Robyn,you are so missed...on that day 7 yrs ago,l was about to have a coffee with Baileys when the awful news came...drink was forgotten but today in your honor l will enjoy a cup and the many memories you left in my heart.

Not mine: "The natural way of being after death of a loved one is suffering at first, then there is a deepening. In that deepening, you go to a place where there is no death. And the fact that you felt that means you went deep enough, to the place where there is no death.".... "But in between the waves of sadness, you sense there is peace."

- Eckhart Tolle

Saw a cardinal in the bird feeder today, you must have been visiting. Miss you so much, the hole in my heart will never heal

I miss you

I love you so much starbaby. You’d be 42! The secret to life  I see you and feel you around me a lot of the time and that always makes me happy. Alayna is practically a mini Robyn right now. You would be so proud. Happy Birthday

Hi,and good morning Robyn..its a little gray and rainy here but thoughts of you brighten my day just as you did so often at my house..know that you are missed...Happy Birthday

Its a dark and rainy night, but we were surviving the storm, making it through the rain. Just one wrong turn , one bad decision, took us off the correct path. I see you in the birds, flowers, and in the clouds. Until the spring

I'm looking at a beautiful morning rise and full moon all at the same time. I bet it's an awesome sight from your view....

Many thoughts and positive energy.

I love you so much. Every year is different. Mixed emotions. Today is more sad with anger about it all. I know it doesn’t change what happened and why you left way too soon. Our family hasn’t been the same  I miss you so much

Good morning Robyn...thinking of you as l do often...and of the times you spent at my house...so quiet and yet so present...you are missed.

Merry Christmas, happy new year Robyn. I so miss you, especially during the holidays

They say there is a reason
They say time will heal
Neither time or reason
Will change the way I feel
Gone are the days
We used to share
But in my heart
You are always there
The gates of memories
Will never close
I miss you more
Than anyone knows
I love and miss you
Every day
Until we meet again

Whether it's a Flash, a Linger or a moment; you're always there. You've helped while you were here and you're still helping now. You've been doing what you've always done for people. Being there in our most darkest of times and in times of joy... You were and always will be the best person who we've ever shared our lives with. I feel I can say that for everyone.

Lots of Love, Energy, Bright thoughts and hopes that you are having THE BEST experience and TIME... EVER!

Nothing Short of an Angel.

Happy Birthday baby sister. You would hate this weather lol but I love it. I still see you in everything a butterfly, a bird. I miss you so much. It’s hard to believe you’re gone  I can feel you all around me sometimes. I miss your hugs. Your smell. Just so much I can’t put into words. I love you

Good morning and Happy Birthday Robyn!
Hard to believe another year almost gone;
but maybe time has no importance for you now..just know l'll be thinking of you(as so many others whose lives you've touched).
You are missed

Hey Robyn, almost 41 years old. Happy birthday my baby. I still cannot accept that you are gone. I woke up for just a minute in the er and a technician said no brain activity. I wanted to scream and run to you, but I lost conscious again. That was my last minute with you. I could not even hold your hand.

None of your knowledge, your reading, your connections will be of any use here: two legs suffice, and big eyes to see with. Walk alone, across mountains or through forests. You are nobody to the hills or the thick boughs heavy with greenery. You are no longer a role, or a status, not even an individual, but a body, a body that feels sharp stones on the paths, the caress of long grass and the freshness of the wind. When you walk, the world has neither present nor future: nothing but the cycle of mornings and evenings. Always the same thing to do all day: walk. But the walker who marvels while walking (the blue of the rocks in a July evening light, the silvery green of olive leaves at noon, the violet morning hills) has no past, no plans, no experience. They have within them the eternal child. While walking we are but a simple gaze.

I remember and see you in everything.

I don't even know what to say. I'm still so broken and angry you're gone. I wish you were here to see Ian and Laynie grow up. He's so tall now and driving. And I can't get over that I'm now older than you now. I'll experience life you didn't get to have. It just kills me.  I just hope you're happy and are with grandpa and Aunt Diane and everyone else. We miss you and love you Robyn. Miss you so so much you have no idea. 

-Gir

Oh Robbie. 5 years ago I woke up to the worst day of my life. The pain of losing you is still as raw today as it was back then. I continue to try to be positive and spread love like you would have done. Always seeing the bright side of things even when things aren’t going well. Alayna still has her Jinxie. I still find random drawings. I love you so much. You were one of a kind and I’m glad the kids still have great memories of you

Good morning Robyn..it's a 12° cold day but my memories of you are sunshine that warm my heart...miss you!

Robyn, its been five years. My daughter, I love you. I think about you everyday and still cry. I hope you are at peace. I know you want me to continue and not mourn, but a piece of my heart is missing.

Hey Robyn it's October 31st, Halloween, your favorite time. I had zero trick or treaters here in the old folks home. You will be in my heart forever.

It's so hard to lose a daughter, but its even harder when it's sudden unexpected, and you don't get a chance to say goodbye

Hey Robyn,
Happy Birthday Beautiful!

Miss you. And think of you always...

Hm... Still look 23 to me.

Happy 40th Birthday Robyn! I wish you were here so we can joke with how old we are getting. I can't wait til we are together again. I miss you and youll always be on my mind. Love you Robbie. 

- Gir

Happy birthday my daughter. I talk to you every day knowing that you hear me. Miss you and love you so much

Happy 40th Robyn...and of course we all wish you were to celebrate this milestone..do angels have birthdays? Miss you.

Happy Birthday my little sister. I miss your hugs and your goofy games with the kids. You made this place so much brighter. 

Robyn, whatever I come up with to write here isn't gonna be good enough, so, you should know... There's not a day that goes by, that I don't think of you, or see your face. My one wish for you, My hope... is you're at peace... I think you'd be really proud of everybody... We all miss you so much.

Love, Beast.

I love you so much and it’s crazy it’s been 4 years without you. You would love this snow and playing with the kids. You were always a kid at heart.  They really miss you. We will find a random sketch or drawing sometimes and I love the reminder. I hope to see you in my dreams because I miss you so much.

Robbie,

I miss you so much...

-Gir

Good morning ...making a snow angel in your honor today...miss and love you,Robyn.

Robyn, miss you and love you so much

Merry Christmas Robyn

Happy birthday Robyn, I so miss you. Its going to be Halloween soon, your favorite. Think of you every day, you will live in my heart forever

Dude, I feel like you should still be here. Fall is coming. Halloween. All the things you love. I hope you are somewhere enjoying things and looking over us. The kids miss you so much. You were always so fun and like a child and they absolutely adored you. We have found some of your drawings and sketches. I hope to find Ian's baby pillow that you wrote on. There are always reminders of you and I love going to the Arboretum to "see" you. You are forever a star baby. I love you

Thinking of you today and even more so during these cooler Fall-like days which you loved so much ...so maybe your spirit is enjoying a day at the Arboretum ,I hope so.. Love you and Happy Birthday Robyn!

Robyn, you would not believe the nonsense going on now. Covid19 pandemic, started in China now covered the entire planet. Everyone wears a face mask. Now someone was killed and the whole USA is rioting and burning. This is certainly an odd, unique year . So wish you were here I need you and love you so much. I still cry every day

Really missing you today. You would be having fun with the virus nonsense going on around the world. Love you so much

February 4th will always be Robyn's Day to me...miss you.

Robyn, are you my guardian angel watching over me? Remember when you were wheezing and watched me play sega? I have the old sega games again, shining force, on my tablet. I know you are still watching me play.

Robbie, Halloween is over, one of your favorite times. It will be cold tonight,bought an electric heater but some assembly required. Remember I could not put the grill together?
The next time that I meet you
Will be at heavens door
you will be there to meet me
And I will cry no more
I will put my arms around you
And kiss your beautiful face
And then this broken heart of mine
Will fall back into place

Hey Beautiful!

HAAAAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

I'm writing this at 9:18pm. Didnt plan that, I actually forgot my password to sign on here, lol.... Big surprise, me forget something!? "Inconceivable!"
Anyway, I know your birthday technically kinda just started, so I hope you're partying "till the break a dawn yo!" LOL! I know we talk and hang out everyday, but, I guess this is a little cathartic for me; to do this, feels like a group conversation.(hi everybody ;)
Lately I've been wondering if you're living through me, or I'm honoring what I assume would be your wishes for me? Like you're coaching me or something.... Idk.... I'm sure you're busier than ever now, lol, answering to all of us. (Yeah you're missed babe! You're missed a whooooole lot!)
It's weird, at the start, when you left, everything
seemed dull and watered down, now I swear everything is seeming brighter and full of even more magic! Kinda like you :) well.... Anyway, that's all I got for now.... Until then, I hope you're cruising the cosmos, and absorbing allt eh brilliant colors, sights and sounds we're all missing.... So, Have a Happy Birthday, we all miss you, and think about you everyday, every, every, every, everyday! And just just know, we're all trying to put are best foot forward and make the world as bright as you saw it.... I love you, We all love you, and miss you something terrible.... Safe travels. Talk to you tomorrow....

Happy Birthday!
Star Beast.

P. S. I think it's safe to say we're all saving waaaaay more spiders because of you. Which is why I think there's been an Uptick in sightings. ALSO are you opposed to ouija boards!? LMAO! Is that fake!?

Hi Robyn,,,a beautiful day that would've been made better if you could've been here to share it with us...but your spirit was here urging us to enjoy all.. changing trees,noisy birds,warm air,the soon-to-be-gone flowers,our veggie garden,and even the bugs(which didn't really creep you out). I hope you're having wonderful times and maybe you're busy being someone's guardian angel.....you'd be so good at it. Happy Birthday!

Robyn, remember the time you asked me if there were any songs I listened to that made me think of you? And I gave you two, remember!? Wait, who are we kidding, of course you do.... What I should have said, what I really wish I could have gone back in time, and told you, is that, there is no music without you. AND THEN slow danced....
Thinking of you always. Haloed in sun. Dressed in starlight.
Love, Jimmy.

Was a very emotional day Robbie, went to work but No one saw me crying , I don't think so. Nightmare seems like yesterday. Did you see my poem? I wrote it for you guess was not very good. Just two years ago today my world my life ended. I know you want me to go on, not to grieve, but I am not that strong.. Now the crying overwhelms me. Oh Robbie come back, come back come back, I love you so much

Robyn
A typical dreary February day but you would've found a way to brighten it
with a comment,observation or kind gesture..just one of the many things I
miss about you.You're thought of and talked about often,each of us with our own stories...thank you Robyn..
                            Renee

Robyn,
  there's never a day that goes by that, I don't think about you, (I'm hoping you know that) or that your memory graces me during my stay here. A lot of the time I'm startled back to reality after having found I've drifted off thinking about you, haha. Mom thinks about you alot as well, we talk about you from time to time which is good. Sometimes fighting back tears sometimes laughing. Haha.
....(Sigh)....
I still look up to to see if Betelgeuse has gone supernova yet, but it hasn't ( but I'm sure you know that too, you have a waaaay better view than me, what a sight that'll be! haha.) Well, anyways....
Always looking up, Always missing you, Always thinking about you.
love you tonses.
Jimmy.
Starbeast.

I thought about you today
but that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday
and days before that too
I think of you in silence
I often speak your name
All I have are memories
And your picture frames
Your memory is a keepsake
From which I will never part
God has you in his arms
I have you in my heart

Happy birthday Robyn, 37 years old, I think about you, cry, every day, is so unfair that you are taken away