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This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Pamela Sue Johnson, 52, born on August 9, 1959 and passed away on March 12, 2012. We will remember her forever, her legacy will live on in our hearts and in the eyes of her children, grandchildren, and the rest of her dear family that she was so fond about. This memorial website was also created so that those who knew her best or that just might of met her, could tell a story they shared with her or write some words of help to let them be able to express their love for her and how much she meant to them. In no way is this website to be taken advantage of or to be negative. She is in a much higher, safer and better place that we can only dream up. She is at peace with not only herself, God, but the world we know. So let's take the time to remember all the good and sunshine she let out from her soul, heart and within her eyes.

March 12, 2022
March 12, 2022
It's been 10 yrs. & still miss you. Have no one to talk to at 3 in the morning & laugh with. Love you & miss you.
March 19, 2013
March 19, 2013
Well mom, on March 19, 1991 at 11:59AM at Fort Sanders in Sevierville, Tennessee, you brought me into this world. Now being 22 years old and having you be my guardian angel protecting me since I was born til the day we meet again, even then I know you will protect me. I am thankful to have had you each Birthday, this is the second one but still one year youve been gone. I miss you, mommy!
March 17, 2013
March 17, 2013
Mommy. Happy St. Patrick's Day to you in Heaven. You always loved every holiday. One memorable one was our first year in TN. We got to share it with Mandy and the kids. It was amazing family time. I wish you could be here. Not just for holidays. But for every day. I have so much I wish I could talk to you about. I love & miss you more than all the green in the world. :)
March 12, 2013
March 12, 2013
Hey mommy. Today is a celebration of one year you have been held in God's hands. I will be 22 years old in exactly one week, on the 19th, can you believe your baby girl is growing up? I wanted to write to tell you how thankful I am for you bringing me into this world. I miss you and love you every second of every day. <3
February 14, 2013
February 14, 2013
Hey mommy. Happy Valentine's Day in Heaven. You have such a great seat for the holidays with everyone. But it doesn't mean I wouldn't want to spend these little holidays with you any less. Dad wishes you were here to share a Valentine with. It is hard for him, I know. He loves and misses you so much as I do. I wish for a warm hug from you everyday. Especially today. I love you mom.
February 8, 2013
February 8, 2013
Hi mama. It was hard to come on here for a while. But I knew I needed to. Almost one month more and it will be the one year since God took you to be with him, Brandon and our other loved ones. Please be where Dad can feel you, his appointments are soon and they are making me nervous. Personal reasons, you know why.
I love and miss you so much as you know all the time. <3
January 24, 2013
January 24, 2013
It's almost been exactly a year. You left too quickly, as we shed our tears. I can't believe how time can pass, though I am happy you found peace at last. To be your daughter was such a gift, I close my eyes and try to switch those images in my head, they always make me sad but I then turn around and think I should be glad, for dad and I miss you so, this is something you already know. <3
January 15, 2013
January 15, 2013
Momma, you know I've had you on the brain so much lately. I even close my eyes and see you and feel your warmth next to me!
You know my patience has been tested a lot lately. But I know you are right here in the front row seat next to me helping me along these days! Love you and miss you very much every second.
December 31, 2012
December 31, 2012
Happy New Year's Eve, Momma! Even when the best person doesn't get to celebrate with us. I know you are celebrating with Boo and our closest relatives. I remember every special New Year's Eve. We stayed up watching the ball drop on TV live from NYC while drinking our Sparking Grape Juice from the bottle. You said one day we will be in that crowd of people in Time Square. For you, I will.:)
December 25, 2012
December 25, 2012
Merry Christmas, mother. I know you have been around. I have felt you. We both know how I have been today. I hope dad was stronger today. Today was also Eray and I's 1 year and 8 months, you already knew that, so today was a lot of things in one. I love and miss you every second of every day. See you...
December 24, 2012
December 24, 2012
Mom. Merry Christmas Eve. You have the best seat of all through this holiday season. I know you will have a Merry Christmas and happy holiday looking down at us all. The whole family misses all of our dinners together. For you, we will do it again before too much more time passes for us all. I know you will want to be with us but be with dad more. He needs to feel you most. I love you!
December 12, 2012
December 12, 2012
Mama, it is a very bitter sweet 12/12/12. 9 months ago exactly today you left me, this world and everything I knew of you. I hope you realize you are making me think of you too much today where I can not stop my heart from aching and my tears from flowing. Miss and love you so much more then you ever knew...
December 10, 2012
December 10, 2012
