Oscar daniel joaquin, flashy, devious, mr clits, zig nasty, oj nasty, hendo, mr burgos this is what i know you by......you'll never be "damage" in my eyes.... I love and miss you so much oscar it eats me alive knowing who did this is still out and about plotting on how he could take another beautiful soul like you. No one will ever know the hurt my heart feels but you no one will ever know how much i cherished you and all the things we did all the memories we created this is so devastating to me we had so much more to see and do together im glad i spent most of your last day with you it was a blessing you were a blessing to have in general im more than glaf to call you my brother there will never be another "flashy" there will never be another "devious" and i will never have another friend like you as much as it hurts to say..... But i know now after today that your in gods hand....it was weird when that random lady was telling me all this but it all made scince i love you oscar and im gonna continue to do my best too take care of kassandra, and support lily the best i could even tho i dont know her and im gonna do my best to comfort your parents no one is taking this harder then them i told you "these streets have no love for you" and im sure now you know what i meant it sucks that it took you passing to realize that but i take comfort in the fact of knowing i was your brother and that i loved you and you loved me just as much you were my role model now i have to make you proud with everything i do...... Oscars in my soul until the day i get laid to rest and we meet in thugz mansion.