Hi my love it’s been a while since I wrote to to you a lot has been going on in my life Pat I miss you every day I will always love you so very much , my son is up there with you along with my dad and many other loved ones as well , I truly miss you so much Pat I will always love you 

Hi babe my soul mate as always been a while since I wrote to you there is t a day that goes by that I don’t think about you and I’m sorry I can’t bring myself to go to your grave , well I’m sure you already know about Jimmy , the day of his service was awful you would go off on a lot of people I know how you are , the way I have been treated is unbelievable it has my heart hurting so much I know I can’t do or say anything but I know in my heart what happened even though I’m sure I’m getting the blame but anyway just trying to get through a lot of stuff and hopefully to move out of my parents in the spring , oh and I will also tell you that I haven’t been myself since you left and I also know your ok I just don’t know what to do with myself lately my heart is so broken not sure how to mend it , well my love your so badly missed every day I’m so proud of your kids Holly is beautiful anyway miss and love you bunches always and forever

Hi handsome I think of you very day and I truly miss you , your step brother James Harris passed away 11-26-2020 it’s just so hard to believe I know it’s been a while since I wrote to you I have never been the same since you left my love I miss you so much I just can’t seem to get with it since you have been gone I know I messed up after you left I guess I was just missing you so much but anyway Amber got married November 16 my baby girl and you already know your daughter got married and Jacob wel my love time to get back to work I Love you Pat always

Today is your 50th birthday, I’m sad we can’t celebrate together daddy. It seems like just yesterday I was getting morning forehead kisses and hugs from you. I get married in less than two months and god do I wish you were here to walk me down the aisle. It wasn’t supposed to be this way... Pappys going to do it though, so I’m sure you’re happy with that, as am I. I couldn’t have a better person fill in for my big day. It hurts a little more than normal knowing you won’t be there in person to see my marry Michael, but I know you’ll be there in spirit and walk right beside me and pap down that aisle. Well daddy, happy birthday and Father’s Day in heaven. I miss you everyday and love you so much.
Love always, little pat.

Hi my love I miss you I was at work on Friday April 3 and there was two cardinals that’ sat on a tree as I watched they looked at me for the longest time and it was just amazing . Another day I had my hand on a railing and this beautiful landed on my hand and it stayed there for about 5 min . With that being said I know it’s been a while since I posted anything but there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of you . As you know what has been going on and tour were probably ready to kick my ass for marring him but we are not together as you know that didn’t work out , I just could never understand why I went through it but it has made me stronger but that’s the past now. I have someone in my life and he is a good man and in some ways he reminds me of you also I wanted to tell you that Amber is getting married in November you would be proud of her. And also she was talking to Holly and she is getting married as well, Just wished Jake and Holly would talk to me I do talk to John he has been doing great and as for your daughter I haven’t heard anything but keep watching over us my love hard to believe it’s been 4 years I miss you every day and you know that I will always love you Pat as you would say infinity which I have on my tattoo in remembrance of what you wrote to me I love you always until we meet again love always Lorei

Hi my Love , I miss you every day and I know your watching over me , I don’t know where to begin except I have been going though a lot as you know Jimmy and I are getting divorced , I really miss talking to mom and dad but as you know I can’t go over and talk to them Pat there isn’t a day that goes by wishing I could hug you kiss you , it’s hard for me to understand because I haven’t visited tour grave it just kills me every time because I cry all the time when I go , you were my soulmate as I was yours you told me that all the time . Well as you know Amber is getting married he is so good to her , well my love I have to go for now I miss and love you with all my heart and watch over us and hold onto Gods hand my love I will see you when we meet again my love . Love you always Pat

Hi love I have put the memory of you and I on Fb there has been so much going on since you have left us I always think about you every day even though I have moved on in life I see you in my dreams . Please watch over us all I love you Pat

It seems like forever ago we actually talked. I'm sorry for that. I remember being the news on my birthday which was the worst birthday ever. I know I haven't been completely honest with my grief. I hope you are a free bird, simple man now. We always have our music. Look over all my younger siblings they need it. You should see my family now there is a bunch of us. We miss you and the good times before the bad times. Love you always.

Dad,
Man there is so much to say.
How to get it started is the only issue I can think of . But anyways here it goes. 
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that for the past three years. You have watching over your son go down a very dark and very lonely path. You were always empathetic with me because you knew where I was. You faced the demons I too see everyday. 
And dad you saw where it put me. I was just now released from jail , but hey you knew that because the whole time you were with me. 
The worst demon that I had to face in these past ten months was my own demon. He was relentless.
But you kept me strong when I should have folded you were there when I fought in and out of my cell. You were there with me when I was going through hell. 
You were always one call away in this thing called life I was never alone.
And then you haven't left me still even though your body is gone. I love and miss you everyday. And I pray that you for my sake will never go away. 
Dad I can't say I'm over this and I'm out the gate. I won't ever be done with addiction it will be a everyday fight. But I thank you for saving my life. I know you were there when I overdosed April 10 I want to say I fought by my own. But there was someone else in that room. I couldn't see them but I know it was you. You kept me alive and I'll never be able to repay you. But I'll do my best. I'm going to be the man you seen in me. When you told Me what I was good at. You told me. (Son your a great father) and your no liar. 
I'm going to be a father dad. You helped raise me.
I love you and I'm missing you years are rolling down my face right now as I'm typing but my hands keep going through the blurred lines. I can still write you. Just like the addiction I fight I'll make it through. 
Your gone but never forgotten I love you.

Today marks two years daddy. I miss you so much. I graduate nursing school in May! So much has happened since you’ve been gone. It still seems like yesterday that you left us. Keep watching over Jake and I. There’s not a single day that I don’t think of you and wish you were here. I love you daddy, forever grateful to be your daughter.

Hi your probably upset with me and I don't blame you one bit things have been crazy for me , I always think about you we had such a short time with one another .I still have our wedding picture up .I always think about the times we have had laughing, and the tears we have shared together ,it has been a long time since I wrote to you .I am just dealing with some things and just trying to keep it together the best I can.I will always have that special place in my heart for you Pat you treated me like a queen and for that I am so thankful for any way please continue to watch over us and hold on to God's grace Love always Lorie

Hi daddy, today marks a year you've been gone. It's so hard to believe. I love you and miss you more and more everyday. A lot has happened since you've been gone, but I'm sure you already know that. I hope that you'll forever continue to watch over Jake and I. I know that I have the best guardian angel I could have ever asked for, I love you so much daddy. I wish you were here

Good morning my love, I just wanted you to know that I am always thinking of you and all the good times we have shared now that the holidays are approaching I'm still in a lost of words that you are not with us on earth, I know we have talked about me moving g on and to be happy and that I am my love but will always cherish you Pat words can't describe how much I Loved you on here on earth but we will meet again and I want to give you a big hug.anyway we all love and miss you always in our heart and souls, hold onto Gods hand and watch over us all, love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Good morning my love, it has been a while since I left you something but I still go and visit you when ever I can.hard to believe it will be 9 months since you have been gone. I think about you all the time wondering why but I k ow it is wrong and I know you were tired of fighting and I want you to know that in my heart I knew you were going, but my head said no. Because you were taken from me way to soon.i know it was hard for you to leave me but your body just couldn't go on.i know your in a much better place and having the best time and not hurting and suffering.well love I have to go for now always in my heart ,hold onto God's grace and watch over is all ,until we meet again Love always your wife Lorie Stevens, hugs and kisses to you in heaven.

Hi my love, it's been a long day without my friend , my husband, my everything. I am still working both jobs my love and i know it's against what you want but i jave to for now. I always think about you everywhere i go and sometimes i can feel you and smell you. I am doing good, Ambed is moving in with me. I miss and always will love you. Well my love i ha eto get ready for work handsome. Hold onto God's grace and watch over us all your spirit is always with us and in my heart until we meet again. Love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love, it has been so crazy ,baby I miss you and I always carry you in my heart and soul. I have to work today to 8.I'm leaving for the beach next Saturday.hoping to get with Holly before she leaves to go back to school.it seems so unreal that your not here it feels like your on a long vacation my love.I don't have a day off work until I leave for the beach between working both jobs I just want to tell you I Love you Pat!!! and watch over us all.Hold onto God's grace. Sending many hugs and kisses to you .we all love and miss you ,always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love, you know we all is you so much especially me of course every time I see a beautiful flower it reminds me of how you used to say the flower can not compare to your beauty. I will always cherish each and every moment that I shared with you. I have learned a lot from you because you taught me how to be strong and stand up for myself and for that I am so truly thankful. I love you and always in my heart and soul. Hugs and kisses and hold onto God's grace my love. Until we meet again. Love always your wife Lorie. Stevens

