Happy 75th Birthday Daddy!!! I have missed you soooooo much over the years. I have never let go of the day you left me. I needed you more than you realized. You took your life and forgot all about me. You loved me, but not enough to stay. I grieve so much, I hurt so much, I have lived with guilt for all these years of what I should've or could've done to stop you from pulling that trigger. I still love you. I got married and you didn't walk me down the aisle. I had you a smart loving grandson and you weren't here to meet him. My husband was the closest thing I had to you, but he's gone now too. If only I had one more chance with you face to face, you would know how much you are needed & loved, enough to not pull that trigger.

Dad you were my hero. You gave up too soon. I miss you & love you.