My Thoughts at One Year
November 1, 2021
by Karen Sowden
Hey Baby,
While the calendar says it has been a year since you left. I now know that time is truly relative. It equally feels like moments and forever, weeks and years, months and days without you.
I live in a paradox. I am happy and sad. A memory makes me smile and cry. My heart is filled with love and yet it is broken. My days are full and empty at the same time. You are both near and far, present and absent.
I find that I smile more than I cry, our memories warm me more than than they make me sad.
I am with Donna today in Virginia. We will recount all our amazing and crazy times and we will have a Jameson in your honor.
I miss you more than I can express. I would give anything to have you here, to hold you once more.
Your love is with me. I feel it every day. I know you want me to be happy. I am and I will.
Love Always and Forever, Karen
While the calendar says it has been a year since you left. I now know that time is truly relative. It equally feels like moments and forever, weeks and years, months and days without you.
I live in a paradox. I am happy and sad. A memory makes me smile and cry. My heart is filled with love and yet it is broken. My days are full and empty at the same time. You are both near and far, present and absent.
I find that I smile more than I cry, our memories warm me more than than they make me sad.
I am with Donna today in Virginia. We will recount all our amazing and crazy times and we will have a Jameson in your honor.
I miss you more than I can express. I would give anything to have you here, to hold you once more.
Your love is with me. I feel it every day. I know you want me to be happy. I am and I will.
Love Always and Forever, Karen