I WANTED TO GET MARRIED TO GIVE MY BABY YOUR LAST NAME. HIS NAME IS MAURICE WARE....THIS IS ALL I WILL SAY. OUR MOMS WENT WITH US YOU WERE 18 I WAS 17....I LOVE YOU.

YOU DID NOT LIKE WHAT I GOT...I THINK WE ARGUED ABOUT IT..YOU WENT BACK AND GOT ANOTHER COAT I WAS ANGRY BUT I MUST ADMIT I LIKED YOURS BETTER. IT ALSO CAME WITH A CAP... KELVIN AS SO CUTE IN IT.

We went to get a cat at the human society and the same day the cat died. I was watching tv came down to find the cat dead in the kitchen. i cried and cried because i love that cat...Later on that week I was still upset lying around in bed and all of a sudden you said here... in your blunt voice you had put a little crazy gray little rat on my bed well it was a baby cat... he was so little he looked like a rat. I tried to pick him up he scratch the hell out of me. He was wild... i don't know where you got him but you was determine to make me happy again with another cat... and I was...He was my pride in joy until he had to be put to sleep because a dog had broken his back...My mom had to leave work  and take me to the vet hospital...she literally had to tell her job she had to leave to take a cat to the hospital...We got there they came and told me that they would have to put the cat to sleep because the cat could not live that way.. i cried out of control...the cat was dragging his back legs behind him as he tried to walk...I was devastated....knowing there was nothing else i could do... The point i make is you went out your way to make me happy... you know how much I loved animal.....I have had animal in my life since I was a little girl...My first love was my dog Peaches. That another story entirely.

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR LOVE FOR MY LOVE.

So extremely Beautiful... We know you cut those balloons lose for a joke...My baby gave your her argument as only she can do to giving you a piece of her mind LOL... Just know we will never forget you and will always love you until we meet again...

This is our 3rd year without you and my daughter Paula Grace your Grave with such Beautiful flowers....She is a good supporter for me and try in every way she can to help me get through this most difficult time. It is also for her as well. Thank you Lord for giving us enough strength to get through.

MY FIRST TIME SEEING THIS TODAY SO SO DISTRAUGHT. HE KNEW YOU HE UNDERSTOOD... I NEVER HEARD HIM SAY ANYTHING UNTIL NOW. MY LIFE WILL NEVER EVER BE THE SAME AGAIN....

You came to sing Silent Night to your daughter on her 46th Birthday Silent Night!

I LEFT BUT MY LOVE LIFE WAS NEVER FULLFILLED  AGAIN. YOU WERE THE BEST!

I love you

IN HONOR OF YOU YOUR SON RALPH HAD A TATTOO OF YOU DOGTAG WITH PRAYING HANDS AROUND IT. I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US THROUGH OUR HEAVENLY FATHER. WE LOVE YOU. THE TATTOO WAS DONE ON THE 14TH, OR 15TH OF SEPTEMBER 2018...

KIMBERLY IS WHAT SHE HEARD ABOUT 3:00 IN THE MORNING...IT WAS YOU CALLING HER NAME IS AN ELECTRONIC VOICE SHE SAID. YOU ONLY SAID IT ONCE BUT IT WAS YOU...SHE JUMP UP AND LOOKED AROUND TO SEE WAS ANY ONE IN THE HOUSE, ONLY TO REALIZE IT WAS YOU COMING TO HER. TO TELL ME YOU ARE ALRIGHT. PLEASE ALWAYS COME THROUGH HER...IT MAKE ME FEEL SO GOOD...THANK YOU LORD FOR HELPING ME THOUGH THIS!!!

A voice came to my baby  today around 3 oclock in the morning.... KIMBERLY,  She said it was her daddy. the voice was like a electronic sound in her Dads voice. KIMBERLY. She jump up and said what was that the voice was so clear...She call and told me her Daddy had came to her September 12th 2018....She said she wonder why now? I told her I had been crying wanting him to let me know he as okay...I Know he can see me but he can't relay anything to me so he goes to his daughter to relay to me that he is still here. Kimberly always have been able to relate to spirits, she had predict things before they have happen at least 4 of 5 times That she has told me about....I thank you Lord for letting him come to his daughter to let me know he is okay. I can now say Death where is your sting. Please never stop coming to your daughter so she can come to me. Love you forever. The mother of your four kids and your lifetime sweetheart...

