Darling
My heart bleeds to come to term that you are really gone. Like the proverbial shakepearian actor, you left the stage when the ovation was loudest. We had lofty dreams, we had great plans for our future. Our hopes of a great old age together was very high. But suddenly, you flew away without saying goodbye.
You never said I am leaving, you were gone before I knew it. All efforts to bring you back failed. Only God knows why. Hmmmm............. Who are am I, to question God? He is right all the time. He is the unquestionable God. He ruleth in the affairs of men.
Your absence is visible in me. The deafening silence around me in the noisiest place, and my protacted loneliness in midst of people is enough a vacuum, to reveal your absence. Many times I needed you, you are no more to be found, your space beside me is empty, many times I cried, tears dries up with no one to console me.
If love could have saved you, if it was money, I would have spent my last to see you through, you never would have died. This is one death that sneaked in unnoticed. Wicked coward death!!! Why didn't you have the courage to face me squarely? Why did you choose to creep in unnoticed and cheated me where it pains dearly. I am an apostle of love, I teach people to love and not hate, but I hate you, you wicked death. Some Friends and families counsels me to forget and move on. Kind words!!! Isn't it? I would say, so easy to say, but the love between me and my wife is so deep rooted than that. It's hard to let go. I missed you very dearly darling, your kindness, your love and your supports. I feel, I still have a lot of them to reciprocate as we always do.
In life, I love you dearly, in death I love you still. In my heart, you hold a place that no one else can ever fill. It breaks my heart to loose you; but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home. Rest on...... my Jewel of inestimable value, my quintessential soulmate, my superlative friend and my adorable wife
Adieu! Adieu!! Adieu!!! Till we meet at the end of time at the feet of our master Jesus on the resurrection day, your memory remains a treasure.