Ahhh my beautiful sister, I can't find words to explain how I'm missing you and the things we use to do. They say time heals but for me it only hurts more...sis ppl say that you're in Heaven and I know that's where you will end up but I know for now you are resting for that day God will wake us all up and that day I will see you again. I miss all the times we'd dance and the times we'd just drive down the road and listen to music just to get away from everyone and relax. I still save your pop tabs and donate them in honor of you as you have helped so many ppl by doing that. You always would help ppl in your own way as long as they were good to you and when ppl would stare at you, we'll you knew how special you were and I was the lucky one that God gave you to our family. Oh and yes sissy mommy picked you first cause you was our angel...I don't think anyone could throw a rock and hit their target any better than you. Sis I know yesterday was your birthday and not today but kalli Hug our neice died yesterday on your birthday that didn't mean that you wasn't on my mind cause you most definitely was...you haven't visited me in my dreams lately I really wish you would, cause sis that's the only way I get to see you now...happy Heavenly birthday big sis, I love you always and I'm sending you big big hugs until I see you again... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISSY

My beautiful sister, it's Thanksgiving today and I miss you being with me and eating all the good food. Especially the banana pudding lol. Sissy Aaron died and we just buried him next to Ralphie, I bet he's up there playing cards with you ain't he? If he's not you'll have to get after him. Lol....wish you was here today sis, there's not many of our family left, most have died in the last 4 years, hard to believe though. It's getting winter out and you know I don't like to go out in the cold and we'd sit here and get out art's and crafts out and make something really pretty, I miss thar sis...you enjoy all the family you finally got with you now and know I'll be coming soon as God says it's my time...you'll know before me when that is probably before I do. I'm sending you all my love, a bunch of hugs and all kinds of kisses until we meet again. I love you sissy...Happy Thanksgiving

Sissy I can't believe it's been 11yrs since you left us. I think about you all the time, missing all the things we always did together and wishing you were here with me now. Life is so different without you sissy. I've been dreaming about you and I really enjoy you coming to visit me even if it is just in my dreams. I need that. I have covid right now its a new virus that's came out and is killing some ppl but I'll be ok. Everyone in the house has it. I pray you are so happy now. Sissy I'm so sorry I couldn't get to you before you died I couldn't and I'll always hate myself for that but it was out of my hands. Holidays aren't the same nothing is the same any more, most of you have left me and it's very lonely here on earth but some day they say anyways that we can see each other again and that's all I have to hang onto. Give Heather my love tell her mommy misses her very much and everyone else hugs too. Sis I'm going to go now as I'm not feeling to well but know you are always on my mind and in my heart. Hugs and kisses until I see you again. I love you sissy

Hey my favorite sissy in the whole wide world. Turkey day just passed but Christmas is nearing. Santa Claus sissy him coming. Wonder if I've been good this year I hope so. I know you saw Santa huh no one can tell you or me that he's not real cause we saw him right?...sissy I miss you so dang much. I wish you was here with me to help me watch for Santa this year. I don't like watching for him by myself. I am so proud to say you was my sissy and not anyone else's sissy cause God gave you to us didn't he. Mommy picked you first before she picked any of us huh cause you was very special to us all. I love and miss you sissy. I'm sending you hugs until I see you again ok? Come visit me in my dreams sis I need to see you. Love you bunches and always

Hello my previous sissy. Wish I had you here with me. God I'd love to wrap arms around you and give you a big hug. I went and got a pedicure a month ago paid high dollar for it and thought of you the whole time I was there cause no one could give a foot rub any better than you. Honestly that was my first pedicure and my last cause it wasn't what I thought it would be. I promise you sissy yours was so much better and so much cheaper. Lol you only charged sissy a dollar. I miss going places with you dancing with you in the living room and living life to its fullest always being happy. Knowing we were different you still managed to love and to be so happy. Thank you sissy for all the fun times we had. I wouldn't trade them for anything. I miss you terribly. Sis I live you and I hope you knew that. I'm sending you hugs and kisses until we see each other again.

