Liam Patrick Joseph O’Neill, (2019 - 2020) - ForeverMissed.com Online Memorials

⭐️My Angel in the Stars⭐️
I hope your dancing in heaven sweet lil
Man of mine❤️

Born on October 19, 2019 in Boston, Massachusetts, United States
Passed away on August 23, 2020 in Boston, Massachusetts, United States

My beloved son Liam Patrick Joseph O’Neill was born on a beautiful fall morning. On October 19, 2020 at 9:15 a.m. Liam Patrick Joseph O’Neill was finally his own lil person. It was all so surreal. I was finally holding my son in my arms . My son was safe & in my arms & for the first time since childhood I felt at peace. I spent most of my adult life struggling to fill an emptiness in my soul & as a gazed in awe at the miracle Liams Daddy & I created I felt reborn, I was complete. Liam filled that emptiness in my soul, he was the beat to my heart, the light in my life, I knew I was born to be his Momma! I made poor choices &suffered the consequences of those choices. I thought that one of those consequences was that I would never get to meet the son I’d dreamt of having since I can remember…The moment my son was born I felt complete…As I held my precious son I knew my life had finally begun. I can’t explain that feeling of pure & genuine love. There aren’t words to articulate such a bond/connection..Nor can I explain what it’s like to lose that genuine love. It would be easier if I had died myself, to live without him is like living without my soul. I feel empty inside. Nothing feels ‘right’ & there’s little I get enjoyment from. I miss feeding him & giving him a bath...I miss being my sons Mom, I even miss changing his crappy diaper! Grief is a funny thing, it’s an emotion, emotions & feelings aren’t rational & we all grieve differently. I spend a lot of time pretending I’m ok, I lie & I try to remain positive & hopeful...But inside I’m SCREAMING, I WANT MY SON BACK! I Just want my baby boy back...I want my life back, my family...I am so thankful for my son. I am so blessed to have had Liam. He was the light in my life, the sparkle in my eyes & he brought me to life. When I became his Mom my dreams were my reality. Now I awake every morning to the realization that I’m living my worst nightmare & I can’t wake up. Liam blessed my life with so much love & his loss left a void that can never be filled. I think about his life & the life he’ll never get to have... I have to believe he’s watching over me, in the Stars he loved so much...I am still his Mother & As his Mom I think it’s my job to share his life, our memories. He can Live on through our memories. He had a enormous presence. Looking upon his face you knew an Angel had kissed those chubby cheeks…And his giggle, his smile…I will spend my life mourning him & celebrating his life. However short it was it will forever be the best 10 months of my life... This website is a tribute to Liam Patrick Joseph O’Neill, the beat to my heart...please feel free to share your own memories. I hope your dancing in heaven My Angel in the stars ⭐️ ✨⭐️

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June 28, 2021

Posted by Patrick ONeill on May 26, 2021
I knew he was special the moment I found out about the pregnancy.. I LOOKED AT HIS MOTHER and said thank you its a boy Just some reason i knew of course we did the hocus pocus stuff and it all was proving me wrong and everyone was like girl. i never budged not to Jackie or her sisters. I just had a feeling like with my oldest Kaley whos a beautiful smart bright young woman now..
October 19th 2019, Liam Patrick Joseph was born I believe at about 11:14 am and there was my 1st son.. And he was amazing full head of hair at one point he looked like Mr. Burns from the Simpsons. ALOT sy he looked like me or looked like Jackie but he was himself with our genes which were amazing he was our miricle blueberry, HE was born right before winter then covid came he didnt touch grass till aug.. As long he had his nonna he didnt care his eyes were like a great blue lake his hair a goldenstrawberry blonde and he was quite the discovorer he cou;d find the needle in a haystack just to give a good scare to me and his mother who was already shopping for bubbles. But the feuture i noticed the most was his laugh.. it alone could set off a chain reaction at fathers day with the max limit for then the yard filled with all he loved dear, it started as a hahehe and ended in the entire family laughing with him every time he laughed and it was alot as he was so happy and he showed love to anyone who met him but we were there to dee the 1st time he looked at scout his bff learning stuffed dog then at me and then Jacqueline and he gave that Dog scout the biggest hug and a kiss Jackie and I both knew it was his way of telling us both he loved us....

April 15, 2021

My Angel in the Stars...fly high my precious lil man...We were not ready to say goodbye....You should be here with Momma & Dadda❤️You were so curious &just wanted to experience everything & you had such a fire inside you! You would stop at NOTHING until you were ready to stop! .I miss u so much!!! Daddy does too....Life has been crazy without you!!! I don’t know how to live in a world without you...But I’m trying for you...I hope your having a blast up in those stats you loved so much❤️❤️❤️