its been 5 years Daddy, still seems like yesterday.  I miss you so much, but now you have my sister with you, I'm just very lonely.   Mom and I have never been very close, and it's more distant than ever now but whatever.  I wish you were here just so I could hug you and talk to you.  I miss you and love you very much, fly high.  

Daddy you were the best.  Always there for me, never judged me, always listened,  always had a hug for me.  I miss you so much, it isn't any easier yet, going on 2 years, still hurts like hell!  I miss your stories, sitting by the campfire with you, I just miss you.