It’s Christmas today, and I know you are excited about the gift Santa got you under the tree. I think it’s something you’d really like! I seen a lady bug at the house and I can’t help but think it was you coming to visit your dad for the holidays because you know how much I miss you! I love you so much my lil monkey! I hope you have a very Merry Christmas with all of the family up there and just know I wish more than anything you were here. Just know not a day goes by where I’m not thinking of you. 

-Love you always
Dad <3

Hope that you are having the grandest of birthdays in heaven! I  am sure all that are there with you don’t let you have one lonelymoment! Grammie misses you everyday. I talk about you all the time to Addie. I am sure you know. You probably are with her always. Today we will be letting off birthday balloons for you! Hope one reaches you in the heavens … until then … in my heart you will always stay! 

Today is your 2nd birthday, and oh how I wish you were here. I’m doing a celebration of life for you today. I’ll be letting off balloons for you at the park. Yesterday and today have been really hard for for your Daddy……. I wish I would of got the chance to see you grow more. I know you would have grown to be such a beautiful, smart, and loving young lady. I miss you so much Oaklee. I miss everything about you. I want you to know you saved me, and you taught me so much. You showed me what true love really is. I only can hope you are having an amazing birthday up there and just know I’ll still celebrate with you every day here, until I see you again. 
-Love Forever And Always 
Your Daddy, Joshua.

Today for your one year anniversary we let off lanterns at the river, you decided to say hello to us! Addie gave you a kiss which was shocking since she doesn’t favor bugs, she says “oaklee love you “ everyone showed up for you..it’s been one year without you and let me just say…it’s been torture baby girl. Idk how much longer mommy can do it.. I miss you very much. I cry for you everyday… you are kind, you are beautiful and you are smart princess. 

I did not get to meet this little princess in person but from the pictures ive seen she trully was a gift. Such a sweet smile. Heaven gained a Angel way to early. Rest in heaven baby girl.