Yo pat happy 25th birthday. I'm almost there and I can tell you that at 25 everything gives you heart burn,& you're tired at 9 lol well happy birthday I'm sure you'll be with us today. Miss ya bro.

Happy BDay Pat. U. Bruce.

Happy birthday my beloved boy. Not a day passes I don't think of you. Miss your laugh and your smile. I still can't comprehend that you're not here with us. Life is cruel. I hope you are living now in Paradise. You deserve it son. Dad loves you always.

Hey Pat. Your birthday is coming up fast. So much going on, you'd be right in the middle of all of it. Heck, you are in the middle of everything. You're at the center of my world buddy boy. Your sisters getting married in 3 months. She has another surprise. Mare and I are going full tilt to buy a home. Help me out however you can son. Love you Pat!

Happy new years my son. I'm sure that years are no longer the same to you where you are. I can only try and imagine. I would love for you to visit me. I miss you Pat. I know you don't feel I need you to visit me as often as before but I really miss feeling your presence. Love you Pat.

Hi Pat. Happy new year to you. We all miss you down here. I went to see you and pop and Mimi and uncle Marty the day after Christmas. I see uncle Barry and his family left wreaths for you and everyone else for the holidays. I'll try to get to see you guys again this weekend. I haven't been feeling all that great. I love you and always will. Aunt Sylvia

Merry Christmas Eve my dear Patrick. I think of you all day long especially right now. I will always remember how much Christmas meant to you. How you would be up before the crack of dawn. I really really miss you Pat! The holidays just hurt so much without you here with us. I love you Buddy!

Not a single day goes by that you're not in my thoughts at least a hundred times a day Pat. It could be anything. A song I hear, a place I remember us at, the way the wind might hit me, even the calmness of a clear dark night. You are a part of me that will never die. I love you my Son. I miss you something terrible.

There's a chill in the air Buddy! Thinkin' alot about you. Life's not the same anymore without you here. Love & miss you Pat!

Another birthday without you. Can't say I'm getting used to it but I'm accepting that this is how it's gonna be. I miss you my son. I will always remember how good you were to me. I love you Pat.

Hey Pat, it's Megan's 2nd birthday today! She must have been talking to you. She was at your memorial cabinet talking and telling you that she loves you. Then she gave you a kiss! That melted my heart. Love you Son!

I'm eating at are McDonald's sitting in the car to eat just like we always did.miss ya bro

Hi my dear Patrick. I'm sorry I didn't get to go with your dad & Marion & Katie and everyone else to fly a balloon for you yesterday. I had to work but when I wasn't busy, my thoughts were with you. I really miss you! Look down on your dad and the rest of your family because they really need your support. I can see that besides me, how many people miss you. Love, your aunt Sylvia

It's 3 in the morning,I haven't had a good night sleep in week's leading up to today.it feels like yesterday we were chilling,talking,and laughing.i always feel you with me every day.i miss you so much,you are truly my best friend and I will still always have your back,and try to help your family in anyway I can because that's what you would do for me.love ya bro you are always on are mind and always in are hearts

Pat, we miss you a whole lot. More than words could ever say. We love you forever! Uncle Barry, Aunt Jen, Shea & Victoria

Hello my Son. My anxiety has certainty peaked. I've played that dreadful night 3 years ago over and over and over again. I still feel like at any moment you'll just pop your head in and say "what's crackalackin!". These 3 years have broken me to the bottom. But yet I somehow feel your strength in me carry on. There is rage in me yet sometimes I'm at peace as I know you want. I love you so much Patrick Daniel. Daddy will always love you!

Well Son, Sat/Sun will be 3 years since our nightmare began. It has grown softer but it'll never be easier. People think you get over something like this. I never will, my life here has been broken into pieces. I've managed to put several of them together with the help of family and Megan keeps your spirit alive for sure. No day will ever be the same without you Baby Boy. I love you for all eternity!

Hey pat I miss you more then anything..I know you came to visit the other night !! Was good to know you were there!! I love you and miss you keep visiting I expect it :) <3<3

Hey Big Guy! I stop in everyday to see you. I'm getting sick again. Maybe because it's approaching that time of the year. I know I'll be thinking bad thoughts and reliving that night. Keep me strong Buddy. Stay with me always. Love you Pat, don't ever forget that.