WAS LOOKING A MOVIE TODAY AND AT THE END THE CHILDREN BROUGHT A GIFT TO THE LITTLE GIRL THAT DOGS WAS MURDERED. WHEN SHE OPEN THE BASKET THERE WAS A LITTLE KITTEN IN THE BASKET.. i REMEMBER WHEN  YOU BOUGHT A LITTLE KITTEN TO ME WHEN MY KITTEN AS DIED. THAT EXPERIENCE, I WILL NEVER FORGET. YOU BOUGHT ME MY GEE GEE.

no matter how many years go by, my love and thought for you will never fade. you told me long ago that if you have a pocket so you will carry me around with you all the time! What a awesome thing yo say my love. Let me say to the man that put life in me and the only man I can say that did  that.  Happy Father!s Day!! Oh yes look at your babies dress you chose your flowers to match

I remembers incident when my uncle Robert drove up in a car you come rushing in telling me to go get your Rifle I was upstairs and I guess you had no time to turn your back because my uncle would kill you because he had already killed 2 and would later killed a 3rd one but had actually shot 5 people . 2 did live.

I remember a time when our son was playing by himself with dirt down the hill when a little boy came down a threw dirt on my baby for no reason. devastated by the incident

I quickly ran down took my son bucket fill it up with dirt and pour all of it on top of his head. The son mom was a known Bully and I know she was coming after me..she never did. Oh I  forgot..you Ralph Church was nobody to mess with either!

When I was -- and you were 12 you would sneak In my grandmother window Norma Jeans Window to be exact and that was our first time making love.

Yes my Kimberly wanted a bike for Christmas and yes we got her one! I love you my children father

We got our son Maurice the Eliminator Bike we later got our son Kelvin a yellow bike both from Western Union.

You came down from 3rd street the pink apt. to my place 215 central... I got my first kiss from you. You were 12 and I was 11... Ralph Church Jr. Oh how I love you. I will never forget...Love you forever and a day!!!

We were married July 27th 1968 this would gave been our 50th anniversary! I love you til the end of my time!

This is your life and these people gave your mom life which would be today Margaret was born February 11 1933.

I was so embarrassed

But I kept going back

You stay on 3rd I stay on Central and you would sneak down from your house I would open window in Norma Jeans bedroom and that us where we first had sex. You would come every night. You did not disappoint . You Ralph Church was well endowed, my last time having sex with you ashamed to say I wanted money.  You gave me 3000.00 dollars for that last time. I miss you so.  I can say we have2 / more kisses when I came to clean your house. You were the father to all of my kids. I bored you 4.

I am trying so hard to lighten my burden since you have left. Painting a yellow kitchen

Trying to get me out of the darkness. It is not working!

I wish to see you again and yes I do believe that Jesus Christ died for our sins!

Today we went and got her birth certicate she said this would bring back memories and make me sad. It did we were so young! You 21 me 20,

Your son came to me to talk about getting an apt. He had to move but on doing so he told me He went to the Overlooks and ran into a friend and the friend asked about you and he had to tell them you had passed. He had to tell two people who did not know you had went to be with the Lord. I cried knowing how much everyday I miss you like it was yesterday! I will never let your memories go are the thoughts your children bring to me without documenting it. Until next time love!

Shooting on News Years Bringing you in. You loved this so much. Will always speak of you Ralph Church Jr.

Celebrating you on her 46th. Your Kimberly! We love you and will never forget you are your precious memories.

A toast to you dad on my 46th birthday! Your Kimberly!

In respect to you. Your daughter wears your hat. I wish her a very 

Happy 46th birthday. For you!

Been almost 2 years since you left but rest assure I will never forget you not go round minute! I will love you til the end of my time!

I miss you so much 2 years. I love you!

Your son talk about you buying Paulaa fruit cake for her Birthday and you told them to clear their plate got some fruitcake  they said as soon as you turned your back they hid it! I remember it do well now! I love you Ralph Church Jr.

THANK  YOU FOR CHANGING THE FLOWERS!

Your Kimberly! The last conversation I had with you is your Kimberly!

I miss you so, this is the 2nd Christmas without. They don't know what they took from me the man that put life in me. I see you every day through them, for that i am so  forever greatful. Love you til the end of time. Christmas 2017.. I had to go to check on your son this day....Everything is okay, it's okay!!!

Poinsetta just for you, and yes i am so blue.  Purple for you too My Prince! Love you til the end of my time!

It came to her in a dream a message from you I am sure!