My sissy, God knows how much I love and miss you. I miss doing all the fun things with you sissy. Hope you have happy holidays this year, and you are with the whole family this year, sissy I dream of you all the time, I don't want that to ever stop, I'm so glad you visit me in my dreams it helps me. There's alot of things I see and hear that reminds me of you . Enjoy your holidays with everyone this year sissy, just know I'll never forget you ever, you've always been my favorite sissy. Hug's and kisses until I see you again.

My dearest sister, I missed you so much during Easter, I miss you coloring eggs and hunting them. I miss everything we use to always do. I don't have anyone except for Amie now and she works all the time. I miss you so much sissy and love you even more. My life won't ever be the same without you all in it. You must be happy having everyone with you now. I guess I'll be seeing you soon as I'm not getting any younger, lol. Wish we could do all the things we use to, I still save poptabs in honor of you sissy.i remember how you would save them all and donate them to people on kidney dialiouses, to help with paying for the treatment and all. Sis you had a heart of gold, people always knew you were challenged but you know you had touched so many peoples lives, it surprised me when you died to actually see just how many people adored you. I know I sure do and always will. Sissy I'm sending you hugs and kisses until I see you again. I love you more than you will ever know.

I sure miss my pat-nan she will forever have a place in my heart, she is definitely irreplaceable, love an miss her beyond any expression..

Sissy today makes 9 years since you left us, it still seems just like yesterday to me. I miss you always and forever. Miss the things we use to do together. You always made my days complete. I Hope you know I did everything I could for you. I only wish I could have got home before you died. I remember you asking me does it hurt to die, now you can tell me the answer Sissy. But I know you are in Heaven and Im sure what pain you might have felt was well worth getting to go to eternal life with God. Sissy I love you so much and I Hope and pray that I can and will see you again. Until that day I'm sending you hugs and kisses, I love you so much sis

Hey my sweet sister, I wish you were here with me I'm missing you so much. You have always been my favorite Sissy you know. Pat I'm so sorry I couldn't get to you when you died, I got there to late but I did get there as you knew I would. It seems like just yesterday you left me. I bet you and Heather are having a blast in Heaven, can't wait until I get there with you. Sissy is sending you hugs and kisses until I see you again I love you so much pattycakes

Oh sissy Christmas just doesn't feel right anymore without you here. I miss watching you open your gifts and saying me love it sissy, thank you. It's very lonely here now, being without all of you is killing me, I don't know which way I'm turning anymore. Sissy my baby girl Heather left me to now and Perry too. I really wish you were here with me. I'm sending you hugs and kisses until I see you again. Merry Christmas sissy

Hey sis I know it's been awhile but I have had so much going on in my life. Sis you probably already know that my daughter Heather and my husband Perry passed away in the last 5 months, I'm sure they are with you now. I miss you so much, all the good times we had together. Sissy I'm sending you hugs and kisses until next time I love you so much

Hey Sissy gosh how I miss you, I know you have my baby girl Heather with you and I can just see you 2 now, having a blast in Heaven. I'm lonely here sis, most our family is in Heaven now and I don't see any of the other family members as they are in another state. Give them all my love OK and you guys enjoy yourselves in Heaven I hope I'll be there soon. Hugs and kisses until next time I love you so much

My dear sister, I miss you so much, I'm lost without you here with me and us do all the things we always did. No one can ever fill your place. Sissy I love you so much. I see you in my dreams and I love seeing you. I think that's your way of letting me see you again. Ty for that. Kiss mom and dad and brother Earl for me as I'm sure you all are together. Gonna go for now but I send you hugs and kisses until next time

Hey sissy it's almost Valentine's Day and I have you on my mind, you are so missed sissy. My heart feels hollow now, all I have is my memories of what we always did together. Remember that circus we went to, you got a ride on the elephant, and remember all the trips to Camden park, we had a blast on that gravity ride. I'm still saving poptabs for you to donate I thought you would like me doing that for you. I'm sending you hugs and kisses until I get to see you again. I love you sister so much

