My story, i was 5 months pregnant when i found out i was pregnant with my baby bpu oscar and baby girl scarlett, it was life chaning everyone was shocked but happy as i was having twins,we all cried, i had my scan and the women had to get the docotor and thats when we new something was wrong, he called me my self and travis over and told us the good news and then the bad news that our baby boy was poorly, we was deverstated, the doctor told us that our baby boy was poorly he had hiplastic left heart symdrome, he said wehad to go birmingham for my scans, it was a really quick pregnancy, we went for our first scan over birmingham and they told how bad he was they told they couldnt do nothing for my little boy theysed they could operate on him but it was chance he wouldnt surive and they sed they could put a needle in my stomach to stop his heart i sed NO! way im going all he way with my prengancy it was so sad, it was my boy i couldnt let him go like that, so i carried on with my prengancy and chosen the comfort way for out little boy and me and travis chosen the right decsion for our boy.On the 2nd of october it was the travis had to go in hospital and have his operation done and then couple hours later i was in pain with  my babys i thought it was brax and hicks as i was only 33 weeks gone i was no i can be labour yet to early, so i call my dad and stepmom asked to come straight away, i got in the car they was getting worser and stronger my dad had to stop at the fire station so we could have help n get to the hospitak quicker,i got to the hosptial and i at point i was straight thorugh to theater to get my babys out, my dad had to rush aorund to get travis, he sobed his heart out bless as he missed the birth and we didnt know what going on that point, it  few hours till i seen my babys when i first seen my babys i cryed my eyes out, cause i knew my baby boy was poorly we got him christned, and the doctor came over to talked to us told that our little boy could last u to 48 hours the most, but my baby boy gave us a shock and lasted a month he was our little fighter, when the night came i new in my self on the day my boy was gunna go on the night i was so quiet and i was so stropy my mom noticed it, i went bed early to s[end it with my baby boy, he made a noise to tell me something was wrong i told travis to hold him for mecause i was scared i screamed running down the stairs shouting my mom to phone my dad and my cuzion chris to come straight away, it was the night my boy passes, i didnt know what to do with my self i didnt want to leave him or let him go cause he was my boy, my angel my solider as the main paredmidic said, me and travis was just holding his little hands teras falling from our eyes, from since the day the twins was born it was a life change we was even happier, it was reall hard for the weeks to come and day of our bavy funreal arrived we hadhim home over night it was so nice we spent the whole night with our baby boy oscar it was so presious to us, then the day came for our little mans funreal we didmt wanna do it cause we didnt wanna leave our little boy on his own, i was screaming saying no no no, i wanted to just stay there with him, it was the day we had to say good bye :'( and couple months later my dads told me his put money on the stone for our little man we so happy cause our little man had beautiful stone when i first seen i cryed my eyes out with my dad cause its so beautiful, words cant explain how much we love it, there so much more to tell you all out my little man, and we have all got a speaical moement of our little boy oscar and i will always keep it in my heart forever and always<3 mommy and daddy loves you much and you beauutiful sister scarlett and big brother hector <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx