Hi, I am so sorry for you loss, I too lost my son, John Robert Lee Anusavage, in 1907. John had just turned 17 on November 14th, 1997, and died on December 18th, 1997 in a car accident..........as I read your comments on so many things, I KNOW what you are saying, life if FOREVER changed and all we can do is go on until we see them again..........God Bless you and yours..........