As the Holidays fast approaching  I feel the emptiness of your presence.  There isn't  a  day that passes  that I don't  think of you. I would give my life just to see and hug you even if it was for 5 minutes.  I remember  Christmas  as a child where the best ever. No matter what we went through  you always made sure we had gifts under that tree. Laughing  and seeing  your face watching  us open our  gifts. . You are so much miss and love. As much crazy stuff you have done I know God gave you your wings for all the good that weight more then the bad. Miss you Daddy  always in my heart