Well Pat, 4th of July is tomorrow. I know this was always a big weekend for you. Your big camping trip. I'm so glad you got to go on that last 1 in 2011. You were so depressed thinking you wouldn't be able to go but we figured it all out and you got to go. I'm so happy you got to enjoy that time before you said goodbye. Love you always Pat. Never a moment goes by without you in my heart & soul Buddy!

Hey Buddy, thought I'd stop in and say hi. You know you're in my thoughts every single day. Your "Little" big sister Katie is going to get married. I know you'll be there with us. Love you Pat.

Hello Pat,
I think about you daily!!! I hope your watching over all your love ones!!! I miss that big smile you have, and the funny jokes you use to tell me!!! My you rest in paradise Pat!!!
Love u Pat

Well this goes without saying but Pat you are the driver in your fathers life everyday He always talks about how great you were and I know exactly where you got it from. I am sure you are as proud of your dad as I am. We all know you are by his side always.( I hope mocking him sometimes) :)

Paul you my friend, are a wonderful strong person and like Pat in your heart you should never forget that.

time heals but as you have state it should never let you forget.

Proud of you!!!

Hey Pat. Marion & I were up to visit your resting place Saturday. I hate going there but I have to from time to time. I know you're not there. You're in my heart and I guess if you can't be here with me in the flesh I might as well protect you by keeping you in my heart. I won't let anyone hurt you there. I love you Pat.

Hi my baby boy, just saying that I love you each and every moment of my life. I will always love you Son, that you can count on.

Hi Pat, we walked the Dash for Donor Awareness last Sunday. 2nd year now, I hope it puts a smile on your face. It's all about you Son. We had more people this year and raised more money. Hope we keep getting bigger and better every year. Love you Buddy!

Hey pat!! I've been up thinking about you,thank you for watching over my little boy through all these struggles! You truly are a blessing..it seems like nothing ever gets easier..but one thing I know your always here to listen to anything I have to say..I can't wait to see you again,take care and stop and see me sometime<3 love you and miss you so much!

Hi Pat.I can't sleep & got an email that someone left a message here.Should've known it was from your dad.I've been reading your messages.Wish you were here.I'm starting to get sleepy so I'll try to get some sleep.It was nice visiting with you.Good night sweet boy.Love A Sylvia

Hi Patty Boy! Happy April Fools Day. I remember this was one day when we would all prank each other all day. You never knew was was true or what was a joke. Oh, all the memories we had son. I'm not feeling to well right now. I will never get over losing you. Just the strangest little things set me off and I just wanna ball my eyes out. This nightmare will never end for me. Love you my Son!

Hi pat sorry i didn't wish you a happy birthday on here but i did in my own way wanna say happy st party day and happy birthday to my baby boy Patrick.please don't be mad if i don't write you its so hard to do so as you know its hard for me to express myself but i low you know what's in my head i do come on and read but i have a hard time writing
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU EVERY DAY BABY BOY i think of you all the time time

Hi Son, it was really a struggle getting to your birthday this year. I don't know what it was but I think we all just got hit real hard with reality. We had cake for you and let loose black & red balloons. It was hard to see them because it was dark but they took off even in the cold. Megan really knows you, she talks to your cabinet all the time. Well, I love you Pat. I'll see you in my thoughts and my dreams.

Happy Birthday Son! I know I'm a day early but I can only write on here from this computer. I hope you know how much I love you and how much I miss you each and every day. The pain never goes away, It only subsides for a while and then the torment begins again. 3rd Birthday without you. Doesn't get any easier. Enjoy with Mimi, Poppy, Uncle Marty & Aunt Heather. Watch over us. We all love you!!!!

Hey Pat! Gonna go over to Kyle's for your Birthday celebration. I've been really missing you knowing your birthday is next week. Not that I don't miss you every single day but it gets more intense around certain days. Haven't heard from you in a while. I guess you feel I'm doing ok. Kinda I guess, but I always want you to visit me. Love you Buddy!

Hey Pat, haven't been able to leave you any messages on here lately. Glad to see I found a way to. Miss you really bad Buddy. Each and every moment I'm here without you. The walk is coming up fast, gotta get moving on registration so we can do better for you this year. Love you with all of my being Pat.

