Well hon. I know it's been awhile since I've written anything. I've been going through a lot. I had a very nice car that you would have been proud of me. But I let Chris drive it and now there is a lot of damage and it won't start. He never accepts responsibility for what he does. Someday he might grow up to be a responsible person/parent but I won't hold my breath. 
I have been thinking about you so very much. Damn I miss you. I loved you then, I love you now and I will always love you. You were/are my love and my life and you will always be in my heart. Nothing can ever change that. Loving you forever and always. R.I.H. Gone but never forgotten . Loves, hugs, kisses and missing you deeply

Hon, you had always gotten me through Christmas. But last year and this year I didn't have you physically next to me. But I know you were there. I felt the presence of you at my side watching the family. It seemed like a long day for me. When I got home, I cried myself to sleep. I still can't believe you are gone and won't be back. Things just aren't the same without you. You would be proud of me… I spent my birthday in the hospital for 2 days. I made a promise that I would follow through with whatever the docs say I need to do. I haven't drank a soda since Dec 1st. Hard to believe no diet coke for me. It's been water or sugar free koolaid. I'm also eating smaller amounts and I've been eating mashed potatoes instead of rice. Shock. I've learned a lot since I was in the hospital. I do have some medical problems (some I can't even pronounce). I love and miss you so very much. Rest In Heaven my love until we meet again

Well hon, it's coming up on Halloween. You're not here to tell the grandkids what they should be. You're not here to watch the horror/scary movies leading up to Halloween. The other night Christopher and li'l Tina were watching Halloween and Nightmare on Elm Street. I watched those the night before with them and not a real bad restless sleep for me. But that one night I turned on Puppet Master and let me tell you... never again. I had a very bad night sleeping. Remember whenever you had horror movies on and I would see bits and pieces and then had to watch til the end. Then I had to do something afterwards to take my mind off of them. You would scare me and make me jump. To be honest, I miss you doing that. I love and miss you so damn much. 

Went and visited you today. Brought Chris, Lil Tina and Christopher with me. Left you flowers and a card. After 20 months it still hurts that you are gone. Even though I am with family I feel alone. Been doing a lot of crying because I want you here with me. I miss your laughter, our talks and yes even our arguing. I miss everything about you. I even miss you calling out "Deb, Deb, Deb". Life just isn't the same. But I have tge memories and always will. Love eternally

Hon, this says a lot

Tina & Toby made this pillow of us and gave it to me today. I will always cherish this. Love and miss you so very much

Your nickname when we first met

Another favorite

Dear Grandpa, I just wanted to say that I love you so much and its sad to say that your gone now but just know I love you and I miss you so much I hope your having fun up in heaven and promise me you will watch over me and never leave my side I didn't want you to go but these things happen and sometimes you have to let your loved ones go because god said it was time for them to go so he took them but at least I know your with me forever. I Love You Grandpa.

This is Fathers Day and Ricks birthday weekend. I remember that for many years we stayed home if those 2 days were on the same weekend for our own personal reasons. Happy Fathers Day Bob. R.I.H. Gone but never forgotten