I miss you so much.In April it's 4 years that your gone and I still have no idea how to live without you.You meant everything to me and you still do.There isn't a day that passes that I don't think of you and wish you were still here. I love you Rick and I always will.

God I miss you so much,you were my first love and even when you were out of my life for over 20 years I never stopped loving you.Our relationship was special,you were always there for me when I needed you.when I was hurting or needed somewhere to go you were always there for me even when I was impossible to deal with.we just couldn't walk away from each other and I am so glad of that.I am so thankful that I was there for you the last few years of your life at least you did have some happiness and you knew that I loved you.You were special to me and you still are.I will love you for as long as I live my sweet Pooh Bear. You used to tease me telling me that you own me and you do.you own my heart and my love forever.I will always be your little Piki.
RIP my love,until we meet again.Muah.

There aren’t words that I could put on here that would explain how much I loved you or needed you. You were the only person I could always count on in my life. We didn’t always see eye to eye but I loved you non the less. Every day has been painful every day I think about how you died. Every day I think about how you were hit by a car and dragged and the pain it caused you.
Every day I feel that pain, you died alone. You never got to eat your last meal never got to say good bye to your grand children. Every day it hurts. A pain i don’t know will ever go away. Every time I look at your grand children I see my self and I see you and it hurts I thank god for my children but i see you in them and it hurts. Tears have come from a hurting heart that will continue to hurt. I think back to when I was a child, you were always there for me, loved me, showed me a lot of affection. Today I’m loving to my children because of you. Today I’m strong and work hard because you showed me the way. Taught me to be proud of who I am and where I come from. I miss you dad and it will never be the same with out you.
Over the years I’ve lost a lot of people I love and this hurt. Cut me really deep. I love you pops I hope that I made you proud and continue to and that you’ll look over your grand children and be their guardian angel in life and protector as you were mine. Love your son. Rich.