Rex sent me this while in the hospital having chemo. I will love him forever

We were visiting my parents in Missouri Rex decided to carve our name's in a tree so that every time I went there I could see it.Did'nt know then how important that tree would be to me.

Not a day goes by that my heart doesn't grieve over my greatest loss.That would be you sweetheart.Morning,noon& night my thoughts are filled with our memories,and my great loss.I've lost the rest of my life not having my soulmate.A great loss.Though I know your suffering has ended and you are now in heaven with heavenly Father &your parents.I guess that's the selfish in me ,never wanting to be without you.Your always in my heart and mind and you will always be my one and only sweetheart.I will hold you again and never let you go when I get there.

Love forever your Sweetheart,your wife.

This was Rex's mom when she had become ill,still a very beautiful lady.

A beautiful lady,who loved her children with everything in her.

The weekend we fell in Love all over again.This time it was our souls that felt so close I will never forget that weekend .I felt so special to my sweetheart not only with my heart but my soul as well.Rex you will always be my one and only soulmate. I will love you forever.

Where we camped we always had plenty of wild life.T hat was our tent.

Rex always had an infectious smile.When he would smile every one in the room would be smiling not even knowing why sometimes.A lot of times if that smile just showed up,you better watch out, he was planning or had just pulled a  prank on someone.He had a quiet kind of humor,until you got to know him.Rex would keep you laughing.One time some guys at work kept hassling him.They would move his tool box every day, take the job he was on and relocate it just bully's.So one evening while he worked he glued all of there tool boxes shut and even glued them to the floor.The next day we laughed so hard we couldn't get much work done.The men were so mad they had general manager's in the room security the whole place was buzzing.Of course they blamed Rex but when they investigated there were so many employees that couldn't stand these men & they all blamed each other.Well Rex just stayed quite like he does so well. So they left him alone. The week after that commotion they made Rex lead Man.It was hilarious these men were so mad then they had to do what he told them.I loved it. They had that coming for years.He didn't know but that day he helped all employees.He took a little wind out of those windbags.lol

Rex loved taking his mom out for coffee because she loved going out to have coffee & pie.She loved Rex so much you could see it Everytime they were together.Im sure he's there for her coffee breaks again.

my wonderful husband planned it all.On the morning of the 23rd of October Rex took me to the beautiful cabin in the Wood's.He had flowers everywhere he had preplanned everything.It had an old wooden box fridge,beautiful fireplace and of course an outhouse.we spent the weekend of our wedding there.We went back and changed into our Wedding clothes,met with the preacher. Then we all went to the cabin.Rex drove me there in a Model A car,it was just perfect.He had planned this all in his mind ordered our authentic 1800 clothes.It was the most wonderful day of my life.All this because My sweetheart wanted me to have a old fashioned wedding.Rex I Iove you with all my Heart.I will remember that day until the day I die.I will honor our commitment until then as well.See you then. Love You.   Your Wife

One trip we went on was camping in Missouri.we started to were we would be c amping  Rex kept driving and driving,I ask him were we lost he said no and kept driving up the mountain.Finally we came to a camp on the top of some mountain by a river it was beautiful,but I don't think that's were we were headed.He just laughed and told me he wanted to take me on an adventure.After that every time I thought we might be lost he would say we were on an adventure.He was so funny,nevet really got upset about anything.I was so lucky to have him in my life.I love him more then life.

Rex you are not forgotten I think of you on every Holiday,Actually every minute of every day.Our wedding ornament,the heart you got me and the Christmas tree.

Two weeks before Rex went in the hospital He wrote my last love letter with shaking hand's.My sweetheart always left me notes and letters around the house,on my pillow Or in the kitchen on the fridge.This one was left on our wedding picture.The most loving,soft hearted man I've ever known.I will love only you forever.

Our trip to Kerrville,the most wonderful 5 day trip anyone could take.my wonderful husband planned it for our anniversary.will never forget this trip.love you Rex.

Your favorite thing to do,camping at our favorite state park.Jacksboro State park.we had so many good times there.

Remember the day we spent in in Grandbury I'll never forget it you were so cute that day took me to all the antique shops,to the park,out to eat at babes Chicken.What a wonderful day to think about we always had such great times.I just wish there were more.Imiss you so much.

You took a part in all the grandkids life.I really loved that about you.They talk about you all the time.They loved you.

This man my sweetheart gave me more love in the all to short life we had together then most people have in a lifetime.I will always love just you no one could ever take your place.until we are together again.All my love

Rex taking his dad to the Dr. And getting his hair cut.he loved being with his father.He loved this picture.

This woman could do no wrong in Rex's eye's he loved her so much.I was very lucky to have known her.She was an incredible woman.Also a great Mother who would do anything for her children.I'm sure he's happy to be with her again.

The man he loved so much and he respected .Rex was so much like his father,I could see it being around the both of them.His father led by example.

Paul bought Rex laps at a race track driving a race car.He said he loved,and would never forget it.so happy he knew how much we loved him.

Christmas in Heaven, What do they do? They come down to Earth to spend it with you. So save them a seat, just one empty chair. You may not see them, But they will be there.

<p>Rex took me to Kerrville,Texas for our anniversary.It was so wonderful he took me to the hollow cross we wrote prayers on prayer rocks and placed them beneath the cross he was starting to get real sick though we had the most wonderful time.I always had great times with Rex But this was really special.We went to a cowboy museum.and that night he took me to dance seeing he had really been to sick to feel like dancing in the last couple years.He had the band play a special song and led me up with no one on the floor and danced.what an evening. I will never forget that night.I feel in love with him all over again.I didn't think I could love him any more then I did,but that night it was so reinforced.what a wonderful man.I could never love anyone else again.Just my sweetheart.Rex ♥ my love