January 21
January 21
Hey dad I hope you can either see or somehow hear this but man I really miss you aye I wish we could have had our first beer together when I was 18 but I know that couldn't have happened but I wish it could have I wish you were here to talk to when I need a fathers point of view on things or a man's view you honestly were one of a kind you were the greatest dad and I really wish I got to share more memories with you I've been through so much I've done stupid things seen rlly bad things but most of all I've flipped my life around I've found a girl whom of which I hope to marry one day and be as great of a dad as you were I cant believe it's been almost 15 years and it's almost your birthday I don't know what to do we lost uncle Robbie and I lost my job too I really miss both of yous I hope your both up there playing pool together I just wish I got to hear all the stories you could have shared I honestly miss staying up playing halo with you or sneaking out to the kitchen at midnight to get a snack with you or watching anime and movies and listening to music with you I really do have all these memories with you but I wish you were here to be by my side whilst I was growing into the man I am today I really hope your proud of me if only I knew you were by my side through this hard time I just hope you know regardless on the fact you've been gone for years now your never gonna be forgotten nor loved you've been an inspiration to me and I really wish I could be the father you were to my future kids I just hope you have a way to read this because I just needed to tell you all that and that I love you and miss you heaps ️rock on up there dad rock on️