Pat you where such a big influence on many more then you will ever have been able to comprehend you saved my life on many occasions we did I u and me had talked about how we wouldn't leave each other behind if it ever got bad enough to end our lives but I am slowly starting to see it was an accident because me and you had promised pop we would take care of momma and that he can let go he doesn't have to be in pain anymore and he did you passing has been hard but I gotta achieve what we promised please help me get better and stop being dumb and help take. Care of momma she needs me now more then ever love you pat if anyway possible look over all those you can and if you can talk to me I hear and see you everywhere  love ya ttyl pat .... Cliff