i miss you soooooo sooooo sooooo much.
xoxoxo chels.

It's Easter Sunday, got the kids all dressed up had a good day, but nothing is the same anymore. I know there comes a point when everyone has to grow up and go their seperate ways, but life should never be like this. It hurts knowing things would be different if you were still around. I know grandma misses you. I wish she didn't have to stay in that nursing home, I know she would much rather feel surrounded by love. I miss you so much, and lately I have felt like there is nobody there, like I am all alone in a room just waiting for you to come through the door and tell me everything is going to work out in the end, and that things will truly be alright, Please tell me everything will be alright. 

I love you times a million,
Keshia Dawn 

 its almost the holidays and your not here to spend them with all of us , :( .. whos gonna make me my own pumpkin pie for thanksgiving .. its sad god had to take such a wonderful man at such a time , christmas will never  be the same i dont even wanna celebrate its like im laughing and carrying on on a day i lost my bestfriend its just not right ,

papaw i know your looking down at me smiling and saying i knew that girl would be one of the ones to keep her life together , your right i did i have my own house and work hard everyday , my moms struggling and i know she just wishes you was here to help and get her thru all this and i know grandma misses you i can tell everytime i see her she just stares at ur picture :( we all miss u grandpa and one day will see you again rest easy up there and watch over all of us.

Rest in peace i love you this big ------------------------ and miss you sooooo much,

xo xo

Flutterbutt <3

almost 2 years ago god took you from me not being mean but cause he needed a great man up above , youd be very proud papaw i moved out on my own still have my job and work my butt off , its hard working there knowing you left me behind in the trauma room when u went but i know ill see u again and that ur watching over me and keeping me safe , i love you and miss you very much old man <3

Love always (:

Fluitterbutt.

 I have been thinking about you alot lately. Especially when I work ER on the weekends. It is really hard to keep it together, just like it was the day you left, but if you taught me anything it was to never let your kids see you weak. You were one of the strongest and smartest men I knew. It hurt not having you there when I left the hospital after having Kamryn like you were when I brought Kaleb home. I am sure she would have loved you just as much as he did. She's gorgeous just so you know, and she is a singer and a dancer just like you were. She also has that crazy grin you always had. I don't even watch football anymore. All my interest went out the window when you left, I have no one to talk to about it. I remember coming to your house and sitting for hours talking about football, I miss you so much. Sometimes it's hard being the oldest and trying to be the strongest. I just want you to know that not a day goes by that I don't think about you, and not a day goes by that I don't remember your smile, your laugh, and how much you made me love life. I hope heaven didn't change you any, because I know if you were still here none of us would want anything to be different. I'll see you again one day, and when I do you better not leave me again without saying goodbye! XOXO

forever and always,

KeshiaDawn <3