Oh how I miss you. Every day I think of you I wish you were still here with me. My granddaughters are amazing, they give me so much joy. I wish you could have met them. Its hard to believe I'm the oldest now. Life sure changed since you left us. You always took care of me and I miss your love laughter and guidance so much. I'm doing my best without you guy's, but its hard. Ill never forget you and miss our special bond forever. You were my person. Tell mom and grandma I'm still list without you all, but ill do my best for my kids and grandkids to show them what you all taught me. Family is everything. Mike jyst found out he has twin sisters and is getting to know them. Life sure surprises us. I miss having family. Ill always miss the way it was before you left us. I never in my wildness dreams thought I would be cast aside it still breaks my heart. I can't keep asking for a connection with the ones who threw me away. As you would say fuck them its their loss, but it still hurts me. I'm hear you in my heart and that they can never take from me. Love you always.

Hi daddy, today is four years without you. Grams has been with you now two months. We have been cleaning out her house this month. I miss you both so much. I wish you were here, I'm trying to make you proud. It's so hard without your guidance, but I hear you in my heart. I will Always keep your memory alive. I love you both the most. I feel very lost without you both, we were all so close. I'm the last of the three muskateers. It's so hard, I'm scared and lonely, but I try everyday to be my best. Some days I feel so lost, my heart is broken. I just miss you so much. I wish you were here. I really need you guys, you both were my best buddies, my safety net, my advisors, my lifetime of memories is full of you. What a great life you had, so much love and laughter. I know your up there singing and watching over us. Always, your daddy's girl, sis

I still cry too much. I miss you everyday daddy. Going to place a new cross in your grave, life just isn't the same without you to talk to. We went to San Francisco and walked the same path I went with you last weekend, it was bitter sweet. I'm glad your not suffering anymore but I wish you were still here. I love you. Always

Took you flowers and liit a birthday candle for you tonight. Mike lit you fireworks, crazy ass. I miss you everyday. I need your advice all the time. I hear you in my heart now, still guiding me through this crazy life. I love you always. Happy birthday daddy

Miss you so much. The holidays and your birthday are hard without you. Everyday I think of you. I miss your advice. I listen to you with my heart now, and know you are always with me. Happy second birthday in heaven daddy.