Daddy has been gone a very long time.. Funny thing is it seems like not even a year.. It's been ten years.. This year April 11th was ten years... I'm sure my sister is having a hard time too.. What I would give to hear you call me Randolph Scott..lol ..Our dad has been gone a long time@they say it gets better with time..the pain...well I'll tell ya now love who you have while you have them...its days like today that truly makes me disbelieve that time jheals all.. Today is the day I need you so bad , my heart hurts...So no today seems like you left yesterday. However I'm having a bad day..Tomorrow will be better ..I pray.. Remember those in your life everyday..appreciate them....not everyone wants to be around ....or is reliable or just good.Especially just to be good to you. So love what you have around you,  pray for the rest...Never forget those we lost..for me thats not possible but..when remembering try n find joy in your memories.. Too be wrapped in sadness will make you ignore what's here now... But to remember how much we miss and loved this wonderful person we have lost .... like my daddy,  on days today ..makes me wanna love and live even more.. In short being forced to face the fact that someone that you loved so much , for so long is now forever  gone, well that kinda pain has the power to make you look around at what u have if you let it... We only appreciate what we have because of all the great things we have lost.. ..Daddy told me that..well in his way!! Thought I'd share it...daddy I miss and love you more than you know.....always ... Until we meet again in will think of you often and will try very hard to do what you said..remember the gpoo times....today I remthe last movie me, you and the kids watched:-)  Martin Lawrence movie...we all laughed so hard..that wasa great day..see positive lol Daddy I miss and love you sooo much!!  RIP Your Always kept safe in my heart....Remember love those who want to be a part of your life..don't waste time on anyone who doesn't.. Their loss not yours.because time is a b!tvh ..And were all running out..Live..laugh love..... Thank you Daddy.. Just for being you..and for loving me...