Always in my heart son and forever you are missed and lived. Mom
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Leave a tributeAlways in my heart son and forever you are missed and lived. Mom
I feel very alone at times now with the passing of MJ. I am so blessed having Shylen with me and Tracy and her kids. They have helped me and are there for me. You'd be proud of Shylen how he stepped up for MJ and me as well as Tracy and family.
I wish you were here so I could hug you once more and tell you how much I love you. I know time here is so short and I will see you again. Never ever forget how proud I am and blessed to have had you as my son!!
Til I see you again. Love you..mo.
I love you dearly son and happy heavenly birthday. Love..Mom
Everyone is all grown up now and moving on with their own lives. Shylen has been traveling became a bartender and getting to know his brothers. Tommy is engaged to Taylor and your granddaughter is so beautiful.
Sara is lost so if you can watch over her…
Chris is a machine operator and is just living life, back in Illinois for a little. Mike is going to take his Journeyman test this year and working the job you loved. Taylor is getting ready to start school and looking into a medical or electrical trade. Moms busy with something like always haha. I became a mom again and you’d love your little niece, she likes your monkey face picture. I thought we’d be watching the kids do this together, but in a way we are so that’s good enough for me.
Maybe it’s because of how we grew up, dad in the Air Force, moving all the time, you were never just my annoying little brother…you are my best friend, my day one as the kids say and I miss you.
But I’m glad you’re missing the craziness of the world today and we needed another angel up there to help dad watch over us.
I know I’ve got through some days just because of you…
Give dad and that grand baby of mine a hug,
This year I will watch the most important thing I physically possess and that you put all of yourself into it. When I checked the mail that day I was so confused and then I watched it and felt all your love. It’s the hug you left me and I’m so thankful ❤️
#keepingyourmemoryaliveforever
I love and miss you son.
Forever your mom
7 years of birthdays in Heaven, we were there again today to celebrate our love for you and the great memories you left us. We caught up, hugged, laughed and reconnected. You are still able to give us some of our best memories and we thank you❤️
I love you little brother and thank you for the pieces of you in this town that carry me along
The years keep on ticking away, life goes on, we all get older. We take day by day and do best we can. The hardest part is you not being here son. I miss you so much and you are in my thoughts every day. Decisions I make with your sons, I ask myself what would you want me to do and I know answer as tho you are here. I remember good memories of you and what an awesome son you were. Yes, you had issues but we know what caused them. You'd be proud and I know you are of your sons. They are becoming fine young men and Tracy and I will be here and continue to help them as you would.
We miss you and love you dearly. Happy 46th birthday and give family love from me. With much love. Mom
I can't begin to tell you what that felt like. So many things could have been done differently so this didn't have to happen. You leaving changed so much, some immediate and others following over the next few years. I guess we all have found our new normals by now and life is still good although much different than what it was supposed to be. I hope you are happy and at peace where you are. I will see you again someday.
In my thoughts,
Denna
Today is Mj and my anniversary... 12 years. It seems longer then 5 years you have not been here. I miss you so darn much son. I miss our teasing, joking, even difficult times... I just miss You!! I am doing best I can with your boys and they are growing into men. It hurts you have not been here for them. They miss you dearly. I know we will all be with you one day and I know you are with your dad and our family and believe you are all taking care if Cayson for us. He was a beautiful baby and we miss him too. Watch over us, esp your sons OK. Keep eye on our girls mitzi and candi too.
I live you more every day son. You are always in my heart and thoughts. Love mom
I love you Randy
Give dad a hug and my love
You two are the worst part of letting go so far...
I miss your hugs
You are forever my favorite dude
Always know that I love you more then words can write and miss you every second of every day. You are in my thoughts and prayers. A candle is lit for you today and your are deeply loved and missed....
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To the guy that I prayed for
That made me laugh
That made me cry
That made me so angry sometimes that I thought I'd kill him
To the guy who brought out the smiles
To my brother, my best friend
To the guy I miss with ever breath I take
Happy Birthday
I love you
Yesterday today and in all the tomorrows God gives me...
I love you Randy!
Knowing I won't get that phone call I waited every year for is just a reminder that this is an unchangeable situation.
Getting older doesn't make me sad....the things I miss do...
Love ya Ran
Watch over them with dad and keep them safe and I promise in 2016 I will try harder and give our family a good happy life, even if I have to go crazy doing it lol. I can do this, Help me find a better place I need you and your craziness and your support. Fact is I just miss you so damn much!
Love you little brother, please give our dad a big hug...
Happy New Year....
I really think we are all doing better, not great but better. The void in our hearts that can only be filled by you are still very present but we are learning to live with it.
Not a minute of the day goes by that you don't cross my mind. There are so many things you should be here for big and small.
