This day 4 years ago was one of the worse days of my life I will never forget it yet it still seems like it yesterday. You drifted away from us without a trace in the night. You fought for ypur life yet God said he would finish the rest for you and needed you to rest in his arms. We all cried and cried for weeks at a time asking God Why...why you had to die...so young so full of life why him why now so many night I lay awake asking God Why as I cry myself to sleep. I say before my take gaze into the darkness of depression while ending my prayer session my heart is sad and hardened with sorrow hoping wishing and praying for a better tomorrow that things would get better and tgere would be no more sorrow. I love you my brother who their would never be another like you one of a kind as I smile of the memories of you I feel your presence and now my dark skys and red eyes turn blue crystal clear because I know you still here with me and mom and dom, Jaden, V and J, we all doing ok but we all missing you... tryna cope with this pain that comes and goes it hurt deep down in our souls. But thanks for letting us know that you will always be there in spirit deep within our hearts. We love you Paul and nothing will ever tear us apart!!!

Hey Paul,

Just wanted to stop by and wish you a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Sitting here watching one of our favorite movies Fast Furious 7...I cry every time I see bc it reminds me of you...such a bad ass Vindesiel and ain't scared of nothing. Wish you were still here but I know you are turning up in Heaven....got God and Jesus laughing up something...you and Uncle Jeffrey Barbee....missing you both. Say Hi to my brother Orlando for me okay. It is so hard to believe that you both are gone...I was always suppose to go first as I am the eldest of us all but I guess God had other plans. We'll before I start tearing up I want you to know that I love you so so so much and I miss you dearly and daily. Warm hugs and kisses ....Happy 27th Birthday Brother!!!!

Good morning son , mommy miss u ,I love you . It's your birthday the big 26 how time as gone , the 22 years u were here was fun , and exciting. I was so happy no matter what was going on in your life u always was there for me at any time of the night or day . It's been really hard for me but I know you're in the Master Arms . I seen the Angels in the sky YOU and GOD last night . I know ya'll watching over me and the family. Rest in peace.