Well mom, 7 days til Eray and I leave Turkey and go back to the states. I plan on seeing dad soon as we get back and also for Christmas. He is struggling this holiday season, like all of us, without you. We definitely miss your cooking, sense of humor and our gatherings. I love and miss you. I see you in everything everyday. Forever your baby girl, Weezie :))
November 30, 2012
November 30, 2012
Mom, I just had dinner. Turkish dinners are delicious. You would have LOVED the foods here. It is amazing... But you were and always will be my most favorite cook. No matter what you made, you made it amazingly perfect and beautiful. Don't forget Dad today at his Dr. appointment. Let him feel you with him. I love and miss you more all the time.
November 28, 2012
November 28, 2012
"I did not meet Pam until after her and Gary started dating. She had a great sense of humor and always made you laugh. She was one of the best cooks and such a good friend to everyone."
November 22, 2012
November 22, 2012
From earth to above. Happy Thanksgiving to the one I love. I miss you dearly, that will never change. I regret the moments we missed every single day. I know you are around me, I can feel you. Boo, take care of mom, okay? Take care of each other til we reunite again. Love you, mom.
November 21, 2012
November 21, 2012
Hey Mama. It is one more day closer to Thanksgiving. There are not enough stars in the sky, not enough water in the oceans and seas, or enough seconds in the days to share how thankful I am for you and every bit of every thing you've done for and with me. I adore, love and miss you more then anything. I will be seeing you, hugging, kissing you and spending time with you again one day!
November 6, 2012
November 6, 2012
I was drinking green tea while watching a show about a gentleman who was serving our country. I always remembered the times we would have special tea times together, almost 4 times a day. Also every place we went to eat, grocery store we shopped in, or any place we walked. If mom saw someone in a uniform, EVERY TIME her words were "thank you very much for your service" with a big smile! :)
November 2, 2012
November 2, 2012
Hey gma I miss u so much! No matter what kind of mood I or any1 was n it seems like ur peaceful,joyful,creative,lovingly,relatedness,caring,mind,a down to earth woman! Nvr was I unhppy within ur area! U wld feel me wit laughter! Ta last time we came down we got lost on the way to u 3-4 hr later walk n u say " wereve Yale Ben" I LOL while mom says "went ta wrong way ex 3.5 hrs" u LOL wit me
October 27, 2012
October 27, 2012
"Just do it. Go out, do it, and see it. Everything you can!" Words to live by. This is how I am honoring my mother. By doing exactly that. She is in every place I am, even here in Turkey. I saw her on the plane, in the sky and as we landed. I love and miss you, mom! I hope to finish our list of places we were going to go before I come see you in that magical and much higher place above!
October 24, 2012
October 24, 2012
To my great niece Callie. Pam was not only my niece but my childhood playmate, i was 6years older then Pam, I would go spend the weekend with her and we played and had lots of fun. I remember the big two story house the Cornetts lived in. i remember " Goodie" Teasing and playing and Grandma and Granpa Cornett treating me as their Grand child. AS we got older we shared secrets and tales.
October 18, 2012
October 18, 2012
The week I won the science fair and you called me. A day I will always remember because of personal reasons. Our late night phone calls. Our ability to relate to our familiarities, that was the best feeling. Giggling-a big part in the relationship. You could make anyone feel comfortable. Creativity, inspiring,mysterious. No one could think of you and stay mad. It was an honor meeting you
October 18, 2012
October 18, 2012
I will never forget how you made me laugh so hard. When I think of some of the things you told me I still laugh and I have to tell Rodney about them. I will never forget you and miss you dearly, I'm glad that I stopped by to see you all the last time I was in. I love you Pam!!!!
October 18, 2012
October 18, 2012
Pam was a blessing to me. It seemed she always stopped by my office at the YMCA just when I needed a lift. She loved the Lord and often shared a Bible verse with me, again, always at just the right time. I remember telling my mom once that I felt like Pam was an angel, sent from God. She was a generous and gracious lady. God bless her whole family.
October 16, 2012
October 16, 2012
I wish that moment was here again. That last moment I saw you, heard your voice, thought about coming to see you but was "too busy working". I should of never been too busy. Hearing you were in the hospital bed awaiting God's light, tore me up. He needed a gifted, talented and beautiful angel to watch us better. But I still want to be selfish and have you here in person. I miss & love you.
October 16, 2012
October 16, 2012
"We were friends before we were sister-in-laws & I will always love & miss you. Had some great times together & will not forget them. Wish we could had more. Love you & miss are late night talks.
October 16, 2012
October 16, 2012
I only met you a couple of times, but your smile and your sweetness always touched me. You always had a kind word for me, and many times Callie would tell me that you had asked how I was doing. Just knowing that you cared enough to ask always meant so much to me. Thank you for your sweet spirit and your kind heart. You are greatly missed.