A song for you and dad...yes both of you its country lol sorry
You Should Be Here by Cole Swindell
Christmas Eve... The smiles of the amazing family I have helps hold back all the tears that are always just a blink away. When I moved my family back here JULY of 2013 i was so looking forward to being here and being with my brother and his family and my mom. I crossed the border into Oklahoma and my soul screamed with joy! Sadly this is another holiday I was looking forward to spending with them that, although happy because I'm so lucky to have great kids, is also bittersweet because through this last year we have lost so much. All the hopes and dreams I was so looking forward to are now just realizations that those who we love leave, whether by circumstance or choice. It's a lesson in life I will never get used to. We will enjoy today and tomorrow for you dad and Randy, we will continue to grow and get stronger together as a family and I know you are both right beside us all cheering us on. The people in my life, this family is unbreakable and share the truest form of love. I have complete faith in that. You all are my reason to keep on keeping on and the smile in my heart! I love you mom Jamie Aufieri Ogden I love you Sara Elizabeth Aufieri I love you Chris Sondag I love you Mike Sondag I love you Shylen Aufieri I love you Tommy Aufieri I love you Taylor Sondag I love you Neall I love you Sam
Thank you for truly loving me, I'd be lost without you
Christmas 1 without both you and dad 2013
Hey Ran do you see how loved you are!!! If you ever doubted it in this life you now know you were wrong to doubt it. Hind sight is 20/20 right?!
Just love you guys up there and everyone here, just felt like letting you all know wherever you may be!
I miss you Randy! Love you always
We argued a lot. I fought with you at inopportune times, but my anger was fueled by my passion and emotions for you. I cared. I loved you. I loved all of you. I loved that I was the only one you showed certain parts of yourself to, you gave me all of you.
I wiped your tears as you spoke about your family, there’s nothing in this world I loved more than holding your hand and whispering words of reassurance in your ear, because I knew you weren’t broken, you were just bent. And I loved all your edges, all your roughness. Your imperfections were perfect to me.
I challenged you because I loved you.
I confronted you a lot. I’m not the type of girl who nods and laughs and is always comfortable, I wasn't easy — as in, I didn't just "go with the flow.” But that’s because I craved more from you - I had opinions and big dreams for the future, I wanted the best for you. I never put up with not getting everything I deserved.
I never let you get away with slacking on your talents or putting in effort towards our relationship because I knew what we had. And you were never left uninspired.
There are many things I never thanked you for.
I thought I couldn’t live without you, but my heart is finally starting to beat again. You broke my heart open and new light got in, you made me so desperate and out of control that I had to transform my life, and I did.
I thought I would grow old with you, but sometimes, life has other plans. That doesn’t mean I ever stopped loving you. When someone touches your heart, they will infinitely be there.
I had so much anger and pain, it was gnawing away at me, slowly destroying me. But then I realized that our love wasn’t the kind that results in the fusing of two lives into one, it was the kind of love that gave me new life, that taught me much more than a happily ever after ever could. And I don’t regret a second of it.
There isn't a minute you aren't on my mind, I don't miss you and feel the emptiness you, my son, left me with. I miss your smile, laugh, yelling, I miss YOU. There is no fu)in this spot with another son, as no one can fi) this hile. Nor can any one fill that spot in your sisters heart, nor your two sons,nieces and nephews ever. We had one chance at having that with you.
I need to grieve soon as my heart is needing it. I am driving everyone away that I live because I am trying so hard not to hurt like this again so I am holding on so tight everyone is leaving me. I pray every night for thus ache to get beter, but it get worse every day. I know when all turmoil it over I can heal...I pray our family and sons will too.
I love you and miss you. Hugs to our family in heaven and a hug to mitzu for me and scooter. Mom
It was always Tracy and Randy, now I struggle to feel whole without you...I miss and love you...
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Always in my heart son and forever you are missed and lived. Mom
I feel very alone at times now with the passing of MJ. I am so blessed having Shylen with me and Tracy and her kids. They have helped me and are there for me. You'd be proud of Shylen how he stepped up for MJ and me as well as Tracy and family.
I wish you were here so I could hug you once more and tell you how much I love you. I know time here is so short and I will see you again. Never ever forget how proud I am and blessed to have had you as my son!!
Til I see you again. Love you..mo.
Miss you
Two years ago today 2014
Six months...a half a year gone since you and Leah went for a quick ride...two people who didnt know each other just wanting to enjoy a motorcycle ride on a beautiful summer night...
I am in between feeling like its been forever since I last saw you and feeling like it was just yesterday...I'm in between being angry you're not here and waiting for you to walk through the door and say "I'm back." I'm lost in between denial and acceptance...hope and despair...anger and sadness.
Our lives were changed forever in five minutes.
I miss you Randy...I wish you could just come back home...
RANDY MEMORY 51-
Remember the day I drove down to Moore with you and you drove me by the house we lived in for a bit there before we moved to Mustang...I was pregnant with Chris and dad had been gone for nine years...you never expected me to lose it and go into hysterical tears. Poor you, you pulled over and just held me until I calmed down saying you were sorry. You were doing something you thought would make me smile and it did but the memories flooded me and I couldn't control the feelings that came. I want you to know I love that you thought to bring me by there that day and im sorry I scared you. I love you Randy. Sure could use another one of those hugs and you holding me for an hour so I can just cry these feelings away...a lot of us could use just an hour...