Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on September 26, 2019
I love you Bobby I miss you so much uhggg so much time has gone by I hate that your gone I effin hate it...never did we go without never did we ever have to worry I want you back here with me dammit. I know your ok but this is horrible this feeling of not having you , even though I talk to you an know you're watching out for me an the kids an grandbabies  death of our bodies sucks an its awful plz stay closer to me plzzzzzzzzz I miss you so bad I love you so much nothing will ever be the same EVER !!!
Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on December 2, 2018

I miss you soooooooo much Bobby today was Everett's first birthday,  Knoxxy's will be 1 on the 21st I still hate everything without you !!! Nannie just left here /passed she said in her note to me she'd hug an kiss you for me ?? I ...hope she did ♡♡ everything still super hard without you Gemmas getting so big too !! You would adore her.  I know you don't worry about much here of things going on here .... suppose I wouldn't  .... well I worry to much not to look back . I cant believe that I've gotten this far without you ... I miss an love u so fuckin much time hasn't healed ,kept shit at bay but not a day goes by that I don't think of u jess is 16 needs a job a man needs you dammit idk when I'll be back Bobby everyday is work without you

Anniversary

Shared by Rebel Crooks on June 14, 2017

HAPPY 8TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY BOBBY REED GOSH I MISS YOUR FACE SO MUCH YOUR LAUGH YOUR FRIENSHIP, LOVE AND YOU ALWAYS HAVING MY BACK THANK YOU FOR ALL U DID 4 JESS AND THE BOYS THEIR ALL DOING SO GOOD UD B PROUD OF THEM ... I SURE DO MISS U BOBBY ITS BEEN HARD HERE ... I KNOW I WOULDN'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING IF U WHERE HERE THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME HOW PPL WHO REALLY LOVE YOU ACT ... IVE FOUND LESS THEN A HANDFUL OUT THERE JUS LIKE U SAID 2 B4 U LEFT U SURE WERE RT SPOT ON EVERYTHING UNREAL HOW SPOTON LOL I LOVE YOU ALWAYS KEEP AN EYE ON US PLZ .. I KNOW U DO BUT JUS INCASE X0X0

wedding day

Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on October 6, 2013
Best day of my life ...right up there with having my babies this was one of those days duped GREAT...

few days

Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on February 24, 2013

a few days and 2 years have gone and past ....i haven't been on here in sometime life gets going and time passes .....blah blah bobby right thats what you'd say to me ...lol i finely seen you in my dreams very cool <3 took 2 yrs shoot.
i miss you so much this place isnt the same with out you .... and im not just saying that cuz you were the best buy it really does suck ... no one gets me like you did ... well i do have a guy friend who is kind you would have liked him he's nice to me :) you were nice to me too always he's just my friend though ive known him for a long time well since mike and i were together that was along time ago too lol ....forrest will finish school in may then its a free world for me bobby well jess and me anyways i think of all the stuff we were gonna do i will do them for us someday ....
i got hurt at work so battle battle battle story of my life huh .... so ive met a few folks down the road and they have the gift of seeing spirits they have seen you and cj with me and just one last week you had cj and a girl with you.....better not be the girl you were with in my dream brat lol just playin i miss that too laughing we laughed all the time . my best friend in the world i HATE that your gone bubby i miss you sooooooo much i still have your ashes still trying to figuar out what i should do ??? wish you would talk back to me sometimes when im talking to you anyday would be nice i wish i had the gift to talk to you .... i promised you one time when we were in the hospital i forget what time it was but you made me promise you that if you passed away that day that i would have to find someone who treated me kind cuz i diserved nothing but the best and someone who could take care of me for a change well i will keep that promise to you i will not let anyone treat me badly bobby i will honor you and me and jess that way i maybe by myself forever but i will keep your promise ....i told you that day to stop talking like that and we went home i think like 4 days later i had got a lil more time with you :) i miss you and love you and if you do hear me when i talk to you try and let me know plz you said you would....
im just missing you and what to do for your 2 years coming up guess i did this page for me ....doesnt look like any of your family has added any pic's oh well fine by me i will always have you in my heart bub i will always miss you forever and ever    

time

Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on November 6, 2011

time isn't making my heart anyless hurt....time isn't making anything better...time isn't making you being gone easy...time dosen't make me not cry or not just be broken....time is all i needed time i thought is what we had time is gone time ....time....time....nothing is helping nothing makes it all better and time sure doesnt have anything to do with anything....i think that if i hear that one more TIME im just gonna freak....6 days ago was 8 months...the 1st of every month is dread for me....where are you bobby are you ever gonna come to me ? am i ever gonna feel you close to me ? are you ever gonna be in a dream ...that isnt a bad one...oh shoot !!! yah i guess in TIME. wtf i miss you so much everything sucks without you.

