Mom, I miss your voice, your smile and your love, there will never be anyone on this Earth like you, you were the most loving carein woman i have ever known in my life, you were one of a kind. I have not went one day without thinking about you, all you ever wanted was all of us to be happy, if I ever needed you , you were there, I keep having flashes of things you did for me, like how you went to get me batteries for my fire truck when the lights went out, or how you would take me to get cheese curds, or when we watched the loin king together and you made pop corn and how we laughed so hard Together Being twithout you is a nightmare, I just want to wake up, I feel like a big part of me is gone, I can hardly even handle it, I cry the hardest and most I have ever have in my life, I really don't know what I'm going to do, my heart is broken and I will never be able to get over the fact that I don't have my mom it hurts so bad. I will do everything I can to get reinstated, I will get close to Joahvah, and I will have grandmas and your log cabin ready. Till then rest in peace. I love you Mom, I'm so sorry this happened to you, I wish I could have saved you