My sweet Seth, if you only knew……. 

I cannot believe it’s been 5 years… but not one second of any day has passed that your memory isn’t present. I couldn’t not think of you, even if I wanted to. You are etched into my soul. We are bound together by an infinite and eternal love that will never leave. You and I will always be a reflection of each other. You took part of my existence with you when you left. I’m now just a shadow of myself and I am learning to accept that, but I can never accept you being gone, not after 5 years, not in 10, it won’t happen after 20. For every day that I’m blessed to be alive, you, too, should also be here. What I wouldn’t give to see your face and to tell you how much I love you. 

Little brother, I miss you sooooo much. I don’t think the people around me understand what I’m going through. I just need you right now soo badly. Happy Birthday, Seth.  You’re forever young! 

My life has been changed forever. I will spend the rest of my life missing you. I love you sooooo much little brother.

You are forever etched in our hearts. Your presence here is missed by so many. RIP beautiful!