My Sweet Dale, It has now been 5 Years and the pain in my heart remains as piercing as the first day of life without you. I will never be able to express what you were to me... Everything pure , good and wholesome.. You were my best friend, my confidant, my cheer leader. the love of my life.. a blessing from god .. and I will never get over the loss of YOU.. I pray you are in heaven smiling as you sprinkle all your love down on me...to get me through these years with out you. Happy Heavenly Birthday. Donna Aka Gookie 1

— You Don’t Just Lose Someone Once —
You lose them over and over,
sometimes many times a day.
When the loss, momentarily forgotten,
creeps up,
and attacks you from behind.
Fresh waves of grief as the realization hits home,
they are gone.
Again.

You don’t just lose someone once,
you lose them every time you open your eyes to a new dawn,
and as you awaken,
so does your memory,
so does the jolting bolt of lightning that rips into your heart,
they are gone.
Again.

Losing someone is a journey,
not a one-of.
There is no end to the loss,
there is only a learned skill on how to stay afloat,
when it washes over.

Be kind to those who are sailing this stormy sea,
they have a journey ahead of them,
and a daily shock to the system each time they realize,
they are gone,
Again.

You don’t just lose someone once,
you lose them every day...

Today.. Is the 3rd year that I have tried to face this world without you. In so many ways it seems like just yesterday, my mind refuses to leave you...to move forward. I go through the days but without knowledge or presence of time.. because my mind, my body and my soul are with you, in memory of every moment we shared. I know that my heart will never be whole.. How do I ever except that I can't talk to you, laugh with you, embrace you again?
I miss you so very much my love....forever yours Donna. aka your Gookie1

Sweetheart, The love we share is the " once in a lifetime kind" Our souls are forever intertwined. 
I can not physically hear your voice, see your face, or hold your hand.. But You are such a part of me, all I have to do is look within, to hear your laughter, see your smile and hold you tightly.. You will be forever with me..
I love you always, Donna
     Aka Gookie1

I love you Daddy. I will carry your heart inside of mine forever.
Sent with gentle effect,
❤ Insky ❤