Hey pattycakes sissy got me a life time memorial on here so I can always stay in touch with you. I miss you so much. It made two yrs ago yesterday since Earl left us and next week is 8 years since you left me, but I miss you more as time goes on, it's never gotten easier for me but as you know I was left behind. I will be up there tomorrow to make sure your resting place is looking nice along with daddy's. Give daddy, mommy, Earl and Lowell my love. Don't get jealous you know I love you more. I know you are happy with everyone there with you now, I don't get to see Sandy, Kathy, or Ralph any as they live so far from me. I'm alone no that you're not with me. Plz come visit me in my dreams again kiss? Gotta hit the bed as I'm so tired, love you, hugs and kisses til I see you again

My sister, me love you so much, I don't know how to live without you, I don't worry as much now that mommy and daddy and Smuggie is there with you, I pray you remember what I told you, go in to the light or let God lead you through it and don't be afraid, I will always be forever grateful that I was blessed to have you in my life and especially for the last three years we were together because I really got to know and understand you, how very grateful that I seen one of God's angels, you told the doctor right sissy, I'm the one retarded not you, I was shown the truth of life by you, you are the true way God designed humans to be, I love you more than any human I have ever loved and I'll continue to love you like that, your my hero

Thinking of you and granny tonight sure wish i couldve told you good bye im so sorry i wasnt there god knows i live with that everyday but anyway turkey day is coming and ill eat some goodies for u sis ....i miss your beautiful face and smile seeing it everyday ..wish i could grow old with you like i grew up with you ....i miss you more then words can say and i luv u even more ...i know your happy now you have granny and pawpaw with u ...please tell my dad i luv him dearly too...ill write you again on turkey day luv and miss u hunts

Sissy I'm back, it's close to the holidays and you are on my mind alot, I miss you so much, I hope you have a great feast with God this yr you have Mommy and brother Earl with you. Hugs and kisses til I see you again

Sissy your birthday is almost over and I couldn't get up there to give u this change but I got it for you and will get it to u.... I miss u so bad wish u could be here I've thought about u all day..... Love u so so much and hope u had a great birthday this year with granny and pawpaw

Hey sissy, it's your birthday today, I bet you are having a day with God. I miss and love you so much. I hope you loved the flowers me and Adam put on your grave site, I thought they were pretty . You have mom now, I bet that makes you even happier. Sissy I wish I could see you just once more to wrap my arms around you. I see you in my dreams and I don't want that to stop. Hugs and kisses til next time k

Hey sissy, sorry its been alittle while but i havent forgot you, i could never forget you. My life hasnt been the same since you left me sissy. I have been saving pop tabs for you and i will donate them in honor of you k sis? Sissy i know you're in Heaven bit ask God to help Ralph hes so depressed, i feel so bad for him. Mommy is doing ok shes being moved out of that nursing home cause they burned her, 2nd degree burn, i cant believe they hurt mom like that. Sissy i wish you were here with me, i get so lonely all the time, with you not here to fill my days now. Sissy i love you so so much, ill try my best to talk to you more often k. But im sending you lots of. Hugs and kisses till next time

Hey pattycakes, i miss you so much. Sissy. My days and nights arent the same withoutt you in it. Imm so bored, you always had a way to keep me busy. Now theres that void i. Have i cant fill. No one will ever take your place or could ever take your place. You have been my big sis and always will be.hugs and kisses until next time. I iss you

Hey my beautiful sissy, you are the world to me, its been a hard month to get through with you and Earl both passing in this much, God has helped me so much. Ponch moms doggie is sick after 21 years he has leaky valves from his heart. We are going to just keep him comfortable until God calls him home too.. Perry is doing about the same, which is a good thing cause at least he's not got worse. I miss you so much, things aren't the same anymore. Hugs and kisses til next time

Sissy got you on my mind a lot today, tomorrow makes 7 years since God took you with him, and I still think it was just yesterday. I miss you so bad. I'm sorry I wasn't here for you that day but you know I couldn't get here, it's so clear in my mind that day. I just never thought I'd hear those words that God had takin you. But I know where you are and that you are very happy in Heaven, I wouldn't let my greed of wanting you with me to bring you back if I could and put you through it all over again. I love you always sissy. And yes mommy had you first. Hugs and kisses until next time.

