you but as I see the day’s growing evil everyday I’m reminded of what the Bible says about the end times,I know I’m getting closer to being reunited with you. My hope lies in Gods word that eternity is ahead.
April 1
April 1
Happy 24th Birthday Noah !
After all these years there’s not one day that goes by that you aren’t in my thoughts remembering your laughter and sense of humor always puts a smile on my face , until we are reunited again in Heaven
Your presence is always felt in my heart .
I love you ….Dad
April 1
April 1
Happy birthday Biggles! Days aren’t the same without you here. In essence, you me longing for heaven.
January 30
January 30
Today I came across a book about Heaven. I know your mom read it soon after you leaving. It was a nice sign on this day to remind me of God’s faithfulness. Biggles, you left us longing for Heaven- until that day- Anissa
April 2, 2023
April 2, 2023
Happy birthday Noah ,i can’t believe you would be 23 today. I remember all the birthdays we celebrated with family,you were always excited about them. You always made everyone laugh ,you were kind ,funny, polite I miss hearing your voice. You liked chasing Ginger around, teasing her with fart sounds from the iPod as well as ringing the doorbell so she could bark. The reason I remain hopeful because I know I’ll see you again, my faith in Jesus and the word of God tells me what the future holds, I don’t ever have to be afraid. God is in control and only he knows why this tragedy happened.
January 30, 2022
January 30, 2022
Ten years?! Seems like an eternity and just a blink of an eye. To say we all miss Noah, is an understatement. He’s missed, thought of frequently and remembered for his wit and the funny things he said and did. On today, I’ll reflect on his life and the good memories we had together. I’ll think of him and smile. I’ll picture him flying on his scooter and shooting his nerf gun. I will picture him scrunching up his nose as he pushed up his glasses. I will recall him playing with Uriah, hiding from Julie and bickering with Hannah. I’ll close my eyes and see him knocking on the door while calling me on the phone to ask if he could stay while his mom went shopping. I‘ll smile and be grateful for the time he was here with us and remember that I WILL see him again. Noah left us longing for heaven, until that day…Anissa
January 30, 2022
January 30, 2022
Well Noah, it’s been 10 years. Man did time fly by and barely move at the same time. Not a day has gone by that I don’t miss you. I almost dread this day every year knowing that this all could have been prevented if those men would’ve just called an Uber…if they would have never drank at all….if they would have had more sense not to drink and drive. I still wonder and try to picture what you would have looked like today. I know you would’ve been the same goofball that I remember. The same gentle soul that you were with a touch of attitude lol I can’t wait to see you again Noah. I love you
- Squiggy
April 2, 2020
April 2, 2020
I'm a day late, but does it matter? I think of you daily not just on holidays and birthdays, but everyday. I think of you when I'm eating and I see your pic near our kitchen table. I think of you when I see anything Sponge Bob. The other day we were channeling surfing and "welcome home roscoe Jenkins" was on B.E.T. , I thought of you. I seen a scooter and thought of you. I seen a light skinned, glasses wearing, newly shaved hair kid and guess what? Yup, I thought of you. I can hear you laugh and talk in my memories. I can see your wrinkled up nose scrunched as you scoot your glasses up your nose. I see and hear you in my minds eye ask your mom for a chicken sandwich with a side of " R". Yesterday didn't hurt so bad, I guess this is what coming to terms feels like. I know that one day we'll all leave this earth, although some may leave sooner than others and dealing with that reality is a part of life.


