Happy Father's Day. I miss you so much.
Give mom a hug for me

Love you dad and mom

Happy 84th Birthday Dad

Love and Miss you....

End of May Dad

Can't help to wonder what you would look like.
It will be 23 years you left this world and mom joined you last year
Some days I just a m lost with being an orphan now.
I miss you Dad.

Happy Father's Day! Daddy..

I wish I could see you one more time, here your voice, your laughter and goofiness.
I miss you so much.
Love you.

June 10 2022

Happy 83rd Birthday Dad.

I miss you and love you.

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve Dad.
Some of the best times in my life was the holidays. Just does seem Christmas like this year.
I dreamed of you and Mom the other night awoke in tears.
Please watch over us. Mom is not good. I am not sure what time frame we have left with her . Hate seeing her so frail. Dementia and Cancer is doing a number on her.
Miss you Daddy.
Merry Christmas in Heaven.

This day in June is the hardest. 6 29 2021

This was a horrible morning for sure. I relive it in my head a lot. Not something I like to share and to be honest I am glad it is in my head and not on a photo, it is hard enough to keep it out of my head and heart.
The images of that moment I lost My Dad. My hero, My Santa Claus, My Easter Bunny, and My Protector.

My Life and My heart has never been the same. The heart lost a big piece that day and the void is like a big hole in it.

At 12:45 I watched my daddy take his last breath and his last heart beat diminish. I watched how PSP ravaged my Dad’s body and there was not a damn thing I/or anyone else can do.

Dad became his own hero of his disease. As much as he did not want to go on with a disease that affecting every part of his being.Lost doing all the things he loved to do. 
He became a Hero of his disease. In the process he showed me how to have courage, to have strength, to have love for others even if they could not love back. I have become my own warrior of my diseases because of My Dad.

Would I would not give to hear his voice, his laughter, and his stupid jokes to see him as he aged. Something that I will never have that chance to see.

Until we meet again Daddy..

I miss you so so much and I love you forever,
Your Baby Girl Tina

Happy 82nd Birthday Daddy. i miss you so much.
Love your Baby girl T

Daddy hard to believe 20 years have passed by. I miss you so much. I cannot seem to get my heart to mend .Mom is real sick dad. Watch and wait for her Mom.I love you Daddy

19 years i am still struggling Daddy.miss you so much

Happy Fathers Day Daddy.miss you so much.Love your baby girl Tina

can hardly believe you would of turned 80 yesterday i miss you Dad Happy Birthday in Heaven.xoxo

Little late this was for yesterday Daddy....17 years today I lost my Daddy. These 17 years have been hardest to deal without my Dad. Most of you know we celebrated our birthday's his was the 10th mine is 30th than there was Father's Day. I lost my dad a day before my birthday. That first year my own mother couldn't even wish me a happy Birthday. Imagine Your dad being there for the little things that mattered waking up at Easter and Christmas time watching us hunt for eggs or opening our gifts.Being awake in the mornings giving me a bowl cereal because my mother would not get out of bed. Or when I was having a baby and he kept saying it was a boy and he was right and sent a dozen roses and I asked my dad if I can name him after him expect for the middle name because that was my brother's name he was a stillborn. He said that would be ok. He loved Rob and Rob loved him . My rob resembles him especially when he wears hats. When I was little he would give us the rabbit foots or deer tails. when I got sick with high fever and lost hearing in my ear after he returned home from work he sat down by me to make sure i was doing ok there was candy involved as well . Putting my dad on tv for his PSP spending a week with him daily at Geisinger in Danville while he went through every test imaginable. having Dr Hosey calling me at work when he was in hospice and telling me it was a honor getting to know me that i am a good daughter These are memories that I carry so many more than there are those memories that one cannot forget and some that the hurt just does not go away his last breath the preparations the taking his favorite suit to be cleaned the picking out his coffin while my family stood there because they couldn't do it the going through his belongings and did it without me and the most hurtful thing is spreading his ashes without me and not letting me have closure as well.
I really do not care what other people may think. The day my dad passed is the day a huge void in my heart has been with me ever since
I loved my Dad i loved the things he did. everyone has faults in my eyes he was Daddy he was a hard worker and he was a hero of his own disease. Most of all I was his little girl
Dad today when I was doing yard work a Bluebird was singing...
Forever and a day I wish you was still here.. I hope that you have seen all i have accomplished and how now I fight daily with my disease .I Love and miss you so..Until I see you again

16 years and it still is not any easier... I miss you Daddy.. I wish you were still here... sending hugs & all my love up to heaven.. xoxoxo

I celebrated you today. My friend Mimi and I she lost her Dad this month will be a year. I hope you got to meet him in heaven he was a jokester like you was.
I went to the marina and let the Balloon life high I miss you so much. Hard to even imagine next week will be 16 years.Love you Dad I wish you were here.Your Baby Girl Tina...

Happy Father's Day in Heaven Daddy.. I miss you so much . Dosen't seem to get any easier... Love you Tina...

Happy 77th Birthday in Heaven Daddy...6-10-2016