Hey sissy in a week it will be 7 years since you left us and I miss you more and more each day. My days are still lonely without you making me laugh. I miss brother Earl too. I totaled my car out on the 25 of January and I thought I was gonna die right there, but sissy God doesn't want me yet, I guess I have more to do here. Just wanted to say I love and miss you so much. Hugs and kisses til next time.

It's just me again sis missing you so much. Mom is now on oxygen I guess you'll be seeing her before long, I'm just glad she's right with God. Sis I miss all of you that's left me and if you are with dad and Earl they know I'm loving and missing them too. I lost it yesterday thinking of you all, sometimes things get overwhelming and I let it out. It's hard to try to be the strong one cause deep down I'm not. I'm so grateful to get to write you on here makes me feel like I'm really getting to talk to you but I know you hear me even without this but it's how I deal with it.just wanted to say I miss you. Hugs and kisses til next time

hey sissy its new years eve and I wish you were here nut I'm sure you are having more fun in Heaven where you are than here, I just miss you so so much. Heather and I have been saving poptabs in honor of you and we will donate them just like you did sis, that's my way of saying I love you everyday and appreciate the heart you had to help people all the time with kidney dialalises, hope I spelled that right but probly not, that's me cant spell.happy new year sissy, it might not even be a new year there but anyways I'm thinking of you and miss you even more.earl and you and daddy must be having a great time. mom is slowly fading away from us sis , she will be with you when God says so but I will miss her too and then Perry has stage 4 emphasema next step is cancer, we cant find a lung donor or a doctor that will except his medical cover and his age 58 they don't seem like they want to help him, so he will be there with you all too id say. I love and miss you, hugs and kisses til next time.

Ok sissy this I'd Christmas and I'm so sure you are having a wonderful time with Earl and daddy but I still miss you opening up your gifts and seeing the excitement you got out of your Christmas cards more than anything, you always knew that there was dollars in them.i miss and love you so much. Enjoy your day sis. Hugs and kisses til next time

Hi sissy, it's been a couple weeks now and I'm sorry. I miss you do much I'm only going to leave my Facebook open do I can talk to you and Earl, it's getting to be to much drama for me. People always said you were the different one but you had more sense than any of us has ever had, you knew how to enjoy life to it'd fullest. I fit right in with you cause we are the same. My life is incomplete without you. I love you more and more and miss you more and more everyday that goes past. You will always be my life. Hugs and kisses til next time. I love you always

hey my beautiful sister i'm so sorry I haven't got on here in a few but you know how busy ive been staying with mommy and perry, my left ankle is broke and my right ankle is sprung, but i'm hanging in there, it takes more than that to put me in the bed for bed rest, mom is counting on me and I wont let her down, its like having a baby, if I had one this couldn't stop me now could it.lol sissy I miss you so so much. I miss doing things with you, i'm feeling so lost right now, its the holidays coming up and I really don't want to have a dinner but the grandbabies are expecting one, if it wasn't for that I wouldn't even have one. sissy I love you more than you will ever know.hugs and kisses until next time my sweet sister

Hey sissy I figured it was time to write you its been a little while but I fell and broke my foot, hurts to walk with a cast on it. Sis I miss you so badly, each day that goes by I wonder if this is gonna be the day i get to go be with you and brother Earl..the way this world is I'm sure it won't be long. Its starting to be cold at night and early mornings, I've got to try to get these beds fixed up for the dogs and cats, i have everything its just hard getting on that hill. Sis i cant even pay anyone to help me but i know my God will pull me through this, he's always here for me. Just wanted to say i love you and miss you with all of my heart and soul. Moms hanging in there still. Hugs and kisses until next time.

