2022

Can’t believe so much time has passed

Think of you still all the time. Feel the loss. We all do. Look at pictures have the memories but try hard to remember the good ones

Your daughter is absolutely beautiful and your grandchildren as well. It’s so unfair you didn’t get to love them Rob. They have such personalities. Like bright little Pennie’s all of them. You would be so proud.

Your girl feels your loss. But you know she’s strong and will be ok. Doesn’t mean that she doesn’t long for you though. We all do

Mom is going to be 90 soon. She lives with your loss every day. Sometimes we talk about you. Remember you. Laugh about the good times we had. Remember how good hearted you where and funny. Your crazy laugh contagious smile. Your Grand-babies have that. Wonderful smiles.

If I could say anything today on the anniversary of the day we lost you it would be I pray with all my heart you are at peace and in the arms of angels. That you know how much you are loved and missed.

Just one more long loving hug. I miss you

Another year. God bless and hold you sweetheart.

I wrote this my darling sister a few years after you passed

The Pain of Robyn loss

Mascara streaks tryen to catch my breath

My hearts filled with
shards of glass

The news hit like a slap in the face

It's been years but the feeling won't pass

I miss her smile her crazy laugh

Her heart as big as the sky

I search for Answers every day

But know no one will ever know why

She's gone forever

There's nothing anyone can do or say

Have to pick myself up accept her loss

and try to work through the pain

Walk through every moment

Fight through this maize of grief

Be a wife a friend and a mother

Find comfort strength and peace


Let water wash over my body
Feel it clean my skin and my soul
Help me heal my fractured heart

Baptize me and make me whole

I don't want go to the bottom

But I'm gonna dive in real deep

Reach up through the sadness and memories 

Calm my mind so can rest so I can sleep

Learn to live with the pain and the anger
Can't Wipe it away in a torrent of rain
But I’ll Let the drops fall on my body
Make me strong and whole again

I know that time is the answer
Open up and let it in

Don't be afraid to embrace the healing
Find a safe warm place to begin

Try not to fear the darkness
Grey clouds that keep coming my way
But seek the light and the sunshine
The joy of living each day

Rest in Gods arms my little sister


8 years. 
Your beautiful daughter
3 grandchildren you would adore
Your mother
Your brother and sister
All who love you

Hold you close always
Rest sweetheart
We love you ❤️

I love you beautiful. 

Hear your laugh see your smile and miss you so very much

We are in strange times. Not able to leave our homes. Trying to avoid getting a potentially deadly virus.

What would you have thought of all of this. Would have been with your daughter and your Grandbabies taking care of them all. I’m sure of that

Your Beautiful girl is fine. She’s such a wonderful women. You would be so proud of her. Strong and so loving and kind. Just like her mama.

Your precious Grandbabies are getting so big. Cute as an be. I’m so jealous. Don’t even have one. I kind of pretend sometimes they are mine
I don’t think you would mind

Mom still grieves you. We all do. I realize you never stop. It’s like a wound that never quite heals. Every once in a while it gets ripped open. It hurts and we go right back to the day we lost you

We are all living and loving and
going on because we have to. 

We miss you. We love you. 
Continue to Rest In Peace sweetheart.

You would have been 57
Each year passes by without you
But
Your Still with us always In our hearts and memories

In Gods care in Jesus arms

It’s your birthday today. You would have been 56. I try to think what you would look like. I know you would still be pretty. Look at the last picture I have of you at moms birthday party. Slim and beautiful with a killer smile. Behind the eyes what were you thinking sweet girl. We talked that weekend. You told me a friend had passed from drugs. It scared you. I said I would never forgive you if you left us that way. I was wrong. I have forgiven you many times over. It was an accident. Such a horrific sad accident. The nightmare everyone who lives with an addict lives with the fear of, all the time. 
Pain of your loss never goes away. Not for any of us. But there is no anger. Just deep sadness at the terrible loss of you
You have 3 beautiful grandchildren. How blessed and happy it all should have been for you. Your daughter strong and beautiful. She told me you raised her that way. You would be so proud
Your mother lives with silent sadness under her skin. She has gotten through the missing with you in her heart with thoughts and prayers every day
Peter and Chris and I. Talk about you. Laugh about you and live with you in our hearts always. How do you live with less one sister? With love of her. Memories of her. That little part of you that just isn’t quite right any more. Under the surface. Gosh Robyn would have loved this. Wouldn’t Robyn have thought that was great. We just on on. All of us. Cause we have to.
You are deeply loved little sister.
Greatly missed
I pray you are at peace.
Bless you sweetheart

Darling Robyn
And here we are at 5
What can we say 5 years after your passing
I can honestly say all that love you, hold you in their hearts. The hurt never really goes away. I’m sure it never will but we have had to learn to live with it
I think of you often. Try to remember the good memories.
Your beautiful daughter. 2 more grandchildren. You would be so proud.
So on this day 5 later. You are missed. You are loved. Pray you are with daddy and safely in Jesus arms. 
Hold you in my heart
I love you

It has been nearly 3 long years since you left us
We did not think at first we could ever be free of the pain of losing you

Time has helped us all to be able to move forward but the loss

Never

I have come to believe that is how it is when you loose someone you love deeply

It is just what we have had to do to continue to live

Until now I could not bring myself to write about you here

It hurt too much

Although it still does it is time

Miss you darling girl. Miss you all the time. Still trying to make sense of it all and at the same time realizing it cannot be made sense of

You are not forgotten my darling little sister

Never will be as long as we who love you are living

Your grandchild is precious and beautiful
Your daughter a lovely young woman
A wonderful mother. You would be very proud

Your mother lives with her loss of you every day
Deep loss in her heart. She loves you so much. Always
She is going on as best she can

Chris and Peter as well. Your siblings are less one. Missing you talking about you. Remembering you. Loving our memories of you

Another year

Miss you darling girl

My Darling Sister

I wish I could touch your face
Just hug you one more time

I'll feel you in the wind
And remember who you where

I hope you know how much
You are truly loved

I’ll feel you in the wind
Embrace you with my heart
And know that you are with me