Hi Peter,
It's Christmas time again and we are all trying to get together for the holiday. The weather is cold. I am alone. I miss you tremendously and I always think of you, and wish I could close my eyes, just for a moment, and feel us hug each other. I feel you in my dreams quite often, even if that is just one moment in time. I wonder how you are and what you do and if heaven is just a blink away. Frank Sinatra says it very well with his song "My Way", which is playing as I type this. I still ask why you never went for medical treatment and why it was never discussed with me or Lou, 2 people who loved you so much. You left me devastated! Almost 6 years later and I still cry ... The broken heart takes a lot to heal, if it ever does. Mine is very slow. I sit here with a sad face, but know this, I am happy you lived your life the way you wanted. You were a man who gave his all to everyone and everything he did. Heaven took you from earth because it needed your soul to teach others how to be loving, caring, kindhearted, thoughtful, and affectionate in so many ways.  
I will love you forever, Cam.

To: My brother, Peter Natale
Heavenversary
4 years ago today you left this earthly plane
Little did I know my life would never be the same,
So many things have happened since you went to Heaven’s Gate
Without you in my life, I carry a heavy weight.
I lived through your birthday, the summer, and visiting with friends
And Nick’s wedding was sensational, until the very end,
The holidays came and went without you being here
I cried each day and wished that you could enjoy the merry cheer.
Maybe in heaven you can see how lonely I have been
I try so hard to do this life and still compose a grin,
I smile for you today as I celebrate your life
And pray that everything for you has now been made just right.
I look up at the stars and know you’re looking down
And because of this I will try to never wear a frown,
It’s hard for me to think I haven’t given you a hug
I’m still trying to understand your death and get myself unplugged.
I moved in to my new house and hope that you could know
How I wish that you can see it ‘cause that’s where you’re gonna go,
I packed you up, and my dog, and all my memories
A peaceful place you both will have with mountain scenery.
And all the momentums that I have stashed away
Is all I have to help me get through another day,
Occasionally I look at all the things I have from you
Just thinking how much they mean to me and if you only knew.
How many lives you’ve touched and broken hearts alike
Go soaring through the sky in to the lonely nights,
Your spirit hangs around me and comes in to my dreams
And I wake up knowing just what each and every one means.
I wrote a book for you expressing three months of my pain
Of losing you so young and never seeing you again,
As long as the Lord lives in my heart I am able to know
That you are with me every day and will never let me go.
You speak to me the only way the universe lets you do
And I can hear you say to me…Cam, I still love you.

Dear Peter,
The year is coming to an end and what a year it has been. But yet, I know you have been with me all the time. As time goes on, I miss you more and more. I talk to you all the time, but I'm sure you know that. My heart still weeps. As I promised you, I will never forget what an amazing man you are and how you touched the lives of so many people. Rest in peace my dear brother. You deserve heaven.
With all my love, from your sister Cam.

Peter, dear brother, you are now forever missed for 3 years. I still miss you just as much as ever. A day never goes by without thinking of you. Your theme song, My Way by Frank Sinatra, sums up your life perfectly. No one could love you more than I ... I will be here with you until I meet you again, in the heavenly skies when our souls unite.
Please continue to talk to me... Love forever, your sister Cam.

Camille Henderson‎ to Peter Natale
May 1 2019 ·
Hello Peter. Tomorrow is your 68th birthday in the life as I know you. Happy birthday to a wonderful man who always looked out for his little sister, me. You always gave me advice, some of which I listened and some I did not. Nevertheless, I will be sending a red balloon in to the heavens today, for you, so please look for it. I will not be able to do it on May 2 since I will be having minor leg surgery and will probably be unable to do much of anything.
During the next few months I will be concentrating on improving my physical and emotional self, having back surgery, and maybe another weight loss one. I ask you and all the magnificent and glorified angels to watch over me, keep me safe and guide the medical staff to perfection. I have faith in you; you have never let me down whenever I asked anything from you. We are one... connected in heart and soul.
I will never, never forget you and the joy you brought to me and my family. I love you... words are not enough. Enjoy the May flowers.
 ☘️

My brother, it is now 2 years you are an angel in heaven. Soaring through the universe, bringing happiness to all the earthly lives that had the pleasure of knowing you. Everyone is better today knowing your strength, humor, creativity, love, and caring. I have missed you so much, I think about you everyday. Nothing can stop me... I dream about you often, nothing can stop me... I love you with all my heart, nothing can stop me... I will continue this until our souls meet. Until then, whenever... Love, from your sister, Cam.

I think about you every day. I talk to you every night before I go to sleep. And I know that you talk to me in whatever way you can. Our lives as brother and sister cannot be explained in words. Our souls will be together forever. We will explore the universe with our family and ancestors, some of which we have never met here on earth. It's Christmas time now and the stars are twinkling bright in the sky, and I know one of them is you. I love you, Peter, and you will always have a place in my heart. Good night, for now. {Hugs}

Cousin Peter - you were very special to me and all your relatives. There was only one of you in this world. May God rest your soul and may you now be at peace. I love you and we will once again reunite in Heaven with all the rest of our family when we finally understand what this life is all about.

In my heart forever.