Its your birthday in Heaven I bet its wonderful. I miss throwing you your birthday parties with Heather and uncle Denny's. We had some fun times. I hope you are so happy sissy and I'm sure you are. I love and miss you deeply.hugs and kisses til next time.enjoy your day

Hey sissy been thinking about you a lot. You've been on it Strong lately. Sissy I miss you I feel so alone without you. My days are long and I don't know how to fill the void. Nothing is the same any more. Sometimes I lay with my eyes closed and think I hear you talking but I haven't seen you much in my dreams lately. Last week was a bad dream of you. When I see you in my dreams I feel you are still here with me. I need to see you as often as God will permit you to visit me or however that works just know I need to see you in them. Hugs and kisses til next time. Miss you

Hey sis I so miss you on days like this. Its been do boring all day. This I'd when you and I would always find something to do.it was 90 out today they say it's suppose to be that hot again tomorrow. I dread this. Going to go see mom tomorrow she is feeling better. Well did its late and I need to write to Earl too yet so hugs and kisses til next time. I love you

hey sissy just wanted to say how much i miss you. i got a bigger fish tank i know you would have loved it.perrys not feeling to well today, but he has his days though. sissy i wish i could have more time with you, it doesnt feel like you should have left me already, i sure wasnt ready to let you go.i need you in my life sis, i stay alone most of the time and dont socialize, i know i need to get out and you would be saying lets go for a ride sissy, and we would jump into the car turn the music up and head out, singing as loud as we could. we sure did have fun together. i thank God every day that he gave me such an awesome sister, you always have been special to me and filled my life to its fullest, i dont know what to do without you. but im gonna try and live my life the best i can so that some day i can see you again. hugs and kisses until next time

hey sissy, sorry its took me awhile, but mom hasnt been doing to good. i really miss getting to do things with you, i feel so lost without dad, you and Earl, i love the memories i have with you thats something no one can take from me. the elephant ride, camden park, dancing and singing, taking off in the car with the music playing and no one knew where we went, saving poptabs, i could keep naming things but it would take all night.sissy i love and miiss youuu so much, theres n be said to tell youuu how happy you made me in my life, hard to believe God gave you to use for 60 years and then took you but i dont question why he took you he had his reasons, hugs and kisses til i see you again

hey sissy so sorry i havent wrote in awhile but ive been really busy making my drivers liscense, im the only one left down here everyone else moved back to ohio and i need a way to go see mom more but anyways im sorry. i havent been back to camden park since you went last with me, Jake passed away im sure you know, but do you remember the day him and perry got real sick? only you and me never, we stayed on that gravity ride half the day didnt we?bub misses you too. sissy i know you would get jealous of bub with me but i loved you both, but you were my special one, the one i always had all the fun with.i got me a new kitty cat, and i can hear you say me dont care, but i knew you would enjoy watching them play. theres no one that can ever take your place in my life, i love and miss you for ever till we meet again, and i only hope im one of the very few that enters the gates of Heaven, but i know you are there. hugs and kisses until next time sis, i promise to write you again soon. i love you

Hey sissy i bet you are having all kinds of fun in Heaven. I know you are normal there. But sis i miss you so much.i was looking at pictures of you at the circus and couldnt help but laugh thinking about you on that elephant and it taking two national guards to get you off it. Sis you have brought me so much joy in my life. I think of you dancing and you really could dance too. God gave you to our family because he knew how much you would be loved and the joy you would bring us all. I miss you sissy. Hugs and kisses til next time. I love you

Oh my pat pat God sissy how i miss you. Theres no words that can explain how im feeling over you. I miss you being here, i miss foing things together every day. We would always find something to get into it didnt matter to you as long as i took you with me. I thank you sissy for all the memories. Mom will join you soon and when that happens im not sure how im going to servive without you mom and Earl and daddy. I love and miss you so much. Hugs and kisses until next time.

