May 31
May 31
Today marks a year…
A year without being able to call you to hear your voice. A year without being able to give you a hug and tell you how much I love you. A year without being able to confide in you. A year of tears and grieving. A year not to see you smile and laugh and play with the kids. A year not to hear you and my husband laughing and cutting up with each other. A year that seems so harsh without you. It’s still so hard to look at your pictures and videos that were made I have found myself trying to avoid them because the pain is too great to bare. A year without your advice and wisdom. A year without being able to visit you. A year everywhere I look I remember one memory after another of our time with each other. A year without my best friend. A year without the one who was my father. A year without my Pawpaw. A year without you.❤
I love you and I will keep your love and our memories we shared for ever. 5am a year ago wasn’t just the hardest day of my life every day since has been the same without you.
Pawpaw I want you to know The kids are growing I’m so proud of them and I know you would be too. Malachi choose to accept Yeshua and receive his salvation and was baptized this year and he also made A-B honor roll and was on the step team which preformed for black history celebration and got to preform for the championship basketball game, Rebekah got to perform for black history by singing wade in the water and she graduated kindergarten, Abigail is walking, talking, climbing and she has the most beautiful personality and never stops smiling and oh my goodness she loves to worship our King Yeshua and dancing, Isaiah I haven’t stopped fighting for him Pawpaw - we finally got answers for him all this time and he has been suffering from frontal lobe epileptic encephalopathy seizures and his working diagnosis is epilepsy,  encephalopathy,  penile gland cysts, structural variants of the arteries in his brain, superatentorial ventriculomegaly, and anoxic brain injury from birth- These were found and diagnosed by MRI, EEG and CT. So this whole time pawpaw he suffered but it’s okay we will see him healed this isn’t his fault it never was. Pawpaw you would be so pleased with my husband he is sober Pawpaw!! Our marriage has been restored and of course I can’t take credit it is only Yeshua that we are standing today. Everything I had been praying over God answered and He is so faithful!
I wonder what it’s like walking on the streets of Gold worshiping our King in heaven. Yeshua is so worthy! Give our father a hug for me I can’t wait to meet him face to face <3 and see you Pawpaw.
A year without being able to call you to hear your voice. A year without being able to give you a hug and tell you how much I love you. A year without being able to confide in you. A year of tears and grieving. A year not to see you smile and laugh and play with the kids. A year not to hear you and my husband laughing and cutting up with each other. A year that seems so harsh without you. It’s still so hard to look at your pictures and videos that were made I have found myself trying to avoid them because the pain is too great to bare. A year without your advice and wisdom. A year without being able to visit you. A year everywhere I look I remember one memory after another of our time with each other. A year without my best friend. A year without the one who was my father. A year without my Pawpaw. A year without you.❤
I love you and I will keep your love and our memories we shared for ever. 5am a year ago wasn’t just the hardest day of my life every day since has been the same without you.
Pawpaw I want you to know The kids are growing I’m so proud of them and I know you would be too. Malachi choose to accept Yeshua and receive his salvation and was baptized this year and he also made A-B honor roll and was on the step team which preformed for black history celebration and got to preform for the championship basketball game, Rebekah got to perform for black history by singing wade in the water and she graduated kindergarten, Abigail is walking, talking, climbing and she has the most beautiful personality and never stops smiling and oh my goodness she loves to worship our King Yeshua and dancing, Isaiah I haven’t stopped fighting for him Pawpaw - we finally got answers for him all this time and he has been suffering from frontal lobe epileptic encephalopathy seizures and his working diagnosis is epilepsy,  encephalopathy,  penile gland cysts, structural variants of the arteries in his brain, superatentorial ventriculomegaly, and anoxic brain injury from birth- These were found and diagnosed by MRI, EEG and CT. So this whole time pawpaw he suffered but it’s okay we will see him healed this isn’t his fault it never was. Pawpaw you would be so pleased with my husband he is sober Pawpaw!! Our marriage has been restored and of course I can’t take credit it is only Yeshua that we are standing today. Everything I had been praying over God answered and He is so faithful!
I wonder what it’s like walking on the streets of Gold worshiping our King in heaven. Yeshua is so worthy! Give our father a hug for me I can’t wait to meet him face to face <3 and see you Pawpaw.
