I've created this memorial in honor of my beloved mother who's presence is greatly missed in the lives of my son Addison Barbo and myself Allison Barbo. To everyone who knew her she shed a light of smiles and laughter that will not be easily forgotten. Last year on Mother's Day was the last time i heard your beautiful voice and heard your smiles thru the phone. There are many things i wished i said during that phone call but more than that i wished I'd came home.i never thought I'd never see you again especially not to lay you down to rest forever. Not a day goes by that i dont think of you and Addison and i reflect on our memories of you often. This first year without you has been the hardest part of my whole life. I only wish i could apologize for all the worry and angst i put on your conscience while i had you here and replaced it with more appreciation and love. I'm sorry i wasnt there when you needed me the most. I couldn't watching you suffer on top of suffering. Buy i will say this, you have and always will be the strongest woman I'll ever know for dealing with those struggles on top of your healt battles. I don't know how you did it and yet still remained so happy and humble. Im honored to be your daughter. I love you mama to Heaven and back and i hope that while your watching us from Heaven that i am making you proud now, and less worrisome. That you are resting peacefully knowing that I'm doing everything i can to better myself in your honor and for the aake of my children. You'll have a new granddaughter mid July and though she'll never meet you she will definitely know who you are. Till we see you again mama, we love you!