Hi sissy I'm sorry I haven't been on here for a little while loosing brother Earl and you to and granny is more than I can handle
I miss you so much. What of give yo have you to hold yell you how much I love you again would be the greatest time in my life. I need you sis. Hugs and kisses until next time

We'll sissy tomorrow is Easter and the holidays aren't the same. I'm so lonely for my family. I know you all are with me in spirit but it's not the same. Sissy enjoy your Easter in Heaven. I will be thinking of you all day. Hugs and kisses until next time. I really miss you

Well sissy I don't think I have to tell you that Fanny lost her battle to cancer. She's with you now.theres so many of our loved ones passing lately, it's crazy sis.im feeling lonely for you and Earl.i miss doing things with you. Sissy you are always on my mind even if I don't get on here and talk to you, I have you close to my heart

It's me again sis Fanny Ann is still in bad shape she's still on life support her cancer has come back full force. Sis everyone is leaving me.when you left me it took a big tole on me. I miss and love you so much. I miss things that we would do together. Hugs and kisses until we talk again

Hey sissy, I'm finally back on. Sister Dee came in and saw mom yesterday. I spent some quality time with her, we've needed this since brother Earl died. We enjoyed ourselves, sit around the camp fire and talked about how much you favored mom. We miss you sis. I know you were with us last night I could just feel you there. Grandma Ann quit breathing last night and Is on life support. I don't know how long she can hang on her cancer is full force and you might be seeing her in the next day or two. God is the only one that knows. But sissy I miss and love you so much. Hugs and kisses until next time my sweet Angel.

to my beautiful sister, my heart is so broken, i cant get over you not being here...i miss you so much...theres a new ride at cedar point that i know you would love to ride with me...i think of you and me getting on those scary rides with me...i havent been on one since you left me...i know you are in Heaven cause God has a place for all special people...you was always special to me...i only wish i could have seen you before you died, but we did get to talk on the phone, but you were crying wanting me to be with you, sissy i was coming but i just never made it to you in time, i'm so sorry for that...you are my rock sissy...i know you are my angel watching over me now...i feel safe knowing you are here with me...i'm ready for bed and i pray you come visit me in my dreams again...love and miss you...hugs and kisses for you my beautiful angel....

hey sissy, i cant get you off my mind today, i guess its because its starting to get nice out and we use to sit on the porch swinging and singing, your swing iss still up, there has been so many people wanting me to let them have your swing and you know i wont let no one take it, it was made for you...i miss you sis so very much...i made a big step by letting someone stay in your room the last time but i cant be that way... sissy i havent seen you in my dreams lately and i sure do miss that, wont you come see me please i look so forward in it... but anyways i send you love and big hugs and kisses til next time....

hey sissy, here i am finding myself still crying over you, its been 6 years and i still cant cope with it.i get so bored with my life any more sis, this is the times when we would find us something to get into, but you are not here wiith me so i just stay at home anymore...life is not the same sissy...i'm going to so visit mommy tomorrow she is getting in bad shape, i'm going to loose her soon i have a feeling of that...i don't know how i'm going to handle that, i'm loosing all of you...my cat had her kittens 2 days ago, and i thought of how you always loved to hold the baby kittens...well sis i will write you again soon just know that i love you with all of my heart and soul...hugs and kisses

hey sis, i cant get you off my mind, i miss doing all the fun things that we use to do. you have always been my rock sis, our family are all passing away and im being left alone here, i guess its cause im needed for mommy...plz come see me in my dreams again cause id love to see you again...love you to the Heavens and back...hugs and kisses for you sister...hope to see you soon...i love you...

hey sissy, boy the weather has been really bad today, we are just getting our power back on at 3 today, sissy i miss you more and more as time goes on, they say it will get easier but it doesnt, i just find myself finding ways to get through another day with a smile on my face and sadness deep down...walking through life like im happy but im not, i cant stand it without you, sissy i miss getting to do all the little things we always did...its like i have put my life on stand still, stuck from before you passed and thinking im going to get to see you any day now, but it doesnt happen, i dont see you except in my memories... im going to go to bed now in hopes that i see you in my dreams, come see me tonight sis. i love and miss you...hugs and kisses