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March 12, 2022
March 12, 2022
It's been 10 yrs. & still miss you. Have no one to talk to at 3 in the morning & laugh with. Love you & miss you.
March 19, 2013
March 19, 2013
Well mom, on March 19, 1991 at 11:59AM at Fort Sanders in Sevierville, Tennessee, you brought me into this world. Now being 22 years old and having you be my guardian angel protecting me since I was born til the day we meet again, even then I know you will protect me. I am thankful to have had you each Birthday, this is the second one but still one year youve been gone. I miss you, mommy!
March 17, 2013
March 17, 2013
Mommy. Happy St. Patrick's Day to you in Heaven. You always loved every holiday. One memorable one was our first year in TN. We got to share it with Mandy and the kids. It was amazing family time. I wish you could be here. Not just for holidays. But for every day. I have so much I wish I could talk to you about. I love & miss you more than all the green in the world. :)
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I thought of you today, that's nothing new.

November 2, 2012

Momma, I know I have been slacking on writing to you and sharing tributes/stories for you. I'm sorry. Being in Turkey, these time differences, doing stuff, studying also, it's been difficult sometimes. But I know, that is no excuse. ;))
You know I think about you EVERY day. Not a day goes by that I don't.
I heard the song "It's gonna be me" by NSYNC today, it made me think of you more and how you got me EVERY thing of that band because you knew they were (and always will be) my favorite. ;)) You loved that band too and would sing along to every song. You never had just one favorite. Wait, you never had just one favorite of any thing, you loved a lot of things. That is one thing you were best at. Love, pompassion, caring...You had one of the biggest hearts I ever known. I wish you were here to see Austin and I get to bond more. I hope to get to bond more like that with all your grandchildren. My nieces and nephews will know how much you loved them and wanted to know them, don't worry. They will not only feel your love from where you are now, but I will help be your messenger and let them know as well. I love and miss you terribly much, as you know, but instead of hearing it in my heart and soul, I still love to say it and tell you myself through my words from my mouth...

Written by my mother's first cousin.

October 21, 2012

This was sent in a message to me on Facebook by Linda Fischer, my mom's first cousin.

"I first met Pammie when she was about 5 years old. We were at 210 (the old family house in orleans). She was so dirty, she had been out playing with the boys and her dress and face were filthy, but oh that grin ear to ear. She was as happy and unconcerned that as she was the rest of her life. If something was fun, that was what was important, not the other stuff we get wrapped up in. As we met through out the years Pammie never changed. She always wore that big smile and her eyes were shining with joy. No bad memories from me ever. Just a human with frailties and a heart filled with love for all."

Traveling was in her soul.

October 20, 2012

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This was of my mom at the Washington, D.C. Hard Rock Cafe. We went so many places together as a family. After I was born I was all over the USA. When I got older to remember more we traveled again. We didn't get to even make it through the places she wanted to go. She wanted to go every state that she didn't get to, some towns and cities she missed, and a whole list of countries in her mind.

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