I didn't publish this last year. I just found it when I came on here to send you a 20th birthday wish. Whatever the reason, this is year two that I visit this site a day late.
You'd be amazed at what's going on in the world, this last month specifically. You'd be the big 2-0 and a day today. I can't imagine what you'd look like since you left to heaven so young and childlike looking. I think you would of been very tech savvy and still a gamer. I think you would of been tall like your dad and crafty like your mom. I love you Noah and am sure of one thing, I'll see you again. Until that day, Anissa
April 3, 2019
April 3, 2019
Happy Birthday in Heaven Noah , I know your Birthday was actually on the 1st..lol.Your Mother and I can't believe how fast time has gone. We think about you all the time and know we will all be reunited one day. We miss you and love you Noah. I can still hear your laugh and see your smile , whenever I picture you laughing, that makes me smile. My heart wont be complete until were all together again. I love you Noah......Dad
January 30, 2019
January 30, 2019
Today’s the 7th anniversary of your passing and I can still feel the pain I felt 7 years ago. I had just assumed that you were okay. I miss you so much Noah. I wish that that night would’ve gone differently...I wish I could’ve done things differently. I wish I could’ve hugged you and told you I loved you before you left.
I had a son and I gave him your name as his middle name. I sometimes wonder how you would have been as an adult. Who you would’ve become. How your voice would sound. Seeing you walk across the stage as you graduated. I can’t wait for the day that you and I will meet again...when you meet my kids and my husband. I love you forever and always,
Squiggy
January 30, 2018
January 30, 2018
I'm thinking of you today- although a day doesn't go by that I don't. I can see your smile and hear your little laugh if I pause and listen. In my mind's eye I see you flying on your scooter. I see you chasing your dog and posting toys for sale on eBay. I imagine you scooting your glasses back up your nose and running your hand back and forth on your freshly cut hair. I see YOU and instead of crying this time, I'm smiling, why- because you left great memories behind and most of all because you're in heaven where there is no concept of pain, grief, loss or humanly cares. You are in eternal bliss with the one who loves us the most, God. I miss you and love YOU ... You left me longing for Heaven, So until that day~ ❤ Anissa
June 11, 2017
June 11, 2017
I was just thinking of you Noah , how much I miss your laughter and your sense of humor. I wish you were here.I Love you and miss you ....Dad
April 2, 2017
April 2, 2017
Happy 17th birthday to you! I'm a day late cause Nattie and her baby had a shindig yesterday but I couldn't forget to leave this message.
What a beautiful place to be celebrating your birthday. Heaven is where we all long to be eventually. I miss you Biggles, but knowing that your in the presence of God, softens my heart. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I love you and miss you. You left me longing for heaven. So until that day....... Anissa
April 2, 2017
April 2, 2017
Noah, I want to say Happy 17th Birthday , but honestly ever since you've been gone, none of your Birthdays have been happy days for us. We all miss you so much. All me and your mom can do is leave balloons and flowers for you and remember all the past really "Happy Birthday's" you've had....You're in Heaven now and all we can do is only imagine what you're experiencing ....we can't wait to see you someday. We Love you Noah.....Love Dad
January 31, 2017
January 31, 2017
Well Noah, another year has passed and your mother and I still think about you every single day. We're just trying to cope day to day ,even though our life will never be complete without you here. I wish I could hold and hug you one last time. As we pass through this life , our ultimate goal is to see you again in Heaven. We all miss you very much Son. I love you Noah......Dad
April 2, 2016
April 2, 2016
Happy Birthday Noah, I can't believe you would have already been 16 yesterday. I think of all the things that could have been....if this senseless and careless act would have never happened. There's not a day or second that goes by that you're not in my thoughts. Me and your Mom miss you so much. I know we will see you again ...We all Love and miss you....Dad
January 31, 2016
January 31, 2016
There's only one thing on my mind this morning
...... You left me longing for heaven. Until that day......
I miss you and love you Noah
Anissa
December 16, 2013
December 16, 2013
Only nine days till Christmas and i think of you more and more. I picture you in my mind. I can see you making sweets with your mom while wearing a santa hat . Christmas will never be the same. To say "i miss you" is an understatement. Until that day.....
October 27, 2013
October 27, 2013
Oh Biggles, I think of you often. I seen a picture of you and smiled. You looked so young and innocent, come to think of it...you were. I love you and miss you dearly. The only thought that can take away the sadness is knowing that you are with our heavenly father. I know that I will see you again. and until then..... I love you and miss you so.
August 18, 2013
August 18, 2013
Hey noah i love u cuzin we always had a fun time together and I miss u and I miss when u used to say hoho and act like a Chinese Santa I miss u sasa - Julie your cousin and sister
April 1, 2013
April 1, 2013
Happy 13th Birthday son another year older.There must be a Heavenly party for you Today.What a joy it was to have you as my son.Your home forever in your new Heavenly body.I Love and miss you so much . Love Mom
January 30, 2013
January 30, 2013
Noah if i had a son I would have wanted him to be just like u I think about the good Times we had together often . I'll never ever forget u
. Noah u were the smartest and kindest kid I ever knew. You were one of a kind . I know your in heaven and that comforts me your with your best friend now Jesus. You will always b in my thoughts an heart I love so much. Jr
January 30, 2013
January 30, 2013
It's been a year since you've left us for heaven. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and your great presence. Your sweetness, manners, laugh, smile and hugs& shy kisses on the cheek. You will always be in my mind, heart and soul. We all miss you but know you are in a better place. Til we meet again. Love you Noah. Love your Auntie, Liz