Yo bro I've been thinking of you alot lately I miss you alot.i just can't stop thinking of all the good times we shared I get sad but remember how much fun they were and cheer up.you are still and will always be my best friend no matter what.we doing it big for your birthday this year.i finally moved to the CL house so I'm gonna fill it and party hard for you bro. Love the sh#t out of you,til next time peace patty

Hey buddy, still missing the hell out of you. I was just talking to Ali and she said her baby is due Feb. 27th which made me think of you. I wish you could be here, Leila barely got to see you :-/...miss you so much dude.

Hey pat sorry its been a while since i wrote but i think of you every minute of the day. Omg Megan is a trip she is a dembrowski some of the looks she give me i see you all she did that head thing like you did she makes faces like dad and kait she points to your pics all the time she is one if our princesses jenny had a little girl to her name is layla i miss you pat so much i love you

Take care of every one up their give them xoxo for me and happy halloween i know you like the holidays
See you soon baby boy i love you

Happy Halloween Pat! Megan goes out for the 1st time this year. Wish I didn't have to work so I could see her in her costume. Oh well, Mare's gonna send me pics. You'll be with her I'm sure. Miss you like hell Baby Boy. No day will every pass me that I don't look into your eyes and here your voice in my mind. Never a day! Luv U Son!

Hey buddy, dad's not feeling so well. Having the same trouble as before only this time it feels worse. Take care of me Kiddo! I still need to stick around down here. Love you with all my heart and soul Patrick! I miss you every moment.

Hey Patrick, tomorrow is my 50th birthday. I wish you could be here with me to celebrate. Nothing will ever be the same here without you. I had a nice dream that we were together. You were still a little boy. I love those dreams, If only for a few short hours I feel us together again. I love you Pat. I miss you.

Hi Son. Mimi came home to be with you last Saturday. I hope all of you are together and at peace. You, Pop, Uncle Marty and Mimi. Someday I'll join you all. I know you don't want me there yet. I know I have things to handle here. I miss you Pat. Give my love to all and visit me again soon.

Sunday is Megan Danielle's 1st Birthday! I know you're smiling down on her Pat. She is just like you, a really happy baby full of personality and fun. The weather is supposed to be beautiful. Thanks for making that happen. Love you Son. I miss you each and every moment.

I made it thru August little buddy! It wasn't easy and the horrible dream I had last night only makes me feel worse. I only wanna dream of good times we had, not of losing you. It's hard enough dealing with it in the concious world. My dreams are all I have left. I want us to be together in them. Anyway Pat, Megan's 1st Bday is coming up. I know you'll be there with us. Love U Son!

Hey pat !! I've been thinking so much about the past,we've had some great nights !! Your such a great person and I miss you more and more everyday !! You always knew how to make everyone laugh !! I no your always here laughing at some of the dumb things we still do..through thick and thin !! I miss you and love you !!<3

Well Son, the darkest day on my calendar is only 1 day away. My world collapsed Aug 16th, 2011 when I got that knock at my door. No matter how many times I hear "I understand" they don't. I shouldn't be here telling stories of you, it's supposed to be the other way around. You should be having Grandkids for me, instead I'm here without you, my child. I'll always love you more and more Pat!

Hey Pat. August is here again. 2 years almost since we had to say goodbye. It doesn't get any easier. Anyone who says "He's in a better place" doesn't understand that the best place you could be was here with us. I can't even begin to understand why you're not but I try to get from moment to moment. I'll never be the same man I used to be, I'm broken. I MISS YOU...I LOVE YOU 4EVER!!

Yo bro I've been thinking about u alot lately,we all miss u alot.spent sum time in phily wit the fam 4 my bday it was fun felt like u were with us.mike and I brought mom to see fireworks on the 4th and spent the day with her.saw Payton for her bday she's getting so big and adorable I am truly lucky to be her god father so thanks for her bro love ya and watch over dave for me he needs it

Wow Pat! I miss you soooo much. I wish I could see you again, talk to you again, laugh with you again. I love you Son!

It's 4th of July Son, I know how much you enjoy the fireworks. I watch them and remember how excited you would get. I miss you so much Pat. I love you! Happy 4th baby boy!