Time sure Flys my boy, happy heavenly 45th birthday to you, I love and miss you still so much mum xx

Hello my boy, 12yr on and here I am again, yesterday didn't go to well between me and your daughter as you seen, but hay! That's how we are, I still miss you endlessly, but one day we will be together again, give nan and uncle Lionel a big hug from me and tell them I miss them endlessly too, love from mum, keep sparkling for me xx

Happy 45th birthday my boy, still love and miss you so so much mum and Tony and of course your girl Boo sending you big hugs and kisses xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Another Christmas without you my boy, I miss you so so much give your nan a big hug and from me as I'm sure you you both know how this family as fell apart, stay gold son and I love you so much mum, still very much broken

11 years has passed my boy and I still miss you so so much, today was just like yesterday when you left me, a beautiful dry, crisp day, keep shining down son when I look up at night love and miss you so much xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy 44th birthday my boy, time Flys I love and miss you still so so much please give Marcus a hug from me and his mum stay gold my boy loves you always mum, Tony and your girl Boo xxx

10yrs ago today my boy you left me broken hearted and today feels like yesterday love you for ever my boy mum xxxxxxxxxxx

Merry Christmas my boy, miss you so so much love mum XXX

My dearest boy
Today marks 9yrs when you so suddenly left me heart broken today feels like as if it was yesterday I still and always will miss you so much xx