Hi my love, I miss you so much I had a wonderful birthday but it just wasn't the same without you here, as I remember my last birthday with you, God I wish I could see you my heart is still loving you Pat!!! I have a very long week ahead of me have to work both jobs and I know your upset but I'm only do I g it because of Christmas and vacations. .I love you Pat and I will always have you in my heart and soul and I have learned so much from you and I will never forget it. It's just so weird without you. Well handsome I have to work late today I'm going g to lay down. Hold o to God's grace and watch over us. Hugs and kisses.always this king of you. Love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love boy I'm so tired, I miss you so much Pat so any memories of our life we shared, I think k about them everyday and how you would be so amazing g to me. It has been a while since I wrote to you my love working two jobs has an effect on me trying to get organized. It was like you were speaking to me today my love. Our love and no d we have is still so strong I will never let it go. I'm going g to bed now my love hold onto God's grace and watch over us, I always love and think about you every second it seems as though I do that to keep myself busy. Lots of hugs nd kisses Love always your wife Lorie Stevens sending lots of bugs and kisses God I miss you Pat !!!

Hi my love, well it's been another long day I am trying to get organized working both jobs it is harder then I though. Baby I miss you so much, I know your always with me though. I had a church block party I volunteered for it was a blast. This week is going to suck working both places Wednesday and Thursday and Friday. But I can do this once I get used to it. We'll my live I'm going to bed so I will talk to ya tomorrow. Hold onto Gods grace and watch over us all. Always in my heart and soul, many hugs and kisses. I love you Pat very much!!!

Hi my love another very long exhausted day. Not sire how long I'm going to be able to work 2 jobs wow I am so tired. But I always think about you my love no matter where I am at or what I'm doing. I k ow your in my heart and soul and spirit. I really miss you Pat!!! I'm going to help out my church tomorrow they are having our block party tomorrow so I will be busy with that. I just wanted to tell you how much I lo e you Pat!!! Hold onto God's grace and watch over is. Many hugs and kisses love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my lobe of my life, i am so tired wow didnt realize that working two jobs wpukd be this way.Pat when you left this earth it had an impact on me more then i eber imagined,i still just cant believe that this has happened to you with all the plans we have made together. There isntbone day that goea by that i dont think about you my love. I will always be your wife and soulmate no matter what happens.I always think about you everyday .Hold onto Gods grace and watch over is all,many hugs and kisses,I Love you Pat !!! And i miss you so very much!!! Always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi y love, just letting. G you know how much I miss and love you Pat!!! It's another late night and I have to get up at 5 am working at the waffle house tomorrow. I got your forever light for you, God it don't seem so real I'm still not believe that your gone. Had a long day at work. I so tired honey but just so you know I ok. I know how you worry about things. We'll handsome I'm going to bed I will talk to you tomorrow, hold onto gods grace and watch over us all, always in my heart and soul Amy hugs and kisses always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love finally writing to you again wow honey I have been so busy as soon as I sit down I fall fast asleep. Today was Holly's Birthday so hard to believe but then again you already know that my love. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you Pat!!! I gave pastor Doug two pictures of you and him bc I know how much you liked him. Just so sad that you are gone. It feels so weird without you. We'll y love I'm going to bed early I'm so exhausted. Hold onto Gods grace and watch over us all. Always my heart and soul and miss you Pat!!! Love you so much am so glad I got to share time with you. Love you always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love sorry I couldn't write to you because for some reason I could not get on I tried several times. Pat you we're y whole world my everything and my heart is so broken. I still can't believe that you are not here with me. I just feel so empty. Like a lost puppy. I have been gpi g out doing things and working two jobs which I know you didn't want me to but honey I really don't have a choice. I'm trying so hard, but it is getting a bit better working two jobs. I'm back at waffel. House bit here in williamsport. I always think of you everyday always in my heart and soul my love.I is and love you so much !!! Hold onto God's grace and watch over us.hugs and kisses love you always your wife Lorie Stevens.

