Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you. It’s been 7 yrs that I last seen you last touched you and last heard your voice. I have learned to live without you but I still find myself crying and yelling. 
So much has gone on these past 7yrs Robbie that I wonder how the heck I even made it this far! One thing that will never change is my love for you. I hope that you are happy and having the time of your life up there. I go to your grave all the time sit there and cry. I would give anything to hear your voice one last time. 
Im going through a lot right now with my health and I need you here so badly!! Please please just come back!!!i just need you! I need you to tell me I will be ok and hold my hand!!

Robbie made me mad that day so he went to get into the shower. Well about 5 mins later I hear him yelling me name Crystal help! I was like what do you want?! Im stuck he said..I went into the bathroom he had slipped and got ten hos head stuck between the tub and the wall! LMAO It was priceless