morning sunrise

Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on September 25, 2011

good morning bobby ! sure do miss you ! it was a beautiful sunrise today with the smell of the rain from last night ...you would've loved this morning.it's almost the 1st again so 7 months is comming up still can't believe it ! i was asking you day before yesterday....why did you leave me with all of this crappy life to deal with and as i'm looking at your pic and your beautiful box that your in ....i really felt that maybe it's time to let you go to take your ashes somewhere beautiful somewhere nice so everyone can go talk to you and have a special place a beautiful place where everyone who loves you can go to be with you .... maybe it's time ! i hope none of your family is mad at me for keeping you all to myself ! i'll talk to them the baby's almost here your brother and trac are having the lil girl but you already know her cuz diana white ealge said you were with her and i haven't meet her yet...i got her a nice blanket soft and pink !!! cory is doing good now thanks for keeping an eye on all of us just wish i could see you one more time or talk to you...well i do talk to you....you just don't talk back lol just missing you baby this world seems strange without you in it well got to get ready for work today on call !!! i am thankful for today and the pretty sunrise i will always be loving you

were are you

Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on September 11, 2011

are you here with me as everyone says ? i want to feel you i want you back..were are you bobby ? are you close by do you see me cry ? do you feel me missing you ? can you see my heart is broken ? were are you ? why can't i feel you ? this isn't fair..this can't be true to never have you here again to never feel you to see you to talk to you...i just want to know were are you !!! maybe i'm selfish for wanting you back maybe i'm never going to be ok with this !!! it's sunday 9-11 lots of people are missing someone they love right now just like me ...just miss you so bad and love you more and more everyday

bday

Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on September 8, 2011

he was so happy this day he felt really good too great day !!

226

Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on September 1, 2011

226 visits as of today ! still hoping your family can get on here and add some pic's and some music too and your friends too...you are so missed bobby i'll write more later off to boys and girls club and work...when i get home i'll put your tree up here all my love always

6th month

Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on August 31, 2011

hi my sweet love ! i miss you so much tomorrow will be 6 months you've been gone so today i am gonna plant a tree and put a little of you under it at our new house ! my life is NOT  the same without you in it.my heart is so broke i am so lonely and sad without you bobby.i wish i could just have a chance 1 more chance to talk to you to see you i want to do something for you on your birthday commin up not sure yet what to do i love you bubbie ALWAYS

new house

Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on August 16, 2011

well my love we are in our new house i wish you were here i can almost see you standing in the kitchen over by the sink...eating the coffee grounds lol i sure do miss you i miss that too !!! i think you would love this place im trying to find some happiness in it all...i cried so hard last night just missing you missing talking to you it seems like everyday gets harder not easier for me.jess is doing good cause he see you still.we camped out side this last weekend jess seems to struggle with finding his place with families around him he wants you back too really bad...you'd be proud of him riding his dirk bike i told you give him a minute and he'd want to be on it and now thats all he wants to do is ride he looks just like you out there in the feild riding.you'd sure like it i'm sure you were there watching him while i was talking to you.jess and i are gonna walk down to his school to see if things are posted yet.waiting to get back to work too....i hope i find out today when i can go back ! i truely am lonely without you i miss you so much....i cant see me living any kind of life without you in it well my love until i write again all be thinking of you always you have my heart geezzz it's gonna be 6 months on the 1st i want to do something special for you and your birthday is the 8th so will see what we can do ... i just don't know cause of work and all i miss you so much bobby i will love you forever !

5 months

Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on August 1, 2011

5 months today !!! i hate today

another day

Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on July 21, 2011

another day without you just makes me want to cry...today for some reason has been pretty hard ..just miss you so much i wish you were here...i mean i know you are in spirit but i just really want you here....life sure isnt fair is it !! well the new house stuff went all through and im just not excited...guess its not the same or isnt the happy i thought it would be .... im so alone without you...lonely i guess its almost 5 months time is going by so fast.i hate to know one day i will be saying a year then two ect....it was never suppose to be this way...i wasnt suppose to be alone,without you,you were gonna get better and we were going to grow old together your my best friend i miss you so much.guess im just really sad today and mad....i love you maybe tomorrow wont be so hard and so sad for me i try to be happy for the boys....its when im sitting here by myself missing you so much that i just cant see through all my greif........my sweet man you were the best friend i ever had you would do anything for me.i remember when my mom passed away you were out with your brothers out in the hills ...the river i think and you had to walk all the way to my house out of the mountains just to make it to me....who does that ? but YOU ! i love you so much my sweet sweet love

miss you

Shared by Rebel LouAnn Crooks-Reed on July 12, 2011

i am really missing you today my bobby !!! guess i always will i talked to your sis the other day she is hanging in there .... but i guess you know that too...i talk to you everyday i just wish you'd talk back i miss that...in all the years of our friendship i miss that the most.....even through all your crazy ass girlfriends...lol.....i miss that the most talking to you !!! or hearing you talk back i listen to your messages just to hear your voice.i haven't packed anything yet....thats ok too it will get done ! i love you bobby forever and ever

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