I REMEMBER A STORY  THAT  YOU  ONCE  SHARED  ABOUT THE BOND BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR BROTHER.  YOU TOLD ME PROUDLY THAT PEOPLE AROUND THE TOWN CALLED YOU THE  *DUKE BOYS*.  IT WAS A  MOMENT THAT YOU HAD IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU WERE SO TRULY PROUD OF.  IT BROUGHT YOU HAPPINESS THAT OTHERS COULD FEEL.. I CAN STILL SEE YOU SMILING AND I CAN HEAR THE LAUGHTER THAT FOLLOWED.  I  SURE MISS YOU. I FOUND OUT LAST WEEK THAT I HAVE A COUPLE CANCER TUMORS IN MY BRAIN. IT IS THE COMFORT OF GODS LOVE AND THE LOVE OF YOU THAT KEEPS THE FEAR AWAY.  WALK WITH ME AS I TAKE THIS JOURNEY TO WHEREVER THE LORD FEELS I SHOULD GO... I  WISH YOU WERE HERE AND COULD HOLD MY HAND. I WISH YOU WERE HERE REGARDLESS.  EVEN IF YOU HATED ME.  I WOULD ACCEPT THAT IF YOU  WERE HERE.