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April 1
April 1
Happy 24th birthday Noah , your dad and I miss celebrating special days with you. We miss your presence here on earth,I never would’ve thought we would lose our only son. it’s been 12 years time goes by so fast I keep the memories of you close to my heart. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you. I miss everything about you but as I see the day’s growing evil everyday I’m reminded of what the Bible says about the end times,I know I’m getting closer to being reunited with you. My hope lies in Gods word that eternity is ahead.
April 1
April 1
Happy 24th Birthday Noah !
After all these years there’s not one day that goes by that you aren’t in my thoughts remembering your laughter and sense of humor always puts a smile on my face , until we are reunited again in Heaven
Your presence is always felt in my heart .
I love you ….Dad
April 1
April 1
Happy birthday Biggles! Days aren’t the same without you here. In essence, you me longing for heaven.
Recent stories
January 30, 2013
Walked home last night after bible study looked into the sky and remembered it all. I gazed at the moon that night you and your mom got into that accident. I looked for a sign from God reasuring me all would be fine. Yet it wasn't in the sky nor the stars that I would find my answer but in your moms words,actions and heart that God had placed it. Peace had surrounded your mom and grace had adorned her. The evidence of Gods existance and power covers your mother and father. People are supposed to make a difference when they are on this earth.....you did your job

One year anniversary in Heaven

January 29, 2013

Noah its one year today the devil tried to take both of us out .We left grandmas house and headed for home at 9:00 on the 210 fwy  . We talked and laughed all the way home and you began planning for presidents day holiday for a sleep over with your cousin neo. Then by 9:25 that night we were hit out of nowhere it seemed unreal what played out that night .I lost my only son but you went home to be with Jesus were no more pain,crying,you were made whole .Your in a beautiful place where evil or darkness does not exist .Such a strong loving patient boy you were.I remember teaching you,cooking and going to your favorite store Fresh n easy and Winco  and taking you to spend your allowance,birthday money at Target & Gamestop.Ginger still goes into your room and looks for you when i call your name.I know God has a plan for my life thats why he saved me to tell others of his love and his free gift of salvation.So that they to can live eternal lives in Heaven.I miss you but know i'll be reunited with you some day in Heaven.

Love Mom

 

 

January 29, 2013
I can't seem to find sleep this morning. You are on my mind especially today. I close my eyes and see you face and hear your goofy laugh. I recall the way u hug the sofa ends while watching everybody hates chris. I laugh as I think of how u would throw ur head and body back as u would crack up over a funny episode. I smile when I think of how u would refuse a home cooked meal but was always more then ready for a bowl of top ramen. I can close my eyes and see u flying up and down our driveway on ur scooter in flip flops. I can hear the chatter u and neo would make as you guys would shoot hoops outside the kitchen window. But I especially remember how you played with uriah during last summer. How you took the first slide on my extended slip and slide and came up with scratches on ur chest and keep riding. I feel so blessed to have these memories of you. Somethings can't ever be taken away.....and those memories of you will always be with me. I love Noah. Until that day...............

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