My heart never felt so much pain
The sky came together and dropped lots of rain
I thought my life was coming to an end
All I know is I will never give in
You were the reason I became who I am
You hold my life in the palm of your hand
You showed me right from wrong
But the day you died everything went wrong
You knew me oh so well
The day you died my heart fell
I will never forget you until I die
Maybe someday we will meet up in the sky
I know the lord took you cause it was time
But he should of let me say the right goodbye
I think of you from day to day
Wondering what you would think of me today.
If heaven had a window and God granted me a view,
of all the beauty it beholds, I'd only look for you.
I'd listen for your laughter that was always music to me,
your beautiful hair and hazel eyes is what I'd wish most to see.
If I could only view once more the smile that warmed my heart,
I'd treasure that moment as long as I live and we must be apart.
Here on earth I search for you and pray to God for signs,
and every day that passes you're still with me in my mind.
I know you're happy in heaven; you've earned your mansion indeed,
I imagine your kitchen table and you waiting there for me.
I love you and I miss you more than words can say,
and what I wouldn't give just to talk to you today.
I hope that you can hear me and listen to my thoughts,
and wherever this life takes me you know I've not forgot.
That once upon a time I was blessed and loved, it's true,
and if heaven had a window I'd only look for you.
The chair where you sat lies vacant and still,
The air so silent, through my body runs a chill,
The sound of your laughter echoes in my ears,
The teddy that you loved brings me close to tears.
Photos of you smiling are scattered on the wall,
The sense that you are here, as I walk through the hall.
An empty bed remains made just as it was that night,
Bedroom left alone, even though you're out of sight.
Your DVD's and music left untouched upon the shelf,
Some of which you didn't get to watch yourself.
The cup from which you drank tea alone behind the door,
Left abandoned like a friend not needed any more.
I looked into the night sky, on that fateful night,
I saw a star begin to flicker, like a fading light.
They say a star fades when a life comes to an end,
But for you God made an exception, that rule he did bend.
He reignited the flickering star so we can look above,
To see that star shining bright, showering us with love.
Stars may fade but the light lives on somewhere,
Just because you can't see it, doesn't mean it isn't there.
ma wish u was here two see my kids i knw u wud luv em i always show em ur pics writing this put tears in my eyes knowing that six yrs has cum n u left us heart broken ma we missed n love u mama
25.07.12 i wont neva forget the day god called u home
didnt not get to say good bye to u ma i love u n missed u my queen u left me with noone one to talk to only u i cud tlk to about my ups n dwns ma
i jus hld bckeverything inside n cry it out cause u far away from me
