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Happy Birthday

March 3, 2023
Today you would have been 60 never did I think I would outlive you my husband. My life has moved forward but never forgetting you for one moment. I dreamt of you last night I felt you were calling me on the phone I awoke to having the phone in my hand . I cried I miss you now and forever my love . 
Your wife always ❣️

Happy birthday my love

March 3, 2022
one more year here on this Earth without you Ricky today your birthday time has gone so fast yet slow my husband. I finally got a home to stay in it's not much but will do until I get to come to see you . God miss you and I know my heart is not complete without you . Happy Birthday where ever you are my love I will never forget you I promise...,..

My 59th birthday Ricky

October 14, 2021
I'm so sad on this earth without you Ricky nothing feels the void in my broken heart .  I'm going to be 59 tomorrow and I never expected to go before you and to live this long . Its a sad & lonely world without you my husband.  I'm lost i want to be with you I don't want to be here anymore.  Seems like yesterday I laid on your chest hearing your heart beat now nothing just a fake smile & face i put on but I'm truly dead inside . Alot has happened Ricky we have this thing called covid a virus im not afraid of dying Ricky it means hopefully I will see you again . I grow old Ricky I dream of the mountains and you . Love forever & always your wife 2021 

It's autumn 2021

September 23, 2021
Today i was packing away my summer things saying goodbye to them once again the thought came to me i think next year I will see them again but its been 6 years Ricky your still not home yet . My heart will forever be broken I have went to help others but deep inside my wish is to have died that day with you . The seasons change but the pain remains my love . 
Love you forever your wife 

5 years

June 23, 2021
Ricky i see all the pain in the eyes of those that loved you . I look into the mirror at myself today only to see time without you has not been kind to me my time here on earth without you is empty. I put a smile on only to pretend im ok i wait for the day i can leave this world filled with pain sense you went away . Im so very lost & lonely without you my husband. Wait for me i will see you soon . Love you forever

Your mamas tears

June 23, 2019

Ricky your mamas heart is broken her tears are endless . i wish i could make it better but i cant i cant . she misses you so much . 

Forever

June 23, 2019

*** FOREVER***

Wake up my love from this hell you walk in wake up!


I see you giving up on the person you once were you are no more wake up my love wake up !


I hear your cries late at night of why , why , why ? Wake up my love wake up ! I see you wandering aimlessly looking to all for answers for comfort wake up my love wake up! Your once heart of beauty has now turned to ice you lay with not me rather with hate of what you no longer have wake up my love wake up ! Forever is what i promised you forever is what i gave to you Things that last forever never come to an end — they continue endlessly. An experience that changes you forever alters you in ways that will last the rest of your life. So you see my love be it a minute or many years forever is what i had to give .Wake up my love wake up ! My body is only a shell love true love is not of the body but of the souls that connected us from birth . Wake up my love wake up ! Im forever with you just as all have a season of death and rebirth look to the beauty around you im in all that you see my love . Wake up my love wake up ! I am the trees, and the flowers in which the leaves in the petals fall during the winter but I am also the beautiful blooming flowers that you see and the trees that are full when spring comes once again. Wake up my love wake up! For i gave unto you my forever


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Its been 3 years

June 23, 2019

Your heart went to someone else today Ricky . My heart feels as if it went away too . The tears will always be a part of missing you i wish that you could have found happiness on this earth but i know you didnt . im sorry if i was a burden to you but im glad you held me through the years . i will always love you no matter where this life carries me ..

Love your wife 

Gabbys formal dance

May 4, 2019

i wish you were here to see her Ricky i know you would be so proud . Shes growing so fast into a beautiful young lady . I miss you every moment of everyday 

Your birthday

March 3, 2019

you were never big on celebrations today i through the tears try to remember that i love you Ricky 

Our Love

January 21, 2019

                         


Ricky & I were a perfectly imperfect couple that spent 17 years together. Through good , bad , and ugly one thing was always sure our love & loyalty till the end withstood every storm .