May 19, 2023
May 19, 2023
Patricia there’s no words to put how much I miss you, I miss you terribly and miserably, if I could talk to god I would plea to him to take me instead of you, you left us too soon and what I put here I wish I could tell you in person, I can’t believe it’s been 7 years, I feel like it’s a terrible nightmare I’ve been going through since I found out you were gone, when I started working at amigos in 2000, I remember seeing you for the first time and started having the biggest crush on you, I kind felt you were too good for me, through this day I never felt the same to anyone else like I felt for you, I would always talk to Aurelia and anyone at amigos I had a big crush on you, I remember even giving you a card and a teddy bear around the time we threw your birthday party at amigos, since that time after we parted ways I often thought about you and then around 2012 I ran into you on our old block at the ranch market and I saw your beautiful smile as you said hi to me, it didn’t hit me to realize that was you, I never thought I was going to see you again, I was going through some difficult circumstances like I was actually homeless and not ever knowing about yours but I thank god I was able to see you once more, I prayed to god daily that he would connect me with you and often imagined we would finally spend the rest of our lives together in holy matrimony, and you would give me beautiful children, to this day I don’t have children or will never have children, since you left 7 years ago today, I’m happy you are in a better place with our father in heaven and wanting just to have a glance of such a beautiful angel in heaven which it is you!!!! I will always love you and have you in my heart and I pray to god he will set a place in heaven right next to you and hopefully you will have a seat next to you in heaven as I wait for my time to join you and god who I thank every day he gives me life, I miss you terribly Patricia Muro and will live the rest of my life hoping and praying that once my time is up I will see you in heaven’s gates as you open that beautiful gate as you and god accept me into the most beautiful place we will ever experience forever with love, heaven!!! I love you and cherish you as I had the honor of knowing you and praising god he put me in your life!!!!!!!♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️