Hi my love, another day here without you my love, it's that time for me to go to bed I fell asleep on the couch. Been crazy at work, and I killed a mouse this evening lol yes me wow with a board. Anyway my love I always think about you and I love you so much Pat!!! Your always in my heart and soul.hold onto God's grace and watch over us all. Many hugs and kisses see you in my dreams my love.

Hi my love, well I put your balloons on your grave todaimsure you will like them, I rreally wanted to throw you a party but that didn't happen,I can o ly wished I would have done it for your last birthday if I had known I would have.I just want to tell you how much I love and miss you so much Pat sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy, lol it just do t feel real my heart just aches. I love you so much Pat!!! Just wanted you to know,well y love I'm going to bed have to work both places tomorrow long day.Hold onto God's grace and watch over us all. Love you always your wife Lorie Stevens.many hugs and kisses see you in my dreams my love.

Hi my love well today is your birthday and on top of thatfathers day, iI'm sorry I just couldn't bring myself to visit your grave today it's been a sad day my love. I love you and miss you so much Pat!!! I will definitely be able to see you tomorrow after I get off work I have gallons to set off in your ho or my love.well handsome it's that time for me my love hold onto Gods grace and watch over us, always my heart and soul ,see you in my dreams my love.just been a bad week altogether, hugs and kisses my love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love it's that time have to get up early in the morning working at the waffel house tomorrow. Just wanted you to know how much I love and miss you Pat!!! I know it's just been a awful week I hate it so much. But I am trying my love. Always in my heart and soul. Hold onto Gods grace and watch over us all. Your my guardian angel , many hugs and kisses always your wife Lorie Stevens.

Hi my love it's that time have to get up early in the morning working at the waffel house tomorrow. Just wanted you to know how much I love and miss you Pat!!! I know it's just been a awful week I hate it so much. But I am trying my love. Always in my heart and soul. Hold onto Gods grace and watch over us all. Your my guardian angel , many hugs and kisses always your wife Lorie Stevens.

Hi my love it's that time again,went to work at waffle house first day wow been a long time to be there. I just Misa you so much the memories we shared while I worked there in Maugansville but i wint have to do it for ever my love. I wanyed to yell tou how much i misa you Pat very much !!! Your always in my heart and soul i will love you forever.see you in my dreams were we meet .hols onto Gods grace and watch over us all. Always your wife Lorie Stevens. I have alot going on with working both jobs going to be rough until i get started. But i know in my heart you will help me through it. I LOVE You Pat

Hi my love sorry for the last message I messed up on that one. Just letting you know how much I love and miss you so much Pat!!!  It is crazy how this has impacted all of us.I know as for myself it has been a struggle and I hate it but I know in my heart you are with us and watching over us all. May hugs and kisses my love hold onto God's grace and watch over us. Hugs and kisses Love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love, just letting you know how much I love and miss you so much Pat!!! I went to church today and all I could think about was you of course I do everyday my heart aches I can't stand being here with out you.but I know in my heart we will meet again.went to spend time with dad and mom your dad has the pool up,and all I could think about is how you always helped him every year.it was really nice to visit with them,your birthday is coming up and i got you a gift i will bring it when i see you on your birthday my love. Well its that time for me to get some rest my love so your always in my heart and soul, hold onto Gods grace and watch over us all, love you so much and miss you ,love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love, today is our anniversary went to the grave cried a lot today I ha e just been so upset,I Love you and miss you so much Pat!!! It still don't seem real at all. Your birthday and fathers day is coming up this Sunday I will be spending time with you as I always do, so hard to hold the tears back as I can remember last year you made me a dinner and we spent it together in each others arms I miss that touch that feeling of being safe when you put your arms around me and how you kissed me just made my heart melt.I will always be your wife I will always have you in my heart and soul.I really miss you and when I dream of you it's so amazing when we meet, I love that. Well handsome it's time for me to get some sleep always in my heart and soul, hold onto God's grace and watch over us all.hugs and kisses 

Hi my love, miss you like crazy of course. I love you Pat very much!!! Has my party today Holly and Michele came over she is just so beautiful. This is a short night bc I'm just so exhausted had a good day today cried a little bit. You Birthday and fathers day is coming g up I will be down to see you of course. Well handsome hold onto Gods grace my love watch be over us all.always in my heart and soul. Love you .to all

Hi my love, been busy today. I love and miss you so much Pat!!! I can only pray that you are OK my love. I just miss you so badly,you are my world my love and I miss you touch and your smile and laugh. I just miss all that who you are. Not a day goes by that I don't stop thinking about you. Pat my counselor told me when I am ready to move on I will know it but this has impacted my life so much I know my heart will never be ready.we are so good together we did everything together and you always helped me in the morning to get ready for work.well handsome time for me to get some sleep.always in my heart and soul and body. Hold onto God's grace and watch over us all. Hugs and kisses

Hi my Love,went to see you todat,looks so much better, but one that note I was so upset,bc I LOVE YOU PAT VERY much!!!

Hi my love, I got sent home from work today got really sick everywhere your dad had to come and pick me up from work today. Had James here this evening he is getting so big he is just so cute, I took him out on the porch and we blower some bubbles for a little bit. I just can't say this enough on how much I miss and I love you Pat!!! 

Hi my love its appears to be that time of nite ready for bed, have to work early in the morning.I love and misa you so much Pat !!! The words cant even describe. I had a wedding yesterday the Caitlins graduation party was yesterday as well it was busy but had a good time.but would have had a better time if you were with me though and not just in spirit but in person. I dont need to tell you were my heart is my love it will always be with you and thats the truth.im really having a hard time dealing with this.but on another note your brother moved in and I feel a little bit safer sleeping at night. Just wished you were here to cuddle with me I miss that so much Pat. Anyway handsome time for sleep I will meet you in my dreams my love. Hold onto God's grace and watch over us all, hugs and kisses xoxoxo love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love obits laye but I got all the house work done I wont have to worry about it, just wanted you to know I went to visit you today and it looks so much better.I am still having a hard time with this Pat but I promise bbeachley I am trying my best though. I have a long day tomorrow my love Amber y is the maid of honor, so you Tyler. Is about time for me to try and get some rest so im always thinking of you Pat just wantes you well im off to he'd hold onto God's grace and watch over us all. Hugs and kisses xoxoxo seebyou in my dreams my . Love.love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love I know its late as usual I don't sleep much since your not here with me, still can't seem to get with it my love. I love and miss you so much Pat!!! I never dreamed that you would be gone. I know that you reached out to me and I am so thankful that I have been a part of your life and that we shared the most amazing life together with our love that people wait their whole life for. I am truly blessed by that. Pat you are my life and I know we talked about this day but it still makes my heart ache every day because your not here to share the lige with me.well handsome it's about time for me to try and rest long day tomorrow. Just know how much you are missed Pat and loved. .Hold onto God's grace and watch over us all. See you in my dreams my love, hugs and kisses xoxoxo love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love, we got all those mints done finally, what a job that is wow.I just wish you were going with me though I know in spirit you are just still not the same I cant believe I am actually upstairs in our room. Your brother is going to try and finally.I have so much to do in this house im trying. Pat my love I have found something to help and thats thats bc ? Of you and what you taught to me so im truly blessed by that. Hopefully start my Part time job so that America I LOVE YPU PAT AND I CAN'T DON IT LOL WELL MY LOVELIES TIME FOR ME .Pat I misa and love you so much, hold onto Gods earth hold onto God's grace and watch over us all ,hugs and kisses see you in r anyway my love meet you in my dreams , Hold onto Gods grace love ALWAYS your wife Lorie

Hi my love I know its late but just been busy making mints for Tyler's dads wedding lol. Went to your grave today and Amber and . I pulled the weeds around the top but when Amber pulled them she just didn't pull weeds she got dirt along with it and the look on her face was priceless. But I know your watching over . Us .y love. I love and miss you so much Pat !!! It just seems now that I have been busy it seems the days get shorter as time goes by.it just isn't the same without you here my love.I will never stop missing you and loving you Pat.well I do have to try and get some sleep so I will see you in my dreams where we meet my love. Hugs and kisses xoxoxo and hold onto God's grace and watch over us all. I LOVE YOU PAT!!! Lobe always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love time for me to go to bed but I always write toyou bbecause you are so important to me, because I love and miss you Pat !!! I put some flowers on your grave today for memorial day with a flag , I was also looking at our wedding pictures how happy we were to become as one.I love that day my love.I still am missing you like crazy I just wished you were here with me not just in spirit but your presence. I love tou so much my heart just aches this has impacted my life so much , but I know in time we will meet again. Well I have to get to bed my love see you in my dreams. Hold onto God's grace and watch over us all hugs and kisses xoxoxo love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love, I was trying to take a picture of the stars last night because when I looked up it was you I was thinking about and reminiscing , and when . I took this picture I seen an Angel appear and I know you were there protecting me and watching . Over me.I just love and miss you everyday Pat!!! I got some flowers for you handsome I will put them on when I get home from work. And by the way handsome Happy Memorial Day my love.this is just so hard to endure more then I thought. But I am trying handsome I really am.with that being said its time for me to go to sleep and get a couple hrs of rr as you would say it. I miss you like no other Pat. Hold onto God's grace and watch over us all. Hugs and kisses xoxoxo see you in my dreams where we meet my love, love you so much Pat!! Love always your wife Lorie Stevens.

Hi my love, missing you always I have been keeping busy because of the void I have been feeling in my heart, I just cant seem to get with it Pat , I feel so empty without you. My heart fills with love since I have been going to church but still not the same I would be happy if you were here alive to share it with me. I also know that I really miss you but not the pain you have been going through every day, I know you said im the reason you get put of bed every day and of course your kids as well . But I just wished there was something more that I could have done to save you. I know I go back and fourth with my feelings its just so hard to understand and I know God had a bigger and better plan for you.. anyway my love im down here in va helping Kelly get ready for Caitlins graduation but I will be home on Sunday afternoon sometime. Anyway my love time for me to get some sleep hold onto God's grace and watch over us all hugs and kisses xoxoxo love always your wife Lorie Stevens. See you in my dreams my love and I Love you Pat !!!

Hi my love been so busy trying to get this house in order, Tyler helped me with the air conditioners today it was so hot in this house, I really truly miss you so much and I Love you with all my heart my Pat!!! I talked to Diane today she and Denny are moving in together im so happy for them im just sad in another way bc I miss you so much. Im just so heart broken. I just cant believe this has happened to us. I hate being here alone with out you my love I have told you that all the time.Im going to put our picture in the paper for our anniversary bc you mean the world to me. Well handsome I have to get up early in the morning I Love you Pat !!! Hold onto God's grace and watch over us all hugs and kisses xoxoxo see you in my dreams where we meet my love. Love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love, I am sorry my love its just so laye and I am having trouble sleeping . Pat I know we are not supposed to aske why but so many things going through my head, I just miss and love you so much Pat !!! I can only imagine what it would be like just to hug and kiss you one more time. I just hate being here without you thats all my love. Well im going to bed handsome , hold onto God's grace and watch over us all hugs and kisses xoxoxo love always your wife, see you . In my dreams my love. Love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love its that time handaome for me to go to bed now im getring sleepy lol im on the couch tonight to hot to sleep upstairs. I rally want to tell you how much I love and miss you so much Pat !!! Its just so hard to believe that your gone , I am having a hard time with this Pat . Please help me through this I need you my love. HOLD onto God's grace and watch over us all hugs and kisses xoxoxo , I will see you in my dreams where we meet handsome Love always your wife Lorie Stevens

Hi my love , had to work 11:30 to 8 then back in tomorrow morning at 8 you know how I hate that and how tired I am. Just so much to do , I spent the day with mom and dad and mom and I went for a walk I really enjoyed it spending time with them. Your brother Jimmy is moving in to help me with expenses im just not making it my live it was that or I was going to have to move out of here. And I really didnt want to. Pat not a day goes by that I dont think of you each and every day all day all the time I hate being alone here without you I fw lt so safe . I have told you before you were my life and I meant it.I love you so much Pat!!! that sometimes I just break down bc I just cant help it. I am trying hard to do this my love. Well im so sleepy so im going to bed my love. Hold onto God's grace and watch over us all hugs and kisses xoxoxo love always your wife Lorie Stevens