My Miracle, My sissy, Paula,

You don't know it has done to me. To lose you! We were so close, sissy! We had a lot of laughs, many tears but most of all our love will never die for each other. I really miss you, sissy. Its a hard life to live without you here to guide me through the toughest times. Oh, how I needed you! Your one sister that took many secrets with her. Id never share, or open up to anyone ever again. The love we have inside of us is so grand that it breaks every time i think of you. I remember sissy, I remember everything. In detail, in smiles, hugs and tears. I would cry the whole way home. From dropping you off. I swear, I cried every single time. And all the way home too! It wasn't like we were miles apart, it was because I knew, you didn't have to say a word. I already knew. It would shatter my heart into pieces, to leave you behind. I wanted you with me always, so I could watch over you and protect you from everything you went through. I guess I was a lil too late, huh sissy! I love you Paula, with all my entire heart and soul! And I will see you, again. When God calls me home. To you, to me, together the best of sisters we will ever be! R.I.P. My Miracle! I <3 You! As far as it is from the west as it is to the East.