How much my heart hurts without you. It's still like a dream am going to wake up from and see your smile. SON í will never know why you killed youself..but í want you to know í love you with all my heart and soul.. I miss you more then words can say. I know you hear me calling your name.. And see my tears í cry for you.. I want to tell you am sorry son that í wasn't there that night.. I would hold you tight and kiss you with all my love so this would never had happened. But í know son your pain free.. Flying in the sky.. Your what ever you want to be my son. Mom loves you and